CHAPTER XIV
MARY STUART
And now I come to an event in this history which I find
difficult to place before you in its true light. For Dorothy's sake
I wish I might omit it altogether. But in true justice to her and
for the purpose of making you see clearly the enormity of her fault
and the palliating excuses therefor, if any there were, I shall
pause briefly to show the condition of affairs at the time of which
I am about to write—a time when Dorothy's madness brought us
to the most terrible straits and plunged us into deepest
tribulations.
Although I have been unable to show you as much of John as I
have wished you to see, you nevertheless must know that he, whose
nature was not like the shallow brook but was rather of the quality
of a deep, slow-moving river, had caught from Dorothy an infection
of love from which he would never recover. His soul was steeped in
the delicious essence of the girl. I would also call your attention
to the conditions under which his passion for Dorothy had arisen.
It is true he received the shaft when first he saw her at the Royal
Arms in Derby-town, but the shaft had come from Dorothy's eyes.
Afterward she certainly had done her full part in the wooing. It
was for her sake, after she had drawn him on to love her, that he
became a servant in Haddon Hall. For her sake he faced death at the
hands of her father. And it was through her mad fault that the evil came upon him of which I
shall now tell you. That she paid for her fault in suffering does
not excuse her, since pain is but the latter half of evil.
During the term of Elizabeth's residence in Haddon Hall John
returned to Rutland with Queen Mary Stuart, whose escape from
Lochleven had excited all England. The country was full of rumors
that Mary was coming to England not so much for sanctuary as to be
on the ground ready to accept the English crown when her
opportunity to do so should occur. The Catholics, a large and
powerful party, flushed with their triumphs under the "Bloody
Queen," were believed to sympathize with Mary's cause. Although
Elizabeth said little on the subject, she felt deeply, and she
feared trouble should the Scottish queen enter her dominion.
Another cause of annoyance to Elizabeth was the memory that
Leicester had once been deeply impressed with Mary's charms, and
had sought her hand in marriage. Elizabeth's prohibition alone had
prevented the match. That thought rankled in Elizabeth's heart, and
she hated Mary, although her hatred, as in all other cases, was
tempered with justice and mercy. This great queen had the brain of
a man with its motives, and the heart of a woman with its
emotions.
When news of Mary's escape reached London, Cecil came in great
haste to Haddon. During a consultation with Elizabeth he advised
her to seize Mary, should she enter England, and to check the plots
made in Mary's behalf by executing the principal friends of the
Scottish queen. He insistently demanded that Elizabeth should keep
Mary under lock and key, should she be so fortunate as to obtain
possession of her person, and that the men who were instrumental in
bringing her into England should be arraigned for high treason.
John certainly had been instrumental in bringing her into
England, and if Cecil's advice were taken by the queen, John's head would pay the forfeit for his
chivalric help to Mary.
Elizabeth was loath to act on this advice, but Cecil worked upon
her fears and jealousies until her mind and her heart were in
accord, and she gave secret orders that his advice should be
carried out. Troops were sent to the Scottish border to watch for
the coming of the fugitive queen. But Mary was already ensconced,
safely, as she thought, in Rutland Castle under the assumed name of
Lady Blanche. Her presence at Rutland was, of course, guarded as a
great secret.
Dorothy's mind dwelt frequently upon the fact that John and the
beautiful young Scottish queen lived under the same roof, for John
had written to Dorothy immediately after his return. Nothing so
propagates itself as jealousy. There were in Haddon Hall two hearts
in which this self-propagating process was rapidly
progressing—Elizabeth's and Dorothy's. Each had for the cause
of her jealousy the same woman.
One night, soon after Cecil had obtained from Elizabeth the
order for Mary's arrest, Dorothy, on retiring to her room at a late
hour found Jennie Faxton waiting for her with a precious letter
from John. Dorothy drank in the tenderness of John's letter as the
thirsty earth absorbs the rain; but her joy was neutralized by
frequent references to the woman who she feared might become her
rival. One-half of what she feared, she was sure had been
accomplished: that is, Mary's half. She knew in her heart that the
young queen would certainly grow fond of John. That was a foregone
conclusion. No woman could be with him and escape that fate,
thought Dorothy. Her hope as to the other half—John's part—rested
solely upon her faith in John, which was really great, and her
confidence in her own charms and in her own power to hold him,
which in truth, and with good reason, was not small, Dorothy went to bed, and Jennie,
following her usual custom, when at Haddon, lay upon the floor in
the same room. John's letter, with all its tenderness, had thrown
Dorothy into an inquisitive frame of mind. After an hour or two of
restless tossing upon the bed she fell asleep, but soon after
midnight she awakened, and in her drowsy condition the devil
himself played upon the strings of her dream-charged imagination.
After a time she sprang from the bed, lighted a candle at the rush
light, and read John's letter in a tremor of dream-wrought fear.
Then she aroused Jennie Faxton and asked:—
"When were you at Rutland?"
"I spent yesterday and to-day there, mistress," answered
Jennie.
"Did you see a strange lady?" asked Dorothy.
"Oh, yes, mistress, I did see her three or four times," answered
Jennie. "Lady Blanche is her name, and she be a cousin of Sir
John's. She do come, they say, from France, and do speak only in
the tongue of that country."
"I—I suppose that this—this Lady Blanche
and—and Sir John are very good friends? Did you—did
you—often see them together?" asked Dorothy. She felt guilty
in questioning Jennie for the purpose of spying upon her lover. She
knew that John would not pry into her conduct.
"Indeed, yes, mistress," returned Jennie, who admired John
greatly from her lowly sphere, and who for her own sake as well as
Dorothy's was jealous of Queen Mary. "They do walk together a great
deal on the ramparts, and the white snaky lady do look up into Sir
John's face like this"—here Jennie assumed a lovelorn
expression. "And—and once, mistress, I thought—I
thought—"
"Yes, yes, Jesu!" hissed Dorothy, clutching Jennie by the arm,
"you thought, you thought. Tell me! Tell me! What in hell's name
did you think? Speak quickly, wench."
