Half a mile from home, at the farther edge of the woods, where the
land was highest, a great pine-tree stood, the last of its generation.
Whether it was left for a boundary mark, or for what reason, no one
could say; the woodchoppers who had felled its mates were dead and gone
long ago, and a whole forest of sturdy trees, pines and oaks and
maples, had grown again. But the stately head of this old pine towered
above them all and made a landmark for sea and shore miles and miles
away. Sylvia knew it well. She had always believed that whoever climbed
to the top of it could see the ocean; and the little girl had often
laid her hand on the great rough trunk and looked up wistfully at those
dark boughs that the wind always stirred, no matter how hot and still
the air might be below. Now she thought of the tree with a new
excitement, for why, if one climbed it at break of day, could not one
see all the world, and easily discover from whence the white heron
flew, and mark the place, and find the hidden nest?
What a spirit of adventure, what wild ambition! What fancied
triumph and delight and glory for the later morning when she could make
known the secret! It was almost too real and too great for the childish
heart to bear.
All night the door of the little house stood open and the
whippoorwills came and sang upon the very step . The young sportsman
and his old hostess were sound asleep, but Sylvia's great design kept
her broad awake and watching. She forgot to think of sleep. The short
summer night seemed as long as the winter darkness, and at last when
the whippoorwills ceased, and she was afraid the morning would after
all come too soon, she stole out of the house and followed the pasture
path through the woods, hastening toward the open ground beyond,
listening with a sense of comfort and companionship to the drowsy
twitter of a half-awakened bird, whose perch she had jarred in passing.
Alas, if the great wave of human interest which flooded for the first
time this dull little life should sweep away the satisfactions of an
existence heart to heart with nature and the dumb life of the forest!
There was the huge tree asleep yet in the paling moonlight, and
small and silly Sylvia began with utmost bravery to mount to the top of
it, with tingling, eager blood coursing the channels of her whole
frame, with her bare feet and fingers, that pinched and held like
bird's claws to the monstrous ladder reaching up, up, almost to the sky
itself. First she must mount the white oak tree that grew alongside,
where she was almost lost among the dark branches and the green leaves
heavy and wet with dew; a bird fluttered off its nest, and a red
squirrel ran to and fro and scolded pettishly at the harmless
housebreaker. Sylvia felt her way easily. She had often climbed there,
and knew that higher still one of the oak's upper branches chafed
against the pine trunk, just where its lower boughs were set close
together. There, when she made the dangerous pass from one tree to the
other, the great enterprise would really begin.
She crept out along the swaying oak limb at last, and took the
daring step across into the old pine-tree. The way was harder than she
thought; she must reach far and hold fast, the sharp dry twigs caught
and held her and scratched her like angry talons, the pitch made her
thin little fingers clumsy and stiff as she went round and round the
tree's great stem, higher and higher upward. The sparrows and robins in
the woods below were beginning to wake and twitter to the dawn, yet it
seemed much lighter there aloft in the pine-tree, and the child knew
she must hurry if her project were to be of any use.
The tree seemed to lengthen itself out as she went up, and to reach
farther and farther upward. It was like a great main-mast to the
voyaging earth; it must truly have been amazed that morning through all
its ponderous frame as it felt this determined spark of human spirit
wending its way from higher branch to branch. Who knows how steadily
the least twigs held themselves to advantage this light, weak creature
on her way! The old pine must have loved his new dependent. More than
all the hawks, and bats, and moths, and even the sweet voiced thrushes,
was the brave, beating heart of the solitary gray-eyed child. And the
tree stood still and frowned away the winds that June morning while the
dawn grew bright in the east.
Sylvia's face was like a pale star, if one had seen it from the
ground, when the last thorny bough was past, and she stood trembling
and tired but wholly triumphant, high in the tree-top. Yes, there was
the sea with the dawning sun making a golden dazzle over it, and toward
that glorious east flew two hawks with slow-moving pinions. How low
they looked in the air from that height when one had only seen them
before far up, and dark against the blue sky. Their gray feathers were
as soft as moths; they seemed only a little way from the tree, and
Sylvia felt as if she too could go flying away among the clouds.
Westward, the woodlands and farms reached miles and miles into the
distance; here and there were church steeples, and white villages,
truly it was a vast and awesome world
The birds sang louder and louder. At last the sun came up
bewilderingly bright. Sylvia could see the white sails of ships out at
sea, and the clouds that were purple and rose-colored and yellow at
first began to fade away. Where was the white heron's nest in the sea
of green branches, and was this wonderful sight and pageant of the
world the only reward for having climbed to such a giddy height? Now
look down again, Sylvia, where the green marsh is set among the shining
birches and dark hemlocks; there where you saw the white heron once you
will see him again; look, look! a white spot of him like a single
floating feather comes up from the dead hemlock and grows larger, and
rises, and comes close at last, and goes by the landmark pine with
steady sweep of wing and outstretched slender neck and crested head.
And wait! wait! do not move a foot or a finger, little girl, do not
send an arrow of light and consciousness from your two eager eyes, for
the heron has perched on a pine bough not far beyond yours, and cries
back to his mate on the nest and plumes his feathers for the new day!
The child gives a long sigh a minute later when a company of
shouting cat-birds comes also to the tree, and vexed by their
fluttering and lawlessness the solemn heron goes away. She knows his
secret now, the wild, light, slender bird that floats and wavers, and
goes back like an arrow presently to his home in the green world
beneath. Then Sylvia, well satisfied, makes her perilous way down
again, not daring to look far below the branch she stands on, ready to
cry sometimes because her fingers ache and her lamed feet slip.
Wondering over and over again what the stranger would say to her, and
what he would think when she told him how to find his way straight to
the heron's nest.
"Sylvy, Sylvy!" called the busy old grandmother again and again,
but nobody answered, and the small husk bed was empty and Sylvia had
disappeared.
The guest waked from a dream, and remembering his day's pleasure
hurried to dress himself that might it sooner begin. He was sure from
the way the shy little girl looked once or twice yesterday that she had
at least seen the white heron, and now she must really be made to tell.
Here she comes now, paler than ever, and her worn old frock is torn and
tattered, and smeared with pine pitch. The grandmother and the
sportsman stand in the door together and question her, and the splendid
moment has come to speak of the dead hemlock-tree by the green marsh.
But Sylvia does not speak after all, though the old grandmother
fretfully rebukes her, and the young man's kind, appealing eyes are
looking straight in her own. He can make them rich with money; he has
promised it, and they are poor now. He is so well worth making happy,
and he waits to hear the story she can tell.
No, she must keep silence! What is it that suddenly forbids her and
makes her dumb? Has she been nine years growing and now, when the great
world for the first time puts out a hand to her, must she thrust it
aside for a bird's sake? The murmur of the pine's green branches is in
her ears, she remembers how the white heron came flying through the
golden air and how they watched the sea and the morning together, and
Sylvia cannot speak; she cannot tell the heron's secret and give its
life away.
Dear loyalty, that suffered a sharp pang as the guest went away
disappointed later in the day, that could have served and followed him
and loved him as a dog loves! Many a night Sylvia heard the echo of his
whistle haunting the pasture path as she came home with the loitering
cow. She forgot even her sorrow at the sharp report of his gun and the
sight of thrushes and sparrows dropping silent to the ground, their
songs hushed and their pretty feathers stained and wet with blood. Were
the birds better friends than their hunter might have been, who can
tell? Whatever treasures were lost to her, woodlands and summer-time,
remember! Bring your gifts and graces and tell your secrets to this
lonely country child!