CHAPTER VII
TRIBULATION IN HADDON
After I had left Haddon at Sir George's tempestuous order, he
had remained in a state of furious anger against Dorothy and myself
for a fortnight or more. But after her adroit conversation with him
concerning the Stanley marriage, wherein she neither promised nor
refused, and after she learned that she could more easily cajole
her father than command him, Dorothy easily ensconced herself again
in his warm heart, and took me into that capacious abode along with
her.
Then came the trip to Derby, whereby his serene Lordship, James
Stanley, had been enabled to see Dorothy and to fall in love with
her winsome beauty, and whereby I was brought back to Haddon.
Thereafter came events crowding so rapidly one upon the heels of
another that I scarce know where to begin the telling of them. I
shall not stop to say, "Sir George told me this," or "Madge,
Dorothy, or John told me that," but I shall write as if I had
personal knowledge of all that happened. After all, the important
fact is that I know the truth concerning matters whereof I write,
and of that you may rest with surety.
The snow lay upon the ground for a fortnight after the storm in
which we rode from Derby, but at the end of that time it melted,
and the sun shone with the brilliancy and warmth of springtide. So
warm and genial was the weather that the trees, flowers, and shrubs
were cozened into budding
forth. The buds were withered by a killing frost which came upon us
later in the season at a time when the spring should have been
abroad in all her graciousness, and that year was called the year
of the leafless summer.
One afternoon Sir George received a distinguished guest in the
person of the Earl of Derby, and the two old gentlemen remained
closeted together for several hours. That night at supper, after
the ladies had risen from table, Sir George dismissed the servants
saying that he wished to speak to me in private. I feared that he
intended again bringing forward the subject of marriage with
Dorothy, but he soon relieved my mind.
"The Earl of Derby was here to-day. He has asked for Doll's hand
in marriage with his eldest son and heir, Lord James Stanley, and I
have granted the request."
"Indeed," I responded, with marvellous intelligence. I could say
nothing more, but I thought—in truth I knew—that it did
not lie within the power of any man in or out of England to dispose
of Dorothy Vernon's hand in marriage to Lord James Stanley. Her
father might make a murderess out of her, but Countess of Derby,
never.
Sir George continued, "The general terms of the marriage
contract have been agreed upon by the earl and me, and the lawyers
will do the rest."
"What is your feeling in the matter?" I asked aimlessly.
"My feeling?" cried Sir George. "Why, sir, my feeling is that
the girl shall marry Stanley just as soon as arrangements can be
made for the wedding ceremony. The young fellow, it seems, saw Doll
at Derby-town the day you came home, and since then he is eager,
his father tells me, for the union. He is coming to see her when I
give my permission, and I will send him word at as early a date as
propriety will admit. I must not let them be seen together too
soon, you know. There might be a hitch in the marriage negotiations. The earl is a tight one
in business matters, and might drive a hard bargain with me should
I allow his son to place Doll in a false position before the
marriage contract is signed." He little knew how certainly Dorothy
herself would avoid that disaster.
He took a long draught from his mug of toddy and winked
knowingly at me, saying, "I am too wise for that."
"Have you told Dorothy?" I asked.
"No," he replied, "I have not exactly told her. I had a talk
with her a few days ago on the subject, though the earl and I had
not, at that time, entirely agreed upon the terms, and I did not
know that we should agree. But I told her of the pending
negotiations, because I wished to prepare her for the signing of
the contract; and also, by gad, Malcolm, I wanted to make the girl
understand at the outset that I will have no trifling with my
commands in this matter. I made that feature of the case very
plain, you may rest assured. She understands me fully, and although
at first she was a little inclined to fight, she soon—she
soon—well, she knuckled under gracefully when she found she
must."
"Did she consent to the marriage?" I asked, well knowing that
even if she had consented in words, she had no thought of doing so
in deed.
"Y-e-s," returned Sir George, hesitatingly.
"I congratulate you," I replied.
"I shall grieve to lose Doll," the old man slowly continued with
perceptible signs of emotion. "I shall grieve to lose my girl, but
I am anxious to have the wedding over. You see, Malcolm, of late I
have noticed signs of wilfulness in Doll that can be more easily
handled by a husband than by a father. Marriage and children anchor
a woman, you know. In truth, I have opened my eyes to the fact that
Doll is growing dangerous. I'gad, the other day I thought she was a
child, but suddenly I learn she is a woman. I had not before noticed the change.
Beauty and wilfulness, such as the girl has of late developed, are
powers not to be underestimated by wise men. There is hell in them,
Malcolm, I tell you there is hell in them." Sir George meditatively
snuffed the candle with his fingers and continued: "If a horse once
learns that he can kick—sell him. Only yesterday, as I said,
Doll was a child, and now, by Jove, she is a full-blown woman, and
I catch myself standing in awe of her and calling her Dorothy. Yes,
damme, standing in awe of my own child! That will never do, you
know. What has wrought the change? And, after all, what is the
change? I can't define it, but there has been a great one."
He was in a revery and spoke more to himself than to me.
"Yesterday she was my child—she was a child, and
now—and now—she is—she is—Why the devil
didn't you take her, Malcolm?" cried the old man, awakening. "But
there, never mind; that is all past and gone, and the future Earl
of Derby will be a great match for her."
"Do you know the future Earl of Derby?" I asked. "Have you ever
seen him?"
"No," Sir George replied. "I hear he is rather wild and uncouth,
but—"
"My dear cousin," said I, interrupting him, "he is a vulgar,
drunken clown, whose associates have always been stable boys,
tavern maids, and those who are worse than either."
"What?" cried Sir George, hotly, the liquor having reached his
brain. "You won't have Doll yourself, and you won't consent to
another—damme, would you have the girl wither into
spinsterhood? How, sir, dare you interfere?"
"I withdraw all I said, Sir George," I replied hastily. "I have
not a word to say against the match. I thought—"
"Well, damn you, sir, don't
think."
"You said you wished to consult me about the affair, and I
supposed—"
"Don't suppose either," replied Sir George, sullenly. "Supposing
and thinking have hanged many a man. I didn't wish to consult you.
I simply wanted to tell you of the projected marriage." Then after
a moment of half-maudlin, sullen silence he continued, "Go to bed,
Malcolm, go to bed, or we'll be quarrelling again."