"I be not sure, mistress,
but I thought I saw his arm about her waist one evening on the
ramparts. It was dark, and for sure I could not tell,
but—"
"God's curse upon the white huzzy!" screamed Dorothy. "God's
curse upon her! She is stealing him from me, and I am
helpless."
She clasped her hands over the top of her head and ran to and
fro across the room uttering inarticulate cries of agony. Then she
sat upon the bedside and threw herself into Madge's arms, crying
under her breath: "My God! My God! Think of it, Madge. I have given
him my heart, my soul, O merciful God, my love—all that I
have worth giving, and now comes this white wretch, and because she
is a queen and was sired in hell she tries to steal him from me and
coaxes him to put his arm around her waist."
"Don't feel that way about it, Dorothy," said Madge, soothingly.
"I know Sir John can explain it all to you when you see him. He is
true to you, I am sure."
"True to me, Madge! How can he be true to me if she coaxes him
to woo her and if he puts his arm—I am losing him; I know it.
I—I—O God, Madge, I am smothering; I am strangling!
Holy Virgin! I believe I am about to die." She threw herself upon
the bed by Madge's side, clutching her throat and breast, and her
grand woman's form tossed and struggled as if she were in
convulsions.
"Holy mother!" she cried, "take this frightful agony from my
breast. Snatch this terrible love from my heart. God! If you have
pity, give it now. Help me! Help me! Ah, how deeply I love. I never
loved him so much as I do at this awful moment. Save me from doing
that which is in my heart. If I could have him for only one little
portion of a minute. But that is denied me whose right it is, and
is given to her who has no
right. Ah, God is not just. If he were he would strike her dead. I
hate her and I hate—hate him."
She arose to a sitting posture on the edge of the bed and held
out her arms toward Madge.
"Madge," she continued, frenzied by the thought, "his arm was
around her waist. That was early in the evening. Holy Virgin! What
may be happening now?"
Dorothy sprang from the bed and staggered about the room with
her hands upon her throbbing temples.
"I cannot bear this agony. God give me strength." Soon she began
to gasp for breath. "I can—see—them now—together,
together. I hate her; I hate him. My love has turned bitter. What
can I do? What can I do? I will do it. I will. I will disturb their
sweet rest. If I cannot have him, she shall not. I'll tell the
queen, I'll tell the queen."
Dorothy acted on her resolution the moment it was taken, and at
once began to unbolt the door.
"Stay, Dorothy, stay!" cried Madge. "Think on what you are about
to do. It will cost John his life. Come to me for one moment,
Dorothy, I pray you." Madge arose from the bed and began groping
her way toward Dorothy, who was unbolting the door.
Madge could have calmed the tempest-tossed sea as easily as she
could have induced Dorothy to pause in her mad frenzy. Jennie
Faxton, almost paralyzed by fear of the storm she had raised, stood
in the corner of the room trembling and speechless. Dorothy was out
of the room before poor blind Madge could reach her. The frenzied
girl was dressed only in her night robes and her glorious hair hung
dishevelled down to her waist. She ran through the rooms of Lady
Crawford and those occupied by her father and the retainers. Then
she sped down the long gallery and up the steps to Elizabeth's
apartment.
She knocked violently at the queen's door.
"Who comes?" demanded one
of her Majesty's ladies.
"I, Dorothy," was the response. "I wish to speak to her Majesty
at once upon a matter of great importance to her."
Elizabeth ordered her ladies to admit Dorothy, and the girl ran
to the queen, who had half arisen in her bed.
"You must have affairs of great moment, indeed," cried
Elizabeth, testily, "if they induce you to disturb me in this
manner."
"Of great moment, indeed, your Majesty," replied Dorothy,
endeavoring to be calm, "of moment to you and to me. Mary Stuart is
in England at this instant trying to steal your crown and my lover.
She is now sleeping within five leagues of this place. God only
knows what she is doing. Let us waste no time, your Majesty."
The girl was growing wilder every second.
"Let us go—you and I—and seize this wanton creature.
You to save your crown; I to save my lover and—my life."
"Where is she?" demanded Elizabeth, sharply. "Cease prattling
about your lover. She would steal both my lover and my crown if she
could. Where is she?"
"She is at Rutland Castle, your Majesty," answered Dorothy.
"Ah, the Duke of Rutland and his son John," said Elizabeth. "I
have been warned of them. Send for my Lord Cecil and Sir William
St. Loe."
Sir William was in command of the yeoman guards.
"Is Sir John Manners your lover?" asked Elizabeth, turning to
Dorothy.
"Yes," answered the girl.
"You may soon seek another," replied the queen,
significantly.
Her Majesty's words seemed to awaken Dorothy from her stupor of
frenzy, and she foresaw the result of her act. Then came upon her a
reaction worse than death.
"You may depart," said the
queen to Dorothy, and the girl went back to her room hardly
conscious that she was moving.
At times we cannot help feeling that love came to the human
breast through a drop of venom shot from the serpent's tongue into
the heart of Eve. Again we believe it to be a spark from God's own
soul. Who will solve me this riddle?
Soon the hard, cold ringing of arms, and the tramp of mailed
feet resounded through Haddon Hall, and the doom-like din reached
Dorothy's room in the tones of a clanging knell. There seemed to be
a frightful rhythm in the chaos of sounds which repeated over and
over again the words: "John will die, John will die," though the
full import of her act and its results did nor for a little time
entirely penetrate her consciousness. She remembered the queen's
words, "You may soon seek another." Elizabeth plainly meant that
John was a traitor, and that John would die for his treason. The
clanking words, "John will die, John will die," bore upon the
girl's ears in ever increasing volume until the agony she suffered
deadened her power to think. She wandered aimlessly about the room,
trying to collect her senses, but her mind was a blank. After a few
minutes she ran back to the queen, having an undefined purpose of
doing something to avert the consequences of her mad act. She at
first thought to tell the queen that the information she had given
concerning Mary Stuart's presence in Rutland was false, but she
well knew that a lie seldom succeeds; and in this case, even
through her clouded mentality, she could see that a lie would
surely fail. She determined to beg the queen to spare John's life.
