Mistress Wilding
CHAPTER XII
AT THE FORD
As Mr. Wilding and Nick Trenchard rode hell-to-leather through Taunton
streets they never noticed a horseman at the door of the Red Lion Inn. But
the horseman noticed them. He looked up at the sound of their wild
approach, started upon recognizing them, and turned in his saddle as they
swept past him to call upon them excitedly to stop.
“Hi!” he shouted. “Nick Trenchard! Hi! Wilding!” Then, seeing that they
either did not hear or did not heed him, he loosed a volley of oaths,
wheeled his horse about, drove home the spurs, and started in pursuit. Out
of the town he followed them and along the road towards Walford, shouting
and clamouring at first, afterwards in a grim and angry silence.
Now, despite their natural anxiety for their own safety, Wilding and
Trenchard had by no means abandoned their project of taking cover by the
ford to await the messenger whom Albemarle and the others would no doubt
be sending to Whitehall; and this mad fellow thundering after them seemed
in a fair way to mar their plan. As they reluctantly passed the spot they
had marked out for their ambush, splashed through the ford and breasted
the rising ground beyond, they took counsel. They determined to stand and
meet this rash pursuer. Trenchard calmly opined that if necessary they
must shoot him; he was, I fear, a bloody-minded fellow at bottom,
although, it is true he justified himself now by pointing out that this
was no time to hesitate at trifles. Partly because they talked and partly
because the gradient was steep and their horses needed breathing, they
slackened rein, and the horseman behind them came tearing through the
water of the ford and lessened the distance considerably in the next few
minutes.
He bethought him of using his lungs once more. “Hi, Wilding! Hold, damn
you!”
“He curses you in a most intimate manner,” quoth Trenchard.
Wilding reined in and turned in the saddle. “His voice has a familiar
sound,” said he. He shaded his eyes with his hand, and looked down the
slope at the pursuer, who came on crouching low upon the withers of his
goaded beast.
“Wait!” the fellow shouted. “I have news—news for you!”
“It's Vallancey!” cried Wilding suddenly. Trenchard too had drawn rein and
was looking behind him. Instead of expressing relief at the discovery that
this was not an enemy, he swore at the trouble to which they had so
needlessly put themselves, and he was still at his vituperations when
Vallancey came up with them, red in the face and very angry, cursing them
roundly for the folly of their mad career, and for not having stopped when
he bade them.
“It was no doubt discourteous,” said Mr. Wilding “but we took you for some
friend of the Lord-Lieutenant's.”
“Are they after you?” quoth Vallancey, his face of a sudden very startled.
“Like enough,” said Trenchard, “if they have found their horses yet.”
“Forward, then,” Vallancey urged them in excitement, and he picked up his
reins again. “You shall hear my news as we ride.”
“Not so,” said Trenchard. “We have business here down yonder at the ford.”
“Business? What business?”
They told him, and scarce had they got the words out than he cut in
impatiently. “That's no matter now.
“Not yet, perhaps,” said Mr. Wilding; “but it will be if that letter gets
to Whitehall.”
“Odso!” was the impatient retort, “there's other news travelling to
Whitehall that will make small-beer of this—and belike it's well on
its way there already.”
“What news is that?” asked Trenchard. Vallancey told them. “The Duke has
landed—he came ashore this morning at Lyme.”
“The Duke?” quoth Mr. Wilding, whilst Trenchard merely stared. “What
Duke?”
“What Duke! Lord, you weary me! What dukes be there? The Duke of Monmouth,
man.”
“Monmouth!” They uttered the name in a breath. “But is this really true?”
asked Wilding. “Or is it but another rumour?”
“Remember the letter your friends intercepted,” Trenchard bade him.
“I am not forgetting it,” said Wilding.
“It's no rumour,” Vallancey assured them. “I was at White Lackington three
hours ago when the news came to George Speke, and I was riding to carry it
to you, going by way of Taunton that I might drop word of it for our
friends at the Red Lion.”
Trenchard needed no further convincing; he looked accordingly dismayed.
But Wilding found it still almost impossible—in spite of what
already he had learnt—to credit this amazing news. It was hard to
believe the Duke of Monmouth mad enough to spoil all by this sudden and
unheralded precipitation.
“You heard the news at White Lackington?” said he slowly. “Who carried it
thither?”
“There were two messengers,” answered Vallancey, with restrained
impatience, “and they were Heywood Dare—who has been appointed
paymaster to the Duke's forces—and Mr. Chamberlain.”
Mr. Wilding was observed for once to change colour. He gripped Vallancey
by the wrist. “You saw them?” he demanded, and his voice had a husky,
unusual sound. “You saw them?”
“With these two eyes,” answered Vallancey, “and I spoke with them.”
It was true, then! There was no room for further doubt.
Wilding looked at Trenchard, who shrugged his shoulders and made a wry
face. “I never thought but that we were working in the service of a
hairbrain,” said he contemptuously.
Vallancey proceeded to details. “Dare and Chamberlain,” he informed them,
“came off the Duke's own frigate at daybreak to-day. They were put ashore
at Seatown, and they rode straight to Mr. Speke's with the news, returning
afterwards to Lyme.”