I was glad enough to go to bed, for my cousin was growing drunk,
and drink made a demon of this man, whose violence when sober was
tempered by a heart full of tenderness and love.
Next morning Sir George was feeling irritable from the effects
of the brandy he had drunk over night. At breakfast, in the
presence of Lady Crawford, Madge, and myself, he abruptly informed
Dorothy that he was about to give that young goddess to Lord James
Stanley for his wife. He told her of the arrangement he had made
the day before with the Earl of Derby. Lady Crawford looked toward
her brother in surprise, and Madge pushed her chair a little way
back from the table with a startled movement. Dorothy sprang to her
feet, her eyes flashing fire and her breast rising and falling like
the storm-wrought pulsing of the sea. I coughed warningly and
placed my finger on my lips, making the sign of silence to Dorothy.
The girl made a wondrous and beautiful struggle against her wrath,
and in a moment all signs of ill-temper disappeared, and her face
took on an expression of sweet meekness which did not belong there
of right. She quietly sat down again, and when I looked at her, I
would have sworn that Griselda in the flesh was sitting opposite
me. Sir George was right. "Ways such as the girl had of late
developed were dangerous." Hell was in them to an extent little
dreamed of by her father. Breakfast was finished in silence. Dorothy did not come down to
dinner at noon, but Sir George did not mark her absence. At supper
her place was still vacant.
"Where is Doll?" cried Sir George, angrily. He had been drinking
heavily during the afternoon. "Where is Doll?" he demanded.
"She is on the terrace," answered Madge. "She said she did not
want supper."
"Tell your mistress to come to supper," said Sir George,
speaking to one of the servants. "You will find her on the
terrace."
The servant left the room, but soon returned, saying that
Mistress Dorothy wanted no supper.
"Tell her to come to the table whether she wants supper or not.
Tell her I will put a stop to her moping about the place like a
surly vixen," growled Sir George.
"Don't send such a message by a servant," pleaded Lady
Crawford.
"Then take it to her yourself, Dorothy," exclaimed her
brother.
Dorothy returned with her aunt and meekly took her place at the
table.
"I will have none of your moping and pouting," said Sir George,
as Dorothy was taking her chair.
The girl made no reply, but she did not eat.
"Eat your supper," her father commanded. "I tell you I will have
no—"
"You would not have me eat if I am not hungry, would you,
father?" she asked softly.
"I'd have you hungry, you perverse wench."
"Then make me an appetite," returned the girl. I never heard
more ominous tones fall from human lips. They betokened a mood in
which one could easily do murder in cold blood, and I was surprised
that Sir George did not take warning and remain silent.
"I cannot make an appetite
for you, fool," he replied testily.
"Then you cannot make me eat," retorted Dorothy.
"Ah, you would answer me, would you, you brazen, insolent
huzzy," cried her father, angrily.
Dorothy held up her hand warningly to Sir George, and uttered
the one word, "Father." Her voice sounded like the clear, low ring
of steel as I have heard it in the stillness of sunrise during a
duel to the death. Madge gently placed her hand in Dorothy's, but
the caress met no response.
"Go to your room," answered Sir George.
Dorothy rose to her feet and spoke calmly: "I have not said that
I would disobey you in regard to this marriage which you have
sought for me; and your harshness, father, grows out of your effort
to reconcile your conscience with the outrage you would put upon
your own flesh and blood—your only child."
"Suffering God!" cried Sir George, frenzied with anger and
drink. "Am I to endure such insolence from my own child? The
lawyers will be here to-morrow. The contract will be signed, and,
thank God, I shall soon be rid of you. I'll place you in the hands
of one who will break your damnable will and curb your vixenish
temper." Then he turned to Lady Crawford. "Dorothy, if there is
anything to do in the way of gowns and women's trumpery in
preparation for the wedding, begin at once, for the ceremony shall
come off within a fortnight."
This was beyond Dorothy's power to endure. Madge felt the storm
coming and clutched her by the arm in an effort to stop her, but
nothing could have done that.
"I marry Lord Stanley?" she asked in low, bell-like tones, full
of contempt and disdain. "Marry that creature? Father, you don't
know me."
"By God, I know myself," retorted Sir George, "and I
say—"
"Now hear me, father," she
interrupted in a manner that silenced even him. She bent forward,
resting one fair hand upon the table, while she held out her other
arm bared to the elbow. "Hear what I say and take it for the truth
as if it had come from Holy Writ. I will open the veins in this arm
and will strew my blood in a gapless circle around Haddon Hall so
that you shall tread upon it whenever you go forth into the day or
into the night before I will marry the drunken idiot with whom you
would curse me. Ay, I will do more. I will kill you, if need be,
should you try to force him on me. Now, father, we understand each
other. At least you cannot fail to understand me. For the last time
I warn you. Beware of me."
She gently pushed the chair back from the table, quietly
adjusted the sleeve which she had drawn upward from her wrist, and
slowly walked out of the room, softly humming the refrain of a
roundelay. There was no trace of excitement about the girl. Her
brain was acting with the ease and precision of a perfectly
constructed machine. Sir George, by his violence and cruelty, had
made a fiend of this strong, passionate, tender heart. That was
all.
The supper, of course, was quickly finished, and the ladies left
the room.
Sir George took to his bottle and remained with it till his
servants put him to bed. I slipped away from him and smoked a pipe
in front of the kitchen fire. Then I went early to my bed in Eagle
Tower.
Dorothy went to her apartments. There she lay upon her bed, and
for a time her heart was like flint. Soon she thought of her
precious golden heart pierced with a silver arrow, and tears came
to her eyes as she drew the priceless treasure from her breast and
breathed upon it a prayer to the God of love for help. Her heart
was soft again, soft only as hers could be, and peace came to her as she pressed John's golden
heart to her lips and murmured over and over the words, "My love,
my love, my love," and murmuring fell asleep.
I wonder how many of the countless women of this world found
peace, comfort, and ecstasy in breathing those magic words
yesterday? How many have found them to-day? How many will find them
to-morrow? No one can tell; but this I know, they come to every
woman at some time in her life, righteously or unrighteously, as
surely as her heart pulses.