She did not know exactly what she would do, but she hoped by the
time she should reach the queen's room to hit upon some plan that
would save him. When she knocked at Elizabeth's door it was locked
against her. Her Majesty was
in consultation with Cecil, Sir William St. Loe, and a few other
gentlemen, among whom was Sir George Vernon.
Dorothy well knew there was no help for John if her father were
of the queen's council. She insisted upon seeing the queen, but was
rudely repulsed. By the time she again reached her room full
consciousness had returned, and agony such as she had never before
dreamed of overwhelmed her soul. Many of us have felt the same sort
of pain when awakened suddenly to the fact that words we have
spoken easily may not, by our utmost efforts, be recalled, though
we would gladly give our life itself to have them back. If
suffering can atone for sin, Dorothy bought her indulgence within
one hour after sinning. But suffering cannot atone for sin; it is
only a part of it—the result.
"Arise, Madge, and dress," said Dorothy, gently. "I have made a
terrible mistake. I have committed a frightful crime. I have
betrayed John to death. Ah, help me, Madge, if you can. Pray God to
help me. He will listen to you. I fear to pray to Him. He would
turn my prayers to curses. I am lost." She fell for a moment upon
the bed and placed her head on Madge's breast murmuring, "If I
could but die."
"All may turn out better than it now appears," said Madge.
"Quiet yourself and let us consider what may be done to arrest the
evil of your—your act."
"Nothing can be done, nothing," wailed Dorothy, as she arose
from the bed and began to dress. "Please arise, Madge, and dress
yourself. Here are your garments and your gown."
They hastily dressed without speaking, and Dorothy began again
to pace the floor.
"He will die hating me," said Dorothy. "If he could live I
willingly would give him to the—the Scottish woman. Then I could die and my
suffering would cease. I must have been mad when I went to the
queen. He trusted me with his honor and his life, and I, traitress
that I am, have betrayed both. Ah, well, when he dies I also shall
die. There is comfort at least in that thought. How helpless I
am."
She could not weep. It seemed as if there were not a tear in
her. All was hard, dry, burning agony. She again fell upon the bed
and moaned piteously for a little time, wringing her hands and
uttering frantic ejaculatory prayers for help.
"My mind seems to have forsaken me," she said hoarsely to Madge.
"I cannot think. What noise is that?"
She paused and listened for a moment. Then she went to the north
window and opened the casement.
"The yeoman guards from Bakewell are coming," she said. "I
recognize them by the light of their flambeaux. They are entering
the gate at the dove-cote."
A part of the queen's guard had been quartered in the village of
Bakewell.
Dorothy stood at the window for a moment and said: "The other
guards are here under our window and are ready to march to Rutland.
There is Lord Cecil, and Sir William St. Loe, and Malcolm, and
there is my father. Now they are off to meet the other yeomen at
the dove-cote. The stable boys are lighting their torches and
flambeaux. They are going to murder John, and I have sent
them."
Dorothy covered her face with her hands and slowly walked to and
fro across the room.
"Call Malcolm," said Madge. "Perhaps he can help us. Lead me to
the window, Dorothy, and I will call him." Dorothy led Madge to the
window, and above the din of arms I heard her soft voice calling,
"Malcolm, Malcolm."
The order to march had been
given before Madge called, but I sought Sir William and told him I
would return to the Hall to get another sword and would soon
overtake him on the road to Rutland.
I then hastened to Dorothy's room. I was ignorant of the means
whereby Elizabeth had learned of Mary's presence at Rutland. The
queen had told no one how the information reached her. The fact
that Mary was in England was all sufficient for Cecil, and he
proceeded to execute the order Elizabeth had given for Mary's
arrest, without asking or desiring any explanation. I, of course,
was in great distress for John's sake, since I knew that he would
be attainted of treason. I had sought in vain some plan whereby I
might help him, but found none. I, myself, being a Scottish
refugee, occupied no safe position, and my slightest act toward
helping John or Mary would be construed against me.
When I entered Dorothy's room, she ran to me and said: "Can you
help me, Malcolm? Can you help me save him from this terrible evil
which I have brought upon him?"
"How did you bring the evil upon him?" I asked, in astonishment.
"It was not your fault that he brought Mary Stuart to—"
"No, no," she answered; "but I told the queen she was at
Rutland."
"You told the queen?" I exclaimed, unwilling to believe my ears.
"You told—How—why—why did you tell her?"
"I do not know why I told her," she replied. "I was mad
with—with jealousy. You warned me against it, but I did not
heed you. Jennie Faxton told me that she saw John and—but all
that does not matter now. I will tell you hereafter if I live. What
we must now do is to save him—to save him if we can. Try to
devise some plan. Think—think, Malcolm."
My first thought was to
ride to Rutland Castle and give the alarm. Sir George would lead
the yeomen thither by the shortest route—the road by way of
Rowsley. There was another route leading up the Lathkil through the
dale, and thence by a road turning southward to Rutland. That road
was longer by a league than the one Sir George would take, but I
could put my horse to his greatest speed, and I might be able to
reach the castle in time to enable John and Mary to escape. I
considered the question a moment. My own life certainly would pay
the forfeit in case of failure; but my love for John and, I confess
it with shame, the memory of my old tenderness for Mary impelled me
to take the risk. I explained the plan upon which I was thinking,
and told them of my determination. When I did so, Madge grasped me
by the arm to detain me, and Dorothy fell upon her knees and kissed
my hand.
