THERESE RAQUIN
CHAPTER VI
Henceforth, Laurent called almost every evening on the Raquins. He lived in
the Rue Saint-Victor, opposite the Port aux Vins, where he rented a small
furnished room at 18 francs a month. This attic, pierced at the top by a lift-up
window, measured barely nine square yards, and Laurent was in the habit of going
home as late as possible at night. Previous to his meeting with Camille, the
state of his purse not permitting him to idle away his time in the cafes, he
loitered at the cheap eating-houses where he took his dinner, smoking his pipe
and sipping his coffee and brandy which cost him three sous. Then he slowly
gained the Rue Saint-Victor, sauntering along the quays, where he seated himself
on the benches, in mild weather.
The shop in the Arcade of the Pont Neuf became a charming retreat, warm and
quiet, where he found amicable conversation and attention. He saved the three
sous his coffee and brandy cost him, and gluttonously swallowed the excellent
tea prepared by Madame Raquin. He remained there until ten o'clock, dozing and
digesting as if he were at home; and before taking his departure, assisted
Camille to put up the shutters and close the shop for the night.
One evening, he came with his easel and box of colours. He was to commence
the portrait of Camille on the morrow. A canvas was purchased, minute
preparations made, and the artist at last took the work in hand in the room
occupied by the married couple, where Laurent said the light was the best.
He took three evenings to draw the head. He carefully trailed the charcoal
over the canvas with short, sorry strokes, his rigid, cold drawing recalling in
a grotesque fashion that of the primitive masters. He copied the face of Camille
with a hesitating hand, as a pupil copies an academical figure, with a clumsy
exactitude that conveyed a scowl to the face. On the fourth day, he placed tiny
little dabs of colour on his palette, and commenced painting with the point of
the brush; he then dotted the canvas with small dirty spots, and made short
strokes altogether as if he had been using a pencil.
At the end of each sitting, Madame Raquin and Camille were in ecstasies. But
Laurent said they must wait, that the resemblance would soon come.
Since the portrait had been commenced, Therese no longer quitted the room,
which had been transformed into a studio. Leaving her aunt alone behind the
counter, she ran upstairs at the least pretext, and forgot herself watching
Laurent paint.
Still grave and oppressed, paler and more silent, she sat down and observed
the labour of the brushes. But this sight did not seem to amuse her very much.
She came to the spot, as though attracted by some power, and she remained, as if
riveted there. Laurent at times turned round, with a smile, inquiring whether
the portrait pleased her. But she barely answered, a shiver ran through her
frame, and she resumed her meditative trance.
Laurent, returning at night to the Rue Saint-Victor, reasoned with himself at
length, discussing in his mind, whether he should become the lover of Therese,
or not.
"Here is a little woman," said he to himself, "who will be my sweetheart
whenever I choose. She is always there, behind my back, examining, measuring me,
summing me up. She trembles. She has a strange face that is mute and yet
impassioned. What a miserable creature that Camille is, to be sure."
And Laurent inwardly laughed as he thought of his pale, thin friend. Then he
resumed:
"She is bored to death in that shop. I go there, because I have nowhere else
to go to, otherwise they would not often catch me in the Arcade of the Pont
Neuf. It is damp and sad. A woman must be wearied to death there. I please her,
I am sure of it; then, why not me rather than another?"
He stopped. Self-conceit was getting the better of him. Absorbed in thought,
he watched the Seine running by.
"Anyhow, come what may," he exclaimed, "I shall kiss her at the first
opportunity. I bet she falls at once into my arms."
As he resumed his walk, he was seized with indecision.
"But she is ugly," thought he. "She has a long nose, and a big mouth.
Besides, I have not the least love for her. I shall perhaps get myself into
trouble. The matter requires reflection."
Laurent, who was very prudent, turned these thoughts over in his head for a
whole week. He calculated all the possible inconveniences of an intrigue with
Therese, and only decided to attempt the adventure, when he felt convinced that
it could be attended by no evil consequences. Therese would have every interest
to conceal their intimacy, and he could get rid of her whenever he pleased. Even
admitting that Camille discovered everything, and got angry, he would knock him
down, if he became spiteful. From every point of view that matter appeared to
Laurent easy and engaging.
Henceforth he enjoyed gentle quietude, waiting for the hour to strike. He had
made up his mind to act boldly at the first opportunity. In the future he saw
comfortable evenings, with all the Raquins contributing to his enjoyment:
Therese giving him her love, Madame Raquin wheedling him like a mother, and
Camille chatting with him so that he might not feel too dull, at night, in the
shop.
The portrait was almost completed, but the opportunity he desired did not
occur. Therese, depressed and anxious, continued to remain in the room. But so
did Camille, and Laurent was in despair at being unable to get rid of him.
Nevertheless, the time came when he found himself obliged to mention that the
portrait would be finished on the morrow, and Madame Raquin thereupon announced
that they would celebrate the completion of the work of the artist by dining
together.
The next day, when Laurent had given the canvas the last touch, all the
family assembled to go into raptures over the striking resemblance. The portrait
was vile, a dirty grey colour with large violescent patches. Laurent could not
use even the brightest colours, without making them dull and muddy. In spite of
himself he had exaggerated the wan complexion of his model, and the countenance
of Camille resembled the greenish visage of a person who had met death by
drowning. The grimacing drawing threw the features into convulsions, thus
rendering the sinister resemblance all the more striking. But Camille was
delighted; he declared that he had the appearance of a person of distinction on
the canvas.
When he had thoroughly admired his own face, he declared he would go and
fetch a couple of bottles of champagne. Madame Raquin went down to the shop, and
the artist was alone with Therese.
The young woman had remained seated, gazing vaguely in front of her. Laurent
hesitated. He examined the portrait, and played with his brushes. There was not
much time to lose. Camille might come back, and the opportunity would perhaps
not occur again. The painter abruptly turned round, and found himself face to
face with Therese.
They contemplated one another for a few seconds. Then, with a violent
movement, Laurent bent down, and pressed the young woman to him. Throwing back
her head he crushed her mouth beneath his lips. She made a savage, angry effort
at revolt, and, then all at once gave in. They exchanged not a word. The act was
silent and brutal.