That evening Jennie Faxton bore a letter to John, informing him
of the projected Stanley marriage. It asked him to meet the writer
at Bowling Green Gate, and begged him to help her if he could.
The small and intermittent remnants of conscience, sense of
duty, and caution which still remained in John's head—I will
not say in John's heart, for that was full to overflowing with
something else—were quickly banished by the unwelcome news in
Dorothy's letter. His first impulse was to kill Stanley; but John
Manners was not an assassin, and a duel would make public all he
wished to conceal. He wished to conceal, among other things, his
presence at Rutland. He had two reasons for so desiring. First in
point of time was the urgent purpose with which he had come to
Derbyshire. That purpose was to further a plan for the rescue of
Mary Stuart and to bring her incognito to Rutland Castle as a
refuge until Elizabeth could be persuaded to receive her. Of this
plan I knew nothing till after the disastrous attempt to carry it
out, of which I shall hereafter tell you. The other reason why John
wished his presence at Rutland unknown was that if he were supposed
to be in London, no one would suspect him of knowing Dorothy
Vernon.
You must remember there had been no overt love-making between
John and Dorothy up to that time. The scene at the gate approached perilously near it, but
the line between concealment and confession had not been crossed.
Mind you, I say there had been no love-making between them.
While Dorothy had gone as far in that direction as a maiden should
dare go—and to tell the exact truth, a great deal
farther—John had remained almost silent for reasons already
given you. He also felt a fear of the girl, and failed to see in
her conduct those signs of intense love which would have been
plainly discernible had not his perceptions been blinded by the
fury of his own infatuation. He had placed a curb on his passion
and did not really know its strength and power until he learned
that another man was soon to possess the girl he loved. Then life
held but one purpose for him. Thus, you see that when Dorothy was
moaning, "My love, my love," and was kissing the golden heart, she
was taking a great deal for granted. Perhaps, however, she better
understood John's feeling for her than did he himself. A woman's
sixth sense, intuition, is a great help to her in such cases.
Perhaps the girl knew with intuitive confidence that her passion
was returned; and perhaps at first she found John's receptive mode
of wooing sweeter far than an aggressive attack would have been. It
may be also there was more of the serpent's cunning than of
reticence in John's conduct. He knew well the ways of women, and
perhaps he realized that if he would allow Dorothy to manage the
entire affair she would do his wooing for him much better than he
could do it for himself. If you are a man, try the plan upon the
next woman whom you seek to win. If she happens to be one who has
full confidence in her charms, you will be surprised at the result.
Women lacking that confidence are restrained by fear and doubt. But
in no case have I much faith in the hammer-and-tongs process at the
opening of a campaign. Later on, of course—but you doubtless
are quite as well informed
concerning this important subject as I. There is, however, so much
blundering in that branch of science that I have a mind to endow a
college at Oxford or at Paris in which shall be taught the gentle,
universally needed art of making love. What a noble attendance such
a college would draw. But I have wandered wofully from my
story.
I must go back a short time in my narrative. A few days before
my return to Haddon Hall the great iron key to the gate in the wall
east of Bowling Green Hill was missed from the forester's closet
where it had hung for a century or more. Bowling Green Hill, as you
know, is eastward from Haddon Hall a distance of the fourth part of
a mile, and the gate is east of the hill about the same distance or
less. A wall is built upon the east line of the Haddon estate, and
east of the wall lies a great trackless forest belonging to the
house of Devonshire. In olden times there had been a road from
Bakewell to Rowsley along the east side of the wall; but before Sir
George's seizin the road had been abandoned and the gate was not
used. It stood in a secluded, unfrequented spot, and Dorothy
thought herself very shrewd in choosing it for a
trysting-place.
But as I told you, one day the key was missed. It was of no
value or use, and at first nothing was thought of its loss; but
from time to time the fact that it could not be found was spoken of
as curious. All the servants had been questioned in vain, and the
loss of the key to Bowling Green Gate soon took on the dignity of a
mystery—a mystery soon to be solved, alas! to Dorothy's
undoing.
The afternoon of the day following the terrible scene between
Sir George and his daughter at the supper table, Dorothy rode forth
alone upon her mare Dolcy. From the window of my room in Eagle
Tower I saw her go down the west side of the Wye toward Rowsley. I
ascended to the roof of the
tower, and from that elevation I saw her cross the river, and soon
she was lost to sight in the forest. At that time I knew nothing of
the new trysting-place, but I felt sure that Dorothy had gone out
to seek John. The sun shone brightly, and its gentle warmth enticed
me to remain upon the tower battlements, to muse, and to dream. I
fetched my pipe and tobacco from my room. I had been smoking at
intervals for several months, but had not entirely learned to like
the weed, because of a slight nausea which it invariably caused me
to feel. But I thought by practice now and again to inure myself to
the habit, which was then so new and fashionable among modish
gentlemen. While I smoked I mused upon the past and present, and
tried to peer into the future—a fruitless task wherein we
waste much valuable time; a vain striving, like Eve's, after
forbidden knowledge, which, should we possess it, would destroy the
little remnant of Eden still existing on earth. Could we look
forward only to our joys, a knowledge of the future might be good
to have; but imagine, if you can, the horror of anticipating evils
to come.
After a short time, a lotuslike dreaminess stole over me, and
past and future seemed to blend in a supreme present of contentment
and rest. Then I knew I had wooed and won Tobacco and that
thenceforth I had at hand an ever ready solace in time of trouble.
At the end of an hour my dreaming was disturbed by voices, which
came distinctly up to me from the base of the tower. I leaned over
the battlements to listen, and what I heard gave me alarm and
concern such as all the tobacco in the world could not assuage. I
looked down the dizzy heights of Eagle Tower and saw Sir George in
conversation with Ben Shaw, a woodman. I had not heard the words
first spoken between them.
"Ay, ay, Sir George," said Ben, "they be there, by Bowling Green Gate, now. I saw them
twenty minutes since,—Mistress Vernon and a gentleman."
"Perhaps the gentleman is Sir Malcolm," answered my cousin. I
drew back from the battlements, and the woodman replied, "Perhaps
he be, but I doubt it."