I said, "I must start at once; for, ride as I may, I fear the
yeomen will reach Rutland gates before I can get there."
"But If the guards should be at the gates when you arrive, or if
you should be missed by Cecil, you, a Scottish refugee and a friend
of Queen Mary, would be suspected of treason, and you would lose
your life," said Madge, who was filled with alarm for my sake.
"That is true," I replied; "but I can think of no other way
whereby John can possibly be saved."
Dorothy stood for a moment in deep thought, and said:—
"I will ride to Rutland by way of Lathkil Dale—I will ride
in place of you, Malcolm. It is my duty and my privilege to do this
if I can."
I saw the truth of her words, and felt that since Dorothy had
wrought the evil, it was clearly her duty to remedy it if she
could. If she should fail, no evil consequences would fall upon
her. If I should fail, it would cost me my life; and while I desired to save John, still I
wished to save myself. Though my conduct may not have been
chivalric, still I was willing that Dorothy should go in my place,
and I told her so. I offered to ride with her as far as a certain
cross-road a league distant from Rutland Castle. There I would
leave her, and go across the country to meet the yeomen on the road
they had taken. I could join them before they reached Rutland, and
my absence during the earlier portion of the march would not be
remarked, or if noticed it could easily be explained.
This plan was agreed upon, and after the guards had passed out
at Dove-cote Gate and were well down toward Rowsley, I rode out
from the Hall, and waited for Dorothy at an appointed spot near
Overhaddon.
Immediately after my departure Dolcy was saddled, and soon
Dorothy rode furiously up to me. Away we sped, Dorothy and I, by
Yulegrave church, down into the dale, and up the river. Never shall
I forget that mad ride. Heavy rains had recently fallen, and the
road in places was almost impassable. The rivers were in flood, but
when Dorothy and I reached the ford, the girl did not stop to
consider the danger ahead of her. I heard her whisper, "On, Dolcy,
on," and I heard the sharp "whisp" of the whip as she struck the
trembling, fearful mare, and urged her into the dark flood. Dolcy
hesitated, but Dorothy struck her again and again with the whip and
softly cried, "On, Dolcy, on." Then mare and rider plunged into the
swollen river, and I, of course, followed them. The water was so
deep that our horses were compelled to swim, and when we reached
the opposite side of the river we had drifted with the current a
distance of at least three hundred yards below the road. We climbed
the cliff by a sheep path. How Dorothy did it I do not know; and
how I succeeded in following her I know even less. When we reached
the top of the cliff, Dorothy started off at full gallop, leading the way, and again I
followed. The sheep path leading up the river to the road followed
close the edge of the cliff, where a false step by the horse would
mean death to both horse and rider. But Dorothy feared not, or knew
not, the danger, and I caught her ever whispered cry,—"On,
Dolcy, on; on, Dolcy, on." Ashamed to fall behind, yet fearing to
ride at such a pace on such a path, I urged my horse forward. He
was a fine, strong, mettlesome brute, and I succeeded in keeping
the girl's dim form in sight. The moon, which was rapidly sinking
westward, still gave us light through rifts in the black bank of
floating clouds, else that ride over the sheep path by the cliff
would have been our last journey in the flesh.
Soon we reached the main road turning southward. It was a series
of rough rocks and mudholes, and Dorothy and Dolcy shot forward
upon it with the speed of the tempest, to undo, if possible, the
evil which a dozen words, untimely spoken, had wrought. I urged my
horse until his head was close by Dolcy's tail, and ever and anon
could I hear the whispered cry,—"On, Dolcy, on; on, Dolcy,
sweet Dolcy, good Dolcy; on, my pet, on."
No word was spoken between Dorothy and me; but I could hear
Dolcy panting with her mighty effort, and amid the noise of
splashing water and the thud, thud, thud of our horses' hoofs came
always back to me from Dorothy's lips the sad, sad cry, full of
agony and longing,—"On, Dolcy, on; on Dolcy, on."
The road we took led us over steep hills and down through dark,
shadow-crowded ravines; but up hill, down hill, and on the level
the terrible girl before me plunged forward with unabated headlong
fury until I thought surely the flesh of horse, man, and woman
could endure the strain not one moment longer. But the horses, the
woman, and—though I say it who should not—the man were
of God's best handiwork, and the cords of our lives did not
snap. One thought, and only
one, held possession of the girl, and the matter of her own life or
death had no place in her mind.
When we reached the cross-road where I was to leave her, we
halted while I instructed Dorothy concerning the road she should
follow from that point to Rutland, and directed her how to proceed
when she should arrive at the castle gate. She eagerly listened for
a moment or two, then grew impatient, and told me to hasten in my
speech, since there was no time to lose. Then she fearlessly dashed
away alone into the black night; and as I watched her fair form
fade into the shadows, the haunting cry came faintly back to
me,—"On, Dolcy, on; on, Dolcy on," and I was sick at heart. I
was loath to leave her thus in the inky gloom. The moon had sunk
for the night, and the clouds had banked up without a rift against
the hidden stars; but I could give her no further help, and my life
would pay the forfeit should I accompany her. She had brought the
evil upon herself. She was the iron, the seed, the cloud, and the
rain. She was fulfilling her destiny. She was doing that which she
must do: nothing more, nothing less. She was filling her little
niche in the universal moment. She was a part of the infinite
kaleidoscope—a fate-charged, fate-moved, fragile piece of
glass which might be crushed to atoms in the twinkling of an eye,
in the sounding of a trump.
After leaving Dorothy I rode across the country and soon
overtook the yeoman guard whom I joined unobserved. Then I marched
with them, all too rapidly to suit me, to Rutland. The little army
had travelled with greater speed than I had expected, and I soon
began to fear that Dorothy would not reach Rutland Castle in time
to enable its inmates to escape.
Within half an hour from the time I joined the yeomen we saw the
dim outlines of the castle, and Sir William St. Loe gave the command to hurry forward. Cecil,
Sir William, Sir George, and myself rode in advance of the column.
