The Rosary
Chapter XVI
The Doctor Finds A Way
"And now as to ways and means," said the doctor, when Jane felt better. "You
must leave by the night mail from Euston, the day after to-morrow. Can you be
ready?"
"I am ready," said Jane.
"You must go as Nurse Rosemary Gray."
"I don't like that," Jane interposed. "I should prefer a fictitious name.
Suppose the real Rosemary Gray turned up, or some one who knows her."
"My, dear girl, she is half-way to Australia by now, and you will see no one
up there but the household and the doctor. Any one who turned up would be more
likely to know you. We must take these risks. Besides, in case of complications
arising, I will give you a note, which you can produce at once, explaining the
situation, and stating that in agreeing to fill the breach you consented at my
request to take the name in order to prevent any necessity for explanations to
the patient, which at this particular juncture would be most prejudicial. I can
honestly say this, it being even more true than appears. So you must dress the
part, Jane, and endeavour to look the part, so far as your five foot eleven will
permit; for please remember that I have described you to Dr. Mackenzie as 'a
pretty, dainty little thing, refined and elegant, and considerably more capable
than she looks.'"
"Dicky! He will instantly realise that I am not the person mentioned in your
letter."
"Not so, dear. Remember we have to do with a Scotchman, and a Scotchman never
realises anything 'instantly.' The Gaelic mind works slowly, though it works
exceeding sure. He will be exceeding sure, when he has contemplated you for a
while, that I am a 'verra poor judge o' women,' and that Nurse Gray is a far
finer woman than I described. But he will have already created for Dalmain, from
my letter, a mental picture of his nurse; which is all that really matters. We
must trust to Providence that old Robbie does not proceed to amend it by the
original. Try to forestall any such conversation. If the good doctor seems to
mistrust you, take him on one side, show him my letter, and tell him the simple
truth. But I do not suppose this will be necessary. With the patient, you must
remember the extreme sensitiveness of a blind man's hearing. Tread lightly. Do
not give him any opportunity to judge of your height. Try to remember that you
are not supposed to be able to reach the top shelf of an eight-foot bookcase
without the aid of steps or a chair. And when the patient begins to stand and
walk, try to keep him from finding out that his nurse is slightly taller than
himself. This should not be difficult; one of his fixed ideas being that in his
blindness he will not be touched by a woman. His valet will lead him about. And,
Jane, I cannot imagine any one who has ever had your hand in his, failing to
recognise it. So I advise you, from the first, to avoid shaking hands. But all
these precautions do not obviate the greatest difficulty of all, — your voice.
Do you suppose, for a moment, he will not recognise that?"
"I shall take the bull by the horns in that case," said Jane, "and you must
help me. Explain the fact to me now, as you might do if I were really Nurse
Rosemary Gray, and had a voice so like my own."
The doctor smiled. "My dear Nurse Rosemary," he said, "you must not be
surprised if our patient detects a remarkable similarity between your voice and
that of a mutual friend of his and mine. I have constantly noticed it myself."
"Indeed, sir," said Jane. "And may I know whose voice mine so closely
resembles?"
"The Honourable Jane Champion's," said the doctor, with the delightful smile
with which he always spoke to his nurses. "Do you know her?"
"Slightly," said Jane, "and I hope to know her better and better as the years
go by."
Then they both laughed. "Thank you, Dicky. Now I shall know what to say to
the patient. — Ah, but the misery of it! Think of it being possible thus to
deceive Garth, — Garth of the bright, keen all — perceiving vision! Shall I
ever have the courage to carry it through?"
"If you value your own eventual happiness and his you will, dear. And now I
must order the brougham and speed you to Portland Place, or you will be late —
for dinner, a thing the duchess cannot overlook 'as you very well know,' even in
a traveller returned from round the world. And if you take my advice, you will
tell your kind, sensible old aunt the whole story, omitting of course all
moonlight details, and consult her about this plan. Her shrewd counsel will be
invaluable, and you may be glad of her assistance later on."
They rose and faced each other on the hearth-rug.
"Boy," said Jane with emotion, "you have been so good to me, and so faithful.
Whatever happens, I shall be grateful always."
"Hush," said the doctor. "No need for gratitude when long-standing debts are
paid. — To-morrow I shall not have a free moment, and I foresee the next day as
very full also. But we might dine together at Euston at seven, and I will see
you off. Your train leaves at eight o'clock, getting you to Aberdeen soon after
seven the next morning, and out to Gleneesh in time for breakfast. You will
enjoy arriving in the early morning light; and the air of the moors braces you
wonderfully. — Thank you, Stoddart. Miss Champion is ready. Hullo, Flower! Look
up, Jane. Flower, and Dicky, and Blossom, are hanging over the topmost
banisters, dropping you showers of kisses. Yes, the river you mentioned does
produce a veritable 'garden of the Lord.' God send you the same, dear. And now,
sit well back, and lower your veil. Ah, I remember, you don't wear them. Wise
girl! If all women followed your example it would impoverish the opticians. Why?
Oh, constant focussing on spots, for one thing. But lean back, for you must not
be seen if you are supposed to be still in Cairo, waiting to go up the Nile.
And, look here" — the doctor put his head in at the carriage window — "very
plain luggage, mind. The sort of thing nurses speak of as 'my box'; with a very
obvious R. G. on it!"
"Thank you, Boy," whispered Jane. "You think of everything."
"I think of YOU," said the doctor. And in all the hard days to come, Jane
often found comfort in remembering those last quiet words.