There had been a partial reconciliation—sincere on Sir
George's part, but false and hollow on Dorothy's—which Madge
had brought about between father and daughter that morning. Sir
George, who was sober and repentant of his harshness, was inclined
to be tender to Dorothy, though he still insisted in the matter of
the Stanley marriage. Dorothy's anger had cooled, and cunning had
taken its place. Sir George had asked her to forgive him for the
hard words he had spoken, and she had again led him to believe that
she would be dutiful and obedient. It is hard to determine, as a
question of right and wrong, whether Dorothy is to be condemned or
justified in the woful deception she practised upon her father. To
use a plain, ugly word, she lied to him without hesitation or pain
of conscience. Still, we must remember that, forty years ago, girls
were frequently forced, regardless of cries and piteous agony, into
marriages to which death would have been preferable. They were
flogged into obedience, imprisoned and starved into obedience, and
alas! they were sometimes killed in the course of punishment for
disobedience by men of Sir George's school and temper. I could give
you at least one instance in which a fair girl met her death from
punishment inflicted by her father because she would not consent to
wed the man of his choice. Can we blame Dorothy if she would lie or
rob or do murder to avoid a fate which to her would have been worse
than death? When you find yourself condemning her, now or hereafter
in this history, if you are a man ask yourself this question: "If I
had a sweetheart in Dorothy's sad case, should I not wish her to do
as she did? Should I not wish,
if it were possible by any means, that she should save herself from
the worst of fates, and should save me from the agony of losing her
to such a man as Sir George had selected for Dorothy's husband? Is
it not a sin to disobey the law of self-preservation actively or
passively?" Answer these questions as you choose. As for myself, I
say God bless Dorothy for lying. Perhaps I am in error. Perhaps I
am not. I but tell you the story of Dorothy as it happened, and I
am a poor hand at solving questions of right and wrong where a
beautiful woman is concerned. To my thinking, she usually is in the
right. In any case, she is sure to have the benefit of the
doubt.
When Sir George heard the woodman's story, he started hurriedly
toward Bowling Green Gate.
Now I shall tell you of Dorothy's adventures after I saw her
cross the Wye.
When she reached the gate, John was waiting for her.
"Ah, Sir John, I am so glad you are here. That is, I am glad you
are here before I arrived—good even," said the girl,
confusedly. Her heart again was beating in a provoking manner, and
her breath would not come with ease and regularity. The rapid
progress of the malady with which she was afflicted or blessed was
plainly discernible since the last meeting with my friend, Sir
John. That is, it would have been plain to any one but John, whose
ailment had taken a fatal turn and had progressed to the
ante-mortem state of blindness. By the help of the stimulating hope
and fear which Dorothy's letter had brought to him, he had planned
an elaborate conversation, and had determined to speak decisive
words. He hoped to receive from her the answer for which he longed;
but his heart and breath seemed to have conspired with Dorothy to
make intercommunication troublesome.
"I received your gracious letter, Mistress Vernon, and I
thank you. I was—I
am—that is, my thanks are more than I—I can
express."
"So I see," said the girl, half amused at John's condition,
although it was but little worse than her own. This universal
malady, love, never takes its blind form in women. It opens their
eyes. Under its influence they can see the truth through a
millstone. The girl's heart jumped with joy when she saw John's
truth-telling manner, and composure quickly came to her relief,
though she still feigned confusion because she wished him to see
the truth in her as she had seen it in him. She well knew of his
blindness, and had almost begun to fear lest she would eventually
be compelled to tell him in words that which she so ardently wished
him to see for himself. She thought John was the blindest of his
sex; but she was, to a certain extent, mistaken. John was blind, as
you already know, but his reticence was not all due to a lack of
sight. He at least had reached the condition of a well-developed
hope. He hoped the girl cared for him. He would have fully believed
it had it not been for the difficulty he found in convincing
himself that a goddess like Dorothy could care for a man so
unworthy as himself. Most modest persons are self-respecting. That
was John's condition; he was not vain.
"Jennie brought me your letter also," said the girl, laughing
because she was happy, though her merriment somewhat disconcerted
John.
"It told me," she continued, "that you would come. I have it
here in my pocket—and—and the gate key." She determined
this time to introduce the key early in the engagement. "But I
feared you might not want to come." The cunning, the boldness, and
the humility of the serpent was in the girl. "That is, you know, I
thought—perhaps—that is, I feared that you might not
come. Your father might have been ill, or you might have changed
your mind after you wrote the letter."
"No," answered John, whose
face was beaming with joy. Here, truly, was a goddess who could
make the blind to see if she were but given a little time.
"Do you mean that your father is not ill, or that you did not
change your mind?" asked Dorothy, whose face, as it should have
been after such a speech, was bent low while she struggled with the
great iron key, entangled in the pocket of her gown.
"I mean that I have not changed my mind," said John, who felt
that the time to speak had come. "There has been no change in me
other than a new access of eagerness with every hour, and a new
longing to see you and to hear your voice."
Dorothy felt a great thrill pass through her breast, and she
knew that the reward of her labors was at hand.
"Certainly," said the self-complacent girl, hardly conscious of
her words, so great was the joyous tumult in her heart, "I should
have known."
There was another pause devoted to the key, with bended head.
"But—but you might have changed your mind," she continued,
"and I might not have known it, for, you see, I did not know your
former state of mind; you have never told me." Her tongue had led
her further than she had intended to go, and she blushed painfully,
and I think, considering her words, appropriately.
"My letter told you my state of mind. At least it told you of my
intention to come. I—I fear that I do not understand you,"
said John.
"I mean," she replied, with a saucy, fluttering little laugh as
she looked up from her conflict with the entangled key, "I mean
that—that you don't know what I mean. But here is the key at
last, and—and—you may, if you wish, come to this side
of the gate."
She stepped forward to unlock the gate with an air that seemed
to say, "Now, John, you shall have a clear field."
But to her surprise she found that the lock had been removed.
That discovery brought back to John his wandering wits.
"Mistress Dorothy," he cried in tones of alarm, "I must not
remain here. We are suspected and are sure to be discovered. Your
father has set a trap for us. I care not for myself, but I would
not bring upon you the trouble and distress which would surely
follow discovery. Let us quickly choose another place and time of
meeting. I pray you, sweet lady, meet me to-morrow at this time
near the white cliff back of Lathkil mill. I have that to say to
you which is the very blood of my heart. I must now leave you at
once."