As we approached the castle by the road leading directly to the
gate from the north, I saw for a moment upon the top of the hill
west of the castle gate the forms of Dorothy and Dolcy in dim
silhouette against the sky. Then I saw them plunge madly down the
hill toward the gate. I fancied I could hear the girl whispering in
frenzied hoarseness,—"On, Dolcy, on," and I thought I could
catch the panting of the mare. At the foot of the hill, less than
one hundred yards from the gate, poor Dolcy, unable to take another
step, dropped to the ground. Dolcy had gone on to her death. She
had filled her little niche in the universe and had died at her
post Dorothy plunged forward over the mare's head, and a cry of
alarm came from my lips despite me. I was sure the girl had been
killed. She, however, instantly sprang to her feet. Her hair was
flying behind her and she ran toward the gate crying: "John, John,
fly for your life!" And then she fell prone upon the ground and did
not rise.
We had all seen the mare fall, and had seen the girl run forward
toward the gates and fall before reaching them. Cecil and Sir
William rode to the spot where Dorothy lay, and dismounted.
In a moment Sir William called to Sir George:—
"The lady is your daughter, Mistress Dorothy."
"What in hell's name brings her here?" cried Sir George,
hurriedly riding forward, "and how came she?"
I followed speedily, and the piteous sight filled my eyes with
tears. I cannot describe it adequately to you, though I shall see
it vividly to the end of my days. Dorothy had received a slight
wound upon the temple, and blood was trickling down her face upon
her neck and ruff. Her hair had fallen from its fastenings. She had
lost her hat, and her gown was torn in shreds and covered with
mud. I lifted the
half-conscious girl to her feet and supported her; then with my
kerchief I bound up the wound upon her temple.
"Poor Dolcy," she said, almost incoherently, "I have killed her
and I have failed—I have failed. Now I am ready to die. Would
that I had died with Dolcy. Let me lie down here,
Malcolm,—let me lie down."
I still held her in my arms and supported her half-fainting
form.
"Why are you here?" demanded Sir George.
"To die," responded Dorothy.
"To die? Damned nonsense!" returned her father.
"How came you here, you fool?"
"On Dolcy. She is dead," returned Dorothy.
"Were you not at Haddon when we left there?" asked her
father.
"Yes," she replied.
"Did you pass us on the road?" he asked.
"How came you here?" Sir George insisted.
"Oh, I flew hither. I am a witch. Don't question me, father. I
am in no temper to listen to you. I warn you once and for all, keep
away from me; beware of me. I have a dagger in my bosom. Go and do
the work you came to do; but remember this, father, if harm comes
to him I will take my own life, and my blood shall be upon your
soul."
"My God, Malcolm, what does she mean?" asked Sir George, touched
with fear by the strength of his daughter's threat. "Has she lost
her wits?"
"No," the girl quickly responded, "I have only just found
them."
Sir George continued to question Dorothy, but he received no
further response from her. She simply held up the palm of her hand
warningly toward him, and the gesture was as eloquent as an oration. She leaned
against me, and covered her face with her hands, while her form
shook and trembled as if with a palsy.
Cecil and Sir William St. Loe then went toward the gate, and Sir
George said to me:—
"I must go with them. You remain with Doll, and see that she is
taken home. Procure a horse for her. If she is unable to ride, make
a litter, or perhaps there is a coach in the castle; if so, take
possession of it. Take her home by some means when we return. What,
think you, could have brought her here?"
I evaded the question by replying, "I will probably be able to
get a coach in the castle, Sir George. Leave Dorothy with me."
Soon, by the command of Sir William, the yeomen rode to the
right and to the left for the purpose of surrounding the castle,
and then I heard Cecil at the gates demanding:—
"Open in the name of the queen."
"Let us go to the gates," said Dorothy, "that we may hear what
they say and see what they do. Will they kill him here, think you?"
she asked, looking wildly into my face.
The flambeaux on the castle gate and those which the link-boys
had brought with them from Haddon were lighted, and the scene in
front of the gate was all aglow.
"No, no, my sweet one," I answered, "perhaps they will not kill
him at all. Certainly they will not kill him now. They must try him
first."
I tried to dissuade her from going to the gates, but she
insisted, and I helped her to walk forward.
When Dorothy and I reached the gates, we found that Cecil and
Lord Rutland were holding a consultation through the parley-window.
The portcullis was still down, and the gates were closed; but soon the portcullis
was raised, a postern was opened from within, and Sir William
entered the castle with two score of the yeomen guards.
Sir George approached and again plied Dorothy with questions,
but she would not speak. One would have thought from her attitude
that she was deaf and dumb. She seemed unconscious of her father's
presence.
"She has lost her mind," said Sir George, in tones of deep
trouble, "and I know not what to do."
"Leave her with me for a time, cousin. I am sure she will be
better if we do not question her now."
Then Dorothy seemed to awaken. "Malcolm is right, father. Leave
me for a time, I pray you."
Sir George left us, and waited with a party of yeomen a short
distance from the gate for the return of Sir William with his
prisoners.
Dorothy and I sat upon a stone bench, near the postern through
which Sir William and the guardsmen had entered, but neither of us
spoke.
After a long, weary time of waiting Sir William came out of the
castle through the postern, and with him came Mary Stuart. My heart
jumped when I saw her in the glare of the flambeaux, and the spirit
of my dead love for her came begging admission to my heart. I
cannot describe my sensations when I beheld her, but this I knew,
that my love for her was dead past resurrection.
Following Mary came Lord Rutland, and immediately following his
Lordship walked John. When he stepped through the postern, Dorothy
sprang to her feet and ran to him with a cry, "John, John!"
He looked at her in surprise, and stepped toward her with
evident intent to embrace her. His act was probably the result of
an involuntary impulse, for he stopped before he reached the
girl.