“What men has the Duke with him, did you learn?” asked Wilding.
“Not more than a hundred or so, from what Dare told us.”
“A hundred! God help us all! And is England to be conquered with a hundred
men? Oh, this is midsummer frenzy.”
“He counts on all true Protestants to flock to his banner,” put in
Trenchard, and it was not plain whether he expressed a fact or sneered at
one.
“Does he bring money and arms, at least?” asked Wilding.
“I did not ask,” answered Vallancey. “But Dare told us that three vessels
had come over, so that it is to be supposed he brings some manner of
provision with him.”
“It is to be hoped so, Vallancey; but hardly to be supposed,” quoth
Trenchard, and then he touched Wilding on the arm and pointed with his
whip across the fields towards Taunton. A cloud of dust was rising from
between tall hedges where ran the road. “I think it were wise to be
moving. At least, this sudden landing of James Scott relieves my mind in
the matter of that letter.”
Wilding, having taken a look at the floating dust that announced the
oncoming of their pursuers, was now lost in thought. Vallancey, who,
beyond excitement at the news of which he was the bearer, seemed to have
no opinion of his own as to the wisdom or folly of the Duke's sudden
arrival, looked from one to the other of these two men whom he had known
as the prime secret agents in the West, and waited. Trenchard moved his
horse a few paces nearer the hedge, “Whither now, Anthony?” he asked
suddenly.
“You may ask, indeed!” exclaimed Wilding, and his voice was as bitter as
ever Trenchard had heard it. “'S heart! We are in it now! We had best make
for Lyme—if only that we may attempt to persuade this crack-brained
boy to ship back to Holland again, and ship ourselves with him.”
“There's sense in you at last,” grumbled Trenchard. “But I misdoubt me
he'll turn back after having come so far. Have you any money?” he asked.
He could be very practical at times.
“A guinea or two. But I can get money at Ilminster.”
“And how do you propose to reach Ilminster with these gentlemen by way of
cutting us off?”
“We'll double back as far as the cross-roads,” said Wilding promptly, “and
strike south over Swell Hill for Hatch. If we ride hard we can do it
easily, and have little fear of being followed. They'll naturally take it
we have made for Bridgwater.”
They acted on the suggestion there and then, Vallancey going with them;
for his task was now accomplished, and he was all eager to get to Lyme to
kiss the hand of the Protestant Duke. They rode hard, as Wilding had said
they must, and they reached the junction of the roads before their
pursuers hove in sight. Here Wilding suddenly detained them again. The
road ahead of them ran straight for almost a mile, so that if they took it
now they were almost sure to be seen presently by the messengers. On their
right a thickly grown coppice stretched from the road to the stream that
babbled in the hollow. He gave it as his advice that they should lie
hidden there until those who hunted them should have gone by. Obviously
that was the only plan, and his companions instantly adopted it. They
found a way through a gate into an adjacent field, and from this they
gained the shelter of the trees. Trenchard, neglectful of his finery and
oblivious of the ubiquitous brambles, left his horse in Vallancey's care
and crept to the edge of the thicket that he might take a peep at the
pursuers.
They came up very soon, six militiamen in lobster coats with yellow
facings, and a sergeant, which was what Mr. Trenchard might have expected.
There was, however, something else that Mr. Trenchard did not expect;
something that afforded him considerable surprise. At the head of the
party rode Sir Rowland Blake—obviously leading it—and with him
was Richard Westmacott. Amongst them went a man in grey clothes, whom Mr.
Trenchard rightly conjectured to be the messenger riding for Whitehall. He
thought with a smile of what a handful he and Wilding would have had had
they waited to rob that messenger of the incriminating letter that he
bore. Then he checked his smile to consider again how Sir Rowland Blake
came to head that party. He abandoned the problem, as the little troop
swept unhesitatingly round to the left and went pounding along the road
that led northwards to Bridgwater, clearly never doubting which way their
quarry had sped.
As for Sir Rowland Blake's connection with this pursuit, the town gallant
had by his earnestness not only convinced Colonel Luttrell of his loyalty
and devotion to King James, but had actually gone so far as to beg that he
might be allowed to prove that same loyalty by leading the soldiers to the
capture of those self-confessed traitors, Mr. Wilding and Mr. Trenchard.
From his knowledge of their haunts he was confident, he assured Colonel
Luttrell, that he could be of service to the King in this matter. The
fierce sincerity of his purpose shone through his words; Luttrell caught
the accent of hate in Sir Rowland's tense voice, and, being a shrewd man,
he saw that if Mr. Wilding was to be taken, an enemy would surely be the
best pursuer to accomplish it. So he prevailed, and gave him the trust he
sought, in spite of Albemarle's expressed reluctance. And never did
bloodhound set out more relentlessly purposeful upon a scent than did Sir
Rowland follow now in what he believed to be the track of this man who
stood between him and Ruth Westmacott. Until Ruth was widowed, Sir
Rowland's hopes of her must lie fallow; and so it was with a zest that he
flung himself into the task of widowing her.
As the party passed out of view round the angle of the white road,
Trenchard made his way back to Wilding to tell him what he