He took her hand, and kissing it, started to leave through the
open gate.
The girl caught his arm to detain him. "Say it now, John, say it
now. I have dreamed of it by night and by day. You know all, and I
know all, and I long to hear from your lips the words that will
break down all barriers between us." She had been carried away by
the mad onrush of her passion. She was the iron, the seed, the
cloud, and the rain, and she spoke because she could not help
it.
"I will speak, Dorothy, God help me! God help me, I will speak!"
said John, as he caught the girl to his breast in a fierce embrace.
"I love you, I love you! God Himself only knows how deeply, how
passionately! I do not know. I cannot fathom its depths. With all
my heart and soul, with every drop of blood that pulses through my
veins, I love you—I adore you. Give me your lips, my beauty,
my Aphrodite, my queen!"
"There—they—are, John,—there they are. They
are—all yours—all yours—now! Oh, God! my blood is
on fire." She buried her face on his breast for shame, that he
might not see her burning eyes and her scarlet cheeks. Then after a time she cared not what he
saw, and she lifted her lips to his, a voluntary offering. The
supreme emotions of the moment drove all other consciousness from
their souls.
"Tell me, Dorothy, that you will be my wife. Tell me, tell me!"
cried John.
"I will, I will, oh, how gladly, how gladly!"
"Tell me that no power on earth can force you to marry Lord
Stanley. Tell me that you will marry no man but me; that you will
wait—wait for me till—"
"I will marry no man but you, John, no man but you," said the
girl, whisperingly. Her head was thrown back from his breast that
she might look into his eyes, and that he might see the truth in
hers. "I am all yours. But oh, John, I cannot wait—I cannot!
Do not ask me to wait. It would kill me. I wear the golden heart
you gave me, John," she continued, as she nestled closer in his
embrace. "I wear the golden heart always. It is never from me, even
for one little moment. I bear it always upon my heart, John. Here
it is." She drew from her breast the golden heart and kissed it.
Then she pressed it to his lips, and said: "I kiss it twenty times
in the day and in the night; ay, a hundred times. I do not know how
often; but now I kiss your real heart, John," and she kissed his
breast, and then stood tiptoe to lift her lips to his.
There was no room left now in John's heart for doubt that
Dorothy Vernon was his own forever and forever. She had convinced
him beyond the reach of fear or doubt. John forgot the lockless
gate. He forgot everything but Dorothy, and cruel time passed with
a rapidity of which they were unconscious. They were, however,
brought back to consciousness by hearing a long blast from the
forester's bugle, and John immediately retreated through the
gate.
Dorothy then closed the gate and hastily seated herself upon a stone bench against the Haddon
side of the wall. She quickly assumed an attitude of listless
repose, and Dolcy, who was nibbling at the grass near by, doubtless
supposed that her mistress had come to Bowling Green Gate to rest
because it was a secluded place, and because she desired to be
alone.
Dorothy's attitude was not assumed one moment too soon, for
hardly was her gown arranged with due regard to carelessness when
Sir George's form rose above the crest of Bowling Green Hill. In a
few minutes he was standing in front of his daughter, red with
anger. Dorothy's face wore a look of calm innocence, which I
believe would have deceived Solomon himself, notwithstanding that
great man's experience with the sex. It did more to throw Sir
George off the scent than any words the girl could have spoken.
"Who has been with you?" demanded Sir George, angrily.
"When, father?" queried the girl, listlessly resting her head
against the wall.
"Now, this afternoon. Who has been with you? Ben Shaw said that
a man was here. He said that he saw a man with you less than half
an hour since."
That piece of information was startling to Dorothy, but no trace
of surprise was visible in her manner or in her voice. She turned
listlessly and brushed a dry leaf from her gown. Then she looked
calmly up into her father's face and said laconically, but to the
point:—
"Ben lied." To herself she said, "Ben shall also suffer."
"I do not believe that Ben lied," said Sir George. "I, myself,
saw a man go away from here."
That was crowding the girl into close quarters, but she did not
flinch.
"Which way did he go, father?" she asked, with a fine show of
carelessness in her manner, but with a feeling of excruciating fear in her breast. She
well knew the wisdom of the maxim, "Never confess."
"He went northward," answered Sir George.
"Inside the wall?" asked Dorothy, beginning again to breathe
freely, for she knew that John had ridden southward.
"Inside the wall, of course," her father replied. "Do you
suppose I could see him through the stone wall? One should be able
to see through a stone wall to keep good watch on you."
"You might have thought you saw him through the wall," answered
the girl. "I sometimes think of late, father, that you are losing
your mind. You drink too much brandy, my dear father. Oh, wouldn't
it be dreadful if you were to lose your mind?" She rose as she
spoke, and going to her father began to stroke him gently with her
hand. She looked into his face with real affection; for when she
deceived him, she loved him best as a partial atonement for her
ill-doing.
"Wouldn't that be dreadful?" she continued, while Sir George
stood lost in bewilderment. "Wouldn't that be dreadful for my dear
old father to lose his mind? But I really think it must be coming
to pass. A great change has of late come over you, father. You have
for the first time in your life been unkind to me and suspicious.
Father, do you realize that you insult your daughter when you
accuse her of having been in this secluded place with a man? You
would punish another for speaking so against my fair name."
"But, Dorothy," Sir George replied, feeling as if he were in the
wrong, "Ben Shaw said that he saw you here with a man, and I saw a
man pass toward Bakewell. Who was he? I command you to tell me his
name."
Dorothy knew that her father must have seen a man near the gate,
but who he was she could not imagine. John surely was beyond the
wall and well out of sight on his way to Rowsley before her father reached the
crest of Bowling Green Hill. But it was evident that Shaw had seen
John. Evidence that a man had been at the gate was too strong to be
successfully contradicted. Facts that cannot be successfully
contradicted had better be frankly admitted. Dorothy sought through
her mind for an admission that would not admit, and soon hit upon a
plan which, shrewd as it seemed to be, soon brought her to
grief.
"Perhaps you saw Cousin Malcolm," said Dorothy, as the result of
her mental search. "He passed here a little time since and stopped
for a moment to talk. Perhaps you saw Malcolm, father. You would
not find fault with me because he was here, would you?"