Sir George had gone at Sir
William's request to arrange the guards for the return march.
Dorothy and John were standing within two yards of each
other.
"Do not touch me," cried Dorothy, "save to strike me If you
will. The evil which has come upon you is of my doing. I betrayed
you to the queen."
I saw Mary turn quickly toward the girl when she uttered those
words.
"I was insane when I did it," continued Dorothy. "They will take
your life, John. But when you die I also shall die. It is a poor
reparation, I know, but it is the only one I can make."
"I do not understand you, Dorothy," said John. "Why should you
betray me?"
"I cannot tell you," she answered. "All I know is that I did
betray you and I hardly know how I did it. It all seems like a
dream—like a fearful monster of the night. There is no need
for me to explain. I betrayed you and now I suffer for it, more a
thousand-fold than you can possibly suffer. I offer no excuse. I
have none. I simply betrayed you, and ask only that I may die with
you."
Then was manifest in John's heart the noblest quality which God
has given to man—charity, strengthened by reason. His face glowed
with a light that seemed saintlike, and a grand look of ineffable
love and pity came to his eyes. He seemed as if by inspiration to
understand all that Dorothy had felt and done, and he knew that if
she had betrayed him she had done it at a time when she was not
responsible for her acts. He stepped quickly to the girl's side,
and caring naught that we all should see him, caught her to his
breast. He held her in his arms, and the light of the flambeaux
fell upon her upturned face.
"Dorothy," he said, "it matters not what you have done; you are
my only love. I ask no explanation. If you have betrayed me to death, though I hope it will
not come to that evil, you did not do it because you did not love
me."
"No, no, John, you know that," sobbed the girl.
"I do know it, Dorothy; I know all that I wish to know. You
would not intentionally bring evil upon me while you love me."
"Ah, that I do, John; only God knows how deeply, how
desperately. My love was the cause—my love was my
curse—it was your curse."
"Do not weep, Dorothy," said John, interrupting her. "I would
that I could take all your suffering upon myself. Do not weep."
Dorothy buried her face upon his breast and tears came to her
relief. She was not alone in her weeping, for there stood I like a
very woman, and by my side stood rough old Sir William. Tears were
coursing down the bronzed cheek of the grand old warrior like drops
of glistening dew upon the harrowed face of a mountain rock. When I
saw Sir William's tears, I could no longer restrain my emotions,
and I frankly tell you that I made a spectacle of myself in full
view of the queen's yeoman guard.
Sir George approached our little group, and when he saw Dorothy
in John's arms, he broke forth into oaths and stepped toward her
intending to force her away. But John held up the palm of his free
hand warningly toward Sir George, and drawing the girl's drooping
form close to his breast he spoke calmly:—
"Old man, if you but lay a finger on this girl, I will kill you
where you stand. No power on earth can save you."
There was a tone in John's voice that forced even Sir George to
pause. Then Sir George turned to me.
"This is the man who was in my house. He is the man who called
himself Thomas. Do you know him?"
Dorothy saved me from the
humiliation of an answer.
She took one step from John's side and held him by the hand
while she spoke.
"Father," she said, "this man is Sir John Manners. Now you may
understand why he could not seek my hand openly, and you also know
why I could not tell you his name." She again turned to John, and
he put his arm about her. You can imagine much better that I can
describe Sir George's fury. He snatched a halberd from the hands of
a yeoman who was standing near by and started toward John and
Dorothy. Thereupon the hard old warrior, Sir William St. Loe, whose
heart one would surely say was the last place where sentiment could
dwell, performed a little act of virtue which will balance many a
page on the debtor side of his ledger of life. He lifted his sword
and scabbard and struck Sir George's outstretched hand, causing the
halberd to fall to the ground.
"Don't touch the girl," cried Sir William, hoarsely.
"She is my daughter," retorted Sir George, who was stunned
mentally as well as physically by Sir William's blow.
"I care not whose daughter she is," returned Sir William. "You
shall not touch her. If you make but one other attempt, I will use
my blade upon you."
Sir William and John had been warm friends at London court, and
the old captain of the guards quickly guessed the true situation
when he saw Dorothy run to John's arms.
"Sir, you shall answer for this," said Sir George, angrily, to
Sir William.
"With pleasure," returned Sir William. "I will give you
satisfaction whenever you wish it, save this present time. I am too
busy now."
Blessed old Sir William! You have been dead these many winters;
and were I a priest, I would say a mass for your soul gratis every
day in the year.
"Did the girl betray us?"
asked Queen Mary.
No one answered her question. Then she turned toward Sir John
and touched him upon the shoulder. He turned his face toward her,
signifying that he was listening.
"Who is this girl?" Mary demanded.
"My sweetheart, my affianced wife," John answered.
"She says she betrayed us," the queen responded.
"Yes," said John.
"Did you trust her with knowledge of our presence in Rutland?"
Mary demanded angrily.
"I did," he answered.
"You were a fool," said Mary.
"I know it," responded John.
"You certainly bear her no resentment for her treason," said
Mary.
"I certainly do not," quietly answered John. "Her suffering is
greater than mine. Can you not see that it is?"
"It is your privilege," said Mary, scornfully, "to intrust your
own secrets to whomsoever you may choose for your confidant, and it
is quite saintlike in you to forgive this person for betraying you;
but what think you of the hard case in which her treason and your
folly have placed me?"
"That is my greatest grief, save for Dorothy," answered John,
softly. Lived there ever a man possessed of broader charity or
deeper love than John? God surely made him of gold dust, not of
common clay.
Queen Mary stepped away from John in disgust, and when she
turned she saw me for the first time. She started and was about to
speak, but I placed my fingers warningly upon my lips and she
remained silent.
"Where do you take us, Sir William?" asked John.
"To Haddon Hall. There you will await the commands of the
queen."
"How came you here?" John
asked gently of Dorothy.