"Dorothy, my daughter," said Sir George, hesitatingly, "are you
telling me the truth?"
Then the fair girl lifted up her beautiful head, and standing
erect at her full height (it pains me to tell you this) said:
"Father, I am a Vernon. I would not lie."
Her manner was so truthlike that Sir George was almost
convinced.
He said, "I believe you."
Her father's confidence touched her keenly; but not to the point
of repentance, I hardly need say.
Dorothy then grew anxious to return to the Hall that she might
prepare me to answer whatever idle questions her father should put
to me. She took Dolcy's rein, and leading the mare with one hand
while she rested the other upon her father's arm, walked gayly
across Bowling Green down to the Hall, very happy because of her
lucky escape.
But a lie is always full of latent retribution.
I was sitting in the kitchen, dreamily watching the huge fire
when Dorothy and her father entered.
"Ah, Malcolm, are you here?" asked Sir George in a peculiar tone of surprise for which I
could see no reason.
"I thought you were walking."
I was smoking. I took my pipe from my lips and said, "No, I am
helping old Bess and Jennie with supper."
"Have you not been walking?" asked Sir George.
There was an odd expression on his face when I looked up to him,
and I was surprised at his persistent inquiry concerning so trivial
a matter. But Sir George's expression, agitated as it was, still
was calm when compared with that of Dorothy, who stood a step or
two behind her father. Not only was her face expressive, but her
hands, her feet, her whole body were convulsed in an effort to
express something which, for the life of me, I could not
understand. Her wonderful eyes wore an expression, only too
readable, of terror and pleading. She moved her hands rapidly and
stamped her foot. During this pantomime she was forming words with
her lips and nodding her head affirmatively. Her efforts at
expression were lost upon me, and I could only respond with a blank
stare of astonishment. The expression on my face caused Sir George
to turn in the direction of my gaze, and he did so just in time to
catch Dorothy in the midst of a mighty pantomimic effort at mute
communication.
"Why in the devil's name are you making those grimaces?"
demanded Sir George.
"I wasn't making grimaces—I—I think I was about to
sneeze," replied Dorothy.
"Do you think I am blind?" stormed Sir George. "Perhaps I am
losing my mind? You are trying to tell Malcolm to say that he was
with you at Bowling Green Gate. Losing my mind, am I? Damme, I'll
show you that if I am losing my mind I have not lost my authority
in my own house."
"Now, father, what is all this storming about?" asked the girl,
coaxingly, as she boldly put her hands upon her father's shoulders and turned her face in all its
wondrous beauty and childish innocence of expression up to his.
"Ask Malcolm to tell you whatever you wish to know." She was sure
that her father had told me what she had been so anxious to
communicate, and she felt certain that I would not betray her. She
knew that I, whose only virtues were that I loved my friend and
despised a lie, would willingly bear false witness for her sake.
She was right. I had caught the truth of the situation from Sir
George, and I quickly determined to perjure my soul, if need be, to
help Dorothy. I cannot describe the influence this girl at times
exerted over me. When under its spell I seemed to be a creature of
her will, and my power to act voluntarily was paralyzed by a
strange force emanating from her marvellous vitality. I cannot
describe it. I tell you only the incontestable fact, and you may
make out of it whatever you can. I shall again in the course of
this history have occasion to speak of Dorothy's strange power, and
how it was exerted over no less a person than Queen Elizabeth.
"Ask Malcolm," repeated the girl, leaning coaxingly upon her
father's breast. But I was saved from uttering the lie I was
willing to tell; for, in place of asking me, as his daughter had
desired, Sir George demanded excitedly of Dorothy, "What have you
in your pocket that strikes against my knee?"
"Mother of Heaven!" exclaimed Dorothy in a whisper, quickly
stepping back from her father and slowly lifting her skirt while
she reached toward her pocket. Her manner was that of one almost
bereft of consciousness by sudden fright, and an expression of
helplessness came over her face which filled my heart with pity.
She stood during a long tedious moment holding with one hand the
uplifted skirt, while with the other she clutched the key in her
pocket.
"What have you in your pocket?" demanded Sir George with a terrible oath. "Bring it out,
girl. Bring it out, I tell you." Dorothy started to run from the
room, but her father caught her by the wrist and violently drew her
to him. "Bring it out, huzzy; it's the key to Bowling Green Gate.
Ah, I've lost my mind, have I? Blood of Christ! I have not lost my
mind yet, but I soon shall lose it at this rate," and he certainly
looked as if he would.
Poor frightened Dorothy was trying to take the key from her
pocket, but she was too slow to please her angry father, so he
grasped the gown and tore a great rent whereby the pocket was
opened from top to bottom. Dorothy still held the key in her hand,
but upon the floor lay a piece of white paper which had fallen out
through the rent Sir George had made in the gown. He divined the
truth as if by inspiration. The note, he felt sure, was from
Dorothy's unknown lover. He did not move nor speak for a time, and
she stood as if paralyzed by fear. She slowly turned her face from
her father to me, and in a low tone spoke my name, "Malcolm." Her
voice was hardly louder than a whisper, but so piteous a cry for
help I have never heard from human lips. Then she stooped,
intending to take the letter from the floor, and Sir George drew
back his arm as if he would strike her with his clenched hand. She
recoiled from him in terror, and he took up the letter, unfolded
it, and began to read:—
"Most gracious lady, I thank you for your letter, and with God's
help I will meet you at Bowling Green Gate—." The girl could
endure no more. She sprang with a scream toward her father and
tried to snatch the letter. Sir George drew back, holding firmly to
the paper. She followed him frantically, not to be thrown off, and
succeeded in clutching the letter. Sir George violently thrust her
from him. In the scuffle that ensued the letter was torn, and the
lower portion of the sheet remained in Dorothy's hand. She ran
to the fireplace, intending to
thrust the fragment into the fire, but she feared that her father
might rescue it from the ashes. She glanced at the piece of paper,
and saw that the part she had succeeded in snatching from her
father bore John's name. Sir George strode hurriedly across the
room toward her and she ran to me.
"Malcolm! Malcolm!" she cried in terror. The cry was like a
shriek. Then I saw her put the paper in her mouth. When she reached
me she threw herself upon my breast and clung to me with her arms
about my neck. She trembled as a single leaf among the thousands
that deck a full-leaved tree may tremble upon a still day, moved by
a convulsive force within itself. While she clung to me her
glorious bust rose and fell piteously, and her wondrous eyes
dilated and shone with a marvellous light. The expression was the
output of her godlike vitality, strung to its greatest tension. Her
face was pale, but terror dominated all the emotions it expressed.
Her fear, however, was not for herself. The girl, who would have
snapped her fingers at death, saw in the discovery which her father
was trying to make, loss to her of more than life. That which she
had possessed for less than one brief hour was about to be taken
from her. She had not enjoyed even one little moment alone in which
to brood her new-found love, and to caress the sweet thought of it.
The girl had but a brief instant of rest in my arms till Sir George
dragged her from me by his terrible strength.
"Where is the paper?" he cried in rage. "It contained the
fellow's signature."
"I have swallowed it, father, and you must cut me open to find
it. Doubtless that would be a pleasant task for you," answered
Dorothy, who was comparatively calm now that she knew her father
could not discover John's name. I believe Sir George in his frenzy
would have killed the girl had he then learned that the letter was
from John Manners.
"I command you to tell me
this fellow's name," said Sir George, with a calmness born of
tempest. Dorothy did not answer, and Sir George continued "I now
understand how you came by the golden heart. You lied to me and
told me that Malcolm had given it to you. Lie upon lie. In God's
name I swear that I would rather father a thief than a liar."
"I did give her the heart, Sir George," I said, interrupting
him. "It was my mother's." I had caught the lying infection. But
Sir George, in his violence, was a person to incite lies. He of
course had good cause for his anger. Dorothy had lied to him. Of
that there could be no doubt; but her deception was provoked by his
own conduct and by the masterful love that had come upon her. I
truly believe that prior to the time of her meeting with Manners
she had never spoken an untruth, nor since that time I also
believe, except when driven to do so by the same motive. Dorothy
was not a thief, but I am sure she would have stolen for the sake
of her lover. She was gentle and tender to a degree that only a
woman can attain; but I believe she would have done murder in cold
blood for the sake of her love. Some few women there are in whose
hearts God has placed so great an ocean of love that when it
reaches its flood all other attributes of heart and soul and mind
are ingulfed in its mighty flow. Of this rare class was
Dorothy.
"God is love," says the Book.
"The universe is God," says the philosopher. "Therefore," as the
mathematician would say, "love is the universe." To that
proposition Dorothy was a corollary.
The servants were standing open-eyed about us in the
kitchen.
"Let us go to the dining hall," I suggested. Sir George led the
way by the stone steps to the screens, and from the screens to the
small banquet hail, and I followed, leading Dorothy by the
hand.
The moment of respite from
her father's furious attack gave her time in which to collect her
scattered senses.
When we reached the banquet hall, and after I had closed the
door, Sir George turned upon his daughter, and with oath upon oath
demanded to know the name of her lover. Dorothy stood looking to
the floor and said nothing. Sir George strode furiously to and fro
across the room.
"Curse the day you were born, you wanton huzzy. Curse you! curse
you! Tell me the name of the man who wrote this letter," he cried,
holding toward her the fragment of paper. "Tell me his name or, I
swear it before God, I swear it upon my knighthood, I will have you
flogged in the upper court till you bleed. I would do it if you
were fifty times my child."
Then Dorothy awakened. The girl was herself again. Now it was
only for herself she had to fear.
Her heart kept saying, "This for his sake, this for his sake."
Out of her love came fortitude, and out of her fortitude came
action.
Her father's oath had hardly been spoken till the girl tore her
bodice from her shoulders. She threw the garment to the floor and
said:—
"I am ready for the whip, I am ready. Who is to do the deed,
father, you or the butcher? It must be done. You have sworn it, and
I swear before God and by my maidenhood that I will not tell you
the name of the man who wrote the letter. I love him, and before I
will tell you his name or forego his love for me, or before I will
abate one jot or tittle of my love for him, I will gladly die by
the whip in your hand. I am ready for the whip, father. I am ready.
Let us have it over quickly."
The girl, whose shoulders were bare, took a few steps toward the
door leading to the upper court, but Sir George did not move. I was
deeply affected by the terrible scene, and I determined to prevent
the flogging if to do so should cost Sir George's life at my hands. I would have
killed him ere he should have laid a single lash of the whip upon
Dorothy's back.
"Father," continued the terrible girl, "are you not going to
flog me? Remember your oaths. Surely you would not be forsworn
before God and upon your knighthood. A forsworn Christian? A
forsworn knight? A forsworn Vernon? The lash, father, the
lash—I am eager for it."
Sir George stood in silence, and Dorothy continued to move
toward the door. Her face was turned backward over her shoulder to
her father, and she whispered the words, "Forsworn, forsworn,
forsworn!"
As she put her hand on the latch the piteous old man held forth
his arms toward her and in a wail of agony cried: "Doll! Doll! My
daughter! My child! God help me!"
He covered his face with his hands, his great form shook for a
moment as the tree trembles before the fall, and he fell prone to
the floor sobbing forth the anguish of which his soul was full.
In an instant Dorothy was by her father's side holding his head
upon her lap. She covered his face with her kisses, and while the
tears streamed from her eyes she spoke incoherent words of love and
repentance.
"I will tell you all, father; I will tell you all. I will give
him up; I will see him never again. I will try not to love him. Oh,
father, forgive me, forgive me. I will never again deceive you so
long as I live."
Truly the fate of an overoath is that it shall be broken. When
one swears to do too much, one performs too little.
I helped Sir George rise to his feet.
Dorothy, full of tenderness and in tears, tried to take his
hand, but he repulsed her rudely, and uttering terrible oaths
coupled with her name quitted the room with tottering steps.
When her father had gone Dorothy stood in revery for a little time, and then looking toward
the door through which her father had just passed, she spoke as if
to herself: "He does not know. How fortunate!"
"But you said you would tell him," I suggested. "You said you
would give him up."
Dorothy was in a deep revery. She took her bodice from the floor
and mechanically put it on.
"I know I said I would tell my father, and I offered to
give—give him up," she replied; "but I will do neither.