"I rode Dolcy," she whispered. "She dropped dead at the foot of
the hill. Yonder she lies. I came up the Lathkil by the long road,
and I hoped that I might reach you in time to give warning. When
the guard left Haddon I realized the evil that would come upon you
by reason of my base betrayal." Here she broke down and for a
moment could not proceed in the narrative. She soon recovered and
continued: "Then I mounted Dolcy, and tried to reach here by way of
the long road. Poor Dolcy seemed to understand my trouble and my
despair, and she brought me with all the speed that a horse could
make; but the road was too long and too rough; and she failed, and
I failed. Would that I could have died in her place. She gave her
life in trying to remedy my fault."
Dorothy again began to weep, and John tenderly
whispered:—
"All will yet come right" Then he kissed her before us all, and
handed her to me saying, "Care for her, I pray you, sir."
John spoke a few words to Sir William, and in a moment they both
went back to the castle.
In a short time the gates were opened, and the Rutland coach
drawn by four horses emerged from the castle grounds. Sir William
then directed Mary and Dorothy to enter the coach and requested me
to ride with them to Haddon Hall.
The yeoman guards were in marching order, and I took my seat in
the coach. The fates surely were in a humorous mood when they threw
Dorothy, Queen Mary, and myself together. Pause for a moment and
consider the situation. You know all the facts and you can analyze
it as well as I. I could not help laughing at the fantastic trick
of destiny.
Soon after I entered the coach Sir William gave the word, and the yeomen with Lord Rutland
and John moved forward on the road to Haddon.
The coach at once followed the guard and a score of yeomen
followed us.
Queen Mary occupied the back seat of the coach, and Dorothy and
I sat upon the front seat facing her.
Dorothy was exhausted, and her head lay upon my shoulder. Now
and again she would softly moan and sob, but she said nothing.
After a few minutes of silence Queen Mary spoke:—
"Why did you betray me, you miserable wretch? Why did you betray
me?"
Dorothy did not answer. Mary continued:—
"Have I ever injured you in any manner? Have I ever harmed you
by thought, word, or deed?"
Dorothy's only answer was a sob.
"Perhaps you are a canting fanatic, and it may be that you hate
me for the sake of that which you call the love of God?"
"No, no, madam," I said, "that was not the reason."
"Do you know the reason, Malcolm?" asked Mary, addressing me for
the first time. My name upon her lips had a strange effect on me.
It was like the wafting to my nostrils of a sweet forgotten odor,
or the falling upon my ears of a tender refrain of bygone days. Her
voice in uttering my name thrilled me, and I hated myself for my
weakness.
I told Mary that I did not know Dorothy's reasons, and she
continued:—
"Malcolm, you were not a party to my betrayal for the sake of
revenging yourself on me?"
"God forbid!" I answered. "Sir John Manners will assure you of
my innocence. I rode with Mistress Vernon to a cross-road within a
league of Rutland, hoping thereby to assist her to give you and Sir
John the alarm."
My admission soon brought
me into trouble.
"I alone am to blame," said Dorothy, faintly.
"I can easily believe you," said Mary, sharply. "Did you expect
to injure me?"
No answer came from Dorothy.
"If you expect to injure me," Mary continued, "you will be
disappointed. I am a queen, and my Cousin Elizabeth would not dare
to harm me, even though she might wish to do so. We are of the same
blood, and she will not wish to do me injury. Your doting lover
will probably lose his head for bringing me to England without his
queen's consent. He is her subject. I am not. I wish you joy of the
trouble you have brought upon him and upon yourself."
"Upon him!" cried Dorothy.
"Yes, upon him," continued Mary, relishing the torture she was
inflicting. "You will enjoy seeing him beheaded, will you not, you
fool, you huzzy, you wretch? I hope his death will haunt you till
the end of your days."
Poor Dorothy, leaning against me, said faintly:—
"It will—it will. You—you devil."
The girl was almost dead from exhaustion and anguish, but she
would have been dead indeed had she lacked the power to strike
back. I believe had it not been for Dorothy's physical weakness she
would have silenced Mary with her hands.
After a little time Dorothy's heavy breathing indicated that she
had fallen asleep. Her head rested upon my shoulder, and the
delicious perfume of her hair and the sweet warm breath from her
lips were almost intoxicating even to me, though I was not in love
with her. How great must their effect have been coming upon John
hot from her intense young soul!
As the link-boys passed the coach some and some with their
flambeaux I could see Dorothy's sweet pale face, almost hidden in the tangled golden red hair
which fell in floods about her. The perfect oval of her cheek, the
long wet lashes, the arched eyebrows, the low broad forehead, the
straight nose, the saucy chin—all presented a picture of
beauty and pathos sufficient to soften a heart of stone. Mary had
no heart of any sort, therefore she was not moved to pity. That
emotion, I am sure, she never felt from the first to the last day
of her life. She continued to probe Dorothy's wound until I told
her the girl was asleep. I changed Dorothy's position and placed
her head against the corner cushion of the coach that she might
rest more comfortably. She did not awaken when I moved her. She
slept and looked like a child. For a little time after I had
changed Dorothy's position Mary and I sat in silence. She was the
first to speak. She leaned forward and placing her hands upon mine,
whispered my name:—
"Malcolm!"
After a brief silence I said:—
"What would you, your Majesty?"
"Not 'your Majesty'" said Mary, softly, "but Mary, as of
old."
She remained for a moment with her hand upon my knee, and then
whispered:—
"Will you not sit by me, Malcolm?"
I believe that Mary Stuart's voice was the charm wherewith she
fascinated men. I resisted to my utmost strength, but that seemed
to be little more than utter weakness; so I took a seat by her
side, and she gently placed her hand in mine. The warm touch of her
strong, delicate fingers gave me a familiar thrill. She asked me to
tell her of my wanderings since I had left Scotland, and I briefly
related all my adventures. I told her of my home at Haddon Hall and
of the welcome given me by my cousin, Sir George.
"Malcolm, have you forgotten?" she whispered, leaning gently against me. "Have you forgotten
our old-time vows and love? Have you forgotten all that passed
between us in the dear old château, when I gave to you my
virgin love, fresh from my virgin heart?" I sighed and tried to
harden my heart to her blandishments, for I knew she wished to use
me and was tempting me to that end. She continued, "I was then only
fourteen years old—ten years ago. You said that you loved me
and I believed you. You could not doubt, after the proof I gave to
you, that my heart was all yours. We were happy, oh, so happy. Do
you remember, Malcolm?"
She brought her face close to mine while she spoke, and pressed
my hand upon her breast.
My reason told me that it was but the song of the siren she was
singing to my ears. My memory told me that she had been false to me
twice two score times, and I knew full well she would again be
false to me, or to any other man whom she could use for her
purposes, and that she cared not the price at which she purchased
him. Bear in mind, you who would blame me for my fall, that this
woman not only was transcendently beautiful and fatally
fascinating, but she was a queen and had held undisputed sway over
my heart for more years than I could accurately number. As I said,
added to all her beauty, she was a queen. If you have never known
royalty, you cannot understand its enthralling power.
"I remember it all, madam," I replied, trying to hold myself
away from her. "It is fresh to me as if it all had happened
yesterday." The queen drew my arm closely to her side and nestled
her cheek for an instant upon my shoulder.
"I remember also," I continued, "your marriage with Darnley when
I had your promise that you would marry me; and, shame upon shame,
I remember your marriage with Darnley's murderer, Bothwell."
"Cruel, cruel, Malcolm,"
she said. "You well know the overpowering reasons of state which
impelled me to sacrifice my own happiness by marrying Darnley. I
told you at the time that I hated the marriage more than I dreaded
death. But I longed to quiet the factions in Scotland, and I hoped
to save my poor bleeding people from the evils of war. You know I
hated Darnley. You know I loved you. You knew then and you know now
that you are the only man who has ever possessed my heart. You know
that my words are true. You know that you, alone, have had my love
since the time when I was a child."
"And Rizzio?" I asked.
"Ah, Malcolm," she answered tearfully, "I hope you, of all men,
do not believe that I ever gave a thought of love to Rizzio. He was
to me like my pet monkey or my favorite falcon. He was a beautiful,
gentle, harmless soul. I loved him for his music. He worshipped me
as did my spaniel."
Still I was determined that her blandishments should not move
me.
"And Bothwell?" I asked.
"That is past endurance from you, Malcolm," she said, beginning
to weep. "You know I was brutally abducted and was forced into
marriage with him. He was an outlaw, an outcast. He was an uncouth
brute whom any woman would loathe. I was in his power, and I
feigned acquiescence only that I might escape and achieve vengeance
upon him. Tell me, Malcolm, tell me," continued Mary, placing her
arms about my neck and clinging to me, "tell me, you, to whom I
gave my maiden's love, you who have my woman's heart, tell me, do
you believe that I could willingly have married Bothwell, even
though my heart had not been filled with the image of you, who are
strong, gentle, and beautiful?"
You, if you are a man, may
think that in my place you would have resisted the attack of this
beautiful queen, but if so you think—pardon me, my
friend—you are a fool. Under the spell of her magic influence
I wavered in the conviction which had long since come upon me, that
I had for years been her fool and her dupe. I forgot the former
lessons I had learned from her perfidy. I forgot my manhood. I
forgot all of good that had of late grown up in me. God help me, I
forgot even Madge.
"If I could only believe you, Mary," I answered, growing insane
under the influence of her fascinations, "If I could only believe
you."
"Give me your lips, Malcolm," she whispered, "give me your
lips.—Again, my Malcolm.—Ah, now you believe me."
The lying logic of a wanton kiss is irresistible. I was drunk
and, alas! I was convinced. When I think of that time, Samson is my
only comfort—Samson and a few hundred million other fools,
who like Samson and me have been wheedled, kissed, and duped into
misery and ruin.
I said: "I do believe you, Mary. I beg you to forgive me for
having doubted you. You have been traduced and brutally
misused."
"It is sweet to hear you speak those words. But it is better to
think that at last we have come together with nothing to part us
save that I am a prisoner in the hands of my vindictive, jealous
cousin. I thank God that my kingdom of Scotland has been taken from
me. I ever hated the Scots. They are an ignorant, unkempt,
wry-necked, stubborn, filthy race. But, above all, my crown stood
between you and me. I may now be a woman, and were it not for
Elizabeth, you and I could yet find solace in each other for all
our past sufferings. Malcolm, I have a sweet thought. If I could
escape to fair, beautiful France, all would be happiness for us.
You could claim your mother's estates in the balmy south, and we
might live upon them. Help me,
my Malcolm, to escape, and your reward shall be greater and sweeter
than man ever before received from woman."
I struggled against her blandishments for a moment, but I was
lost.
"You shall escape and I will go with you," said I. Man needs to
make but one little prayer to God, "Lead me not into temptation."
That prayer answered, all else of good will follow.
The morning sun had just begun to rise over Bowling Green Hill
and the shadows of the night were fleeing before his lances, when
our cavalcade entered the grounds of Haddon at the dove-cote. If
there were two suns revolving about the earth, one to shine upon us
by night and one by day, much evil would be averted. Men do evil in
the dark because others cannot see them; they think evil in the
dark because they cannot see themselves.
With the first faint gray of dawn there came to me thoughts of
Madge. I had forgotten her, but her familiar spirit, the light,
brought me back to its fair mistress.
When our coach reached the stone bridge I looked up to the Hall
and saw Madge standing at the open casement of the tower window.
She had been watching there all night, I learned, hoping for our
speedy and safe return, and had been warned of our approach by the
noise of the tramping guard. I drew back from the coach window,
feeling that I was an evil shade slinking away before the spirit of
light.