Father would not meet my love with love. He would not forgive me,
nor would he accept my repentance when it was he who should have
repented. I was alarmed and grieved for father's sake when I said
that I would tell him about—about John, and would give him
up." She was silent and thoughtful for a little time. "Give him
up?" she cried defiantly. "No, not for my soul; not for ten
thousand thousand souls. When my father refused my love, he threw
away the only opportunity he shall ever have to learn from me
John's name. That I swear, and I shall never be forsworn. I asked
father's forgiveness when he should have begged for mine. Whip me
in the courtyard, would he, till I should bleed! Yet I was willing
to forgive him, and he would not accept my forgiveness. I was
willing to forego John, who is more than life to me; but my father
would not accept my sacrifice. Truly will I never be so great a
fool the second time. Malcolm, I will not remain here to be the
victim of another insult such as my father put upon me to-day.
There is no law, human or divine, that gives to a parent the right
to treat his daughter as my father has used me. Before this day my
conscience smote me when I deceived him, and I suffered pain if I
but thought of my father. But now, thanks to his cruelty, I may be
happy without remorse. Malcolm, if you betray me, I will—I
will kill you if I must follow you over the world to do it."
"Do you think that I
deserve that threat from you, Dorothy?" I asked.
"No, no, my dear friend, forgive me. I trust you," and she
caught up my hand and kissed it gently.
Dorothy and I remained in the banquet hail, seated upon the
stone bench under the blazoned window.
Soon Sir George returned, closely followed by two men, one of
whom bore manacles such as were used to secure prisoners in the
dungeon. Sir George did not speak. He turned to the men and
motioned with his hand toward Dorothy. I sprang to my feet,
intending to interfere by force, if need be, to prevent the
outrage; but before I could speak Lady Crawford hurriedly entered
the hall and ran to Sir George's side.
"Brother," she said, "old Bess has just told me that you have
given orders for Dorothy's confinement in the dungeon. I could not
believe Bess; but these men with irons lead me to suspect that you
really intend.—"
"Do not interfere in affairs that do not concern you," replied
Sir George, sullenly.
"But this does concern me greatly," said Aunt Dorothy, "and if
you send Doll to the dungeon, Madge and I will leave your house and
will proclaim your act to all England."
"The girl has disobeyed me and has lied to me, and—"
"I care not what she has done, I shall leave your house and
disown you for my brother if you perpetrate this outrage upon my
niece. She is dear to me as if she were my own child. Have I not
brought her up since babyhood? If you carry out this order,
brother, I will leave Haddon Hall forever."
"And I'll go with her," cried old Bess, who stood at the door of
the screens.
"And I, too," said Dawson, who was one of the men who had
entered with Sir George.
"And I," cried the other
man, throwing the manacles to the floor, "I will leave your
service."
Sir George took up the manacles and moved toward Dorothy.
"You may all go, every cursed one of you. I rule my own house,
and I will have no rebels in it. When I have finished with this
perverse wench, I'll not wait for you to go. I'll drive you all out
and you may go to—"
He was approaching Dorothy, but I stepped in front of him.
"This must not be, Sir George," said I, sternly. "I shall not
leave Haddon Hall, and I fear you not. I shall remain here to
protect your daughter and you from your own violence. You cannot
put me out of Haddon Hall; I will not go."
"Why cannot I put you out of Haddon Hail?" retorted Sir George,
whose rage by that time was frightful to behold.
"Because, sir, I am a better man and a better swordsman than you
are, and because you have not on all your estates a servant nor a
retainer who will not join me against you when I tell them the
cause I champion."
Dawson and his fellow stepped to my side significantly, and Sir
George raised the iron manacles as if intending to strike me. I did
not move. At the same moment Madge entered the room.
"Where is my uncle?" she asked.
Old Bess led her to Sir George. She spoke not a word, but placed
her arms gently about his neck and drew his face down to hers. Then
she kissed him softly upon the lips and said:—
"My uncle has never in all his life spoken in aught but kindness
to me, and now I beg him to be kind to Dorothy."
The heavy manacles fell clanking to the floor. Sir George placed
his hand caressingly upon Madge's head and turned from Dorothy.
Lady Crawford then
approached her brother and put her hand upon his arm,
saying:—
"Come with me, George, that I may speak to you in private."
She moved toward the door by which she had entered, and Madge
quietly took her uncle's hand and led him after Lady Crawford.
Within five minutes Sir George, Aunt Dorothy, and Madge returned to
the room.
"Dorothy?" said Madge in a low voice.
"Here I am, Madge," murmured Dorothy, who was sitting on the
bench by the blazoned window. Madge walked gropingly over to her
cousin and sat by her side, taking her hand. Then Lady Crawford
spoke to Dorothy:—
"Your father wishes me to say that you must go to your
apartments in Entrance Tower, and that you shall not leave them
without his consent. He also insists that I say to you if you make
resistance or objection to this decree, or if you attempt to
escape, he will cause you to be manacled and confined in the
dungeon, and that no persuasion upon our part will lead him from
his purpose."
"Which shall it be?" asked Sir George, directing his question to
Lady Crawford.
Dorothy lifted her eyebrows, bit the corner of her lip, shrugged
her shoulders, and said:—
"Indeed, it makes no difference to me where you send me, father;
I am willing to do whatever will give you the greatest happiness.
If you consult my wishes, you will have me whipped in the courtyard
till I bleed. I should enjoy that more than anything else you can
do. Ah, how tender is the love of a father! It passeth
understanding."
"Come to your apartments, Dorothy," said Lady Crawford, anxious
to separate the belligerents. "I have given your father my word of
honor that I will guard you and will keep you prisoner in your
rooms. Do you not pity me? I gave my promise only to save you from
the dungeon, and painful as
the task will be, I will keep my word to your father."
"Which shall it be, father?" asked Dorothy. "You shall finish
the task you began. I shall not help you in your good work by
making choice. You shall choose my place of imprisonment. Where
shall it be? Shall I go to my rooms or to the dungeon?"
"Go to your rooms," answered Sir George, "and let me never
see—" but Sir George did not finish the sentence. He
hurriedly left the hall, and Dorothy cheerfully went to
imprisonment in Entrance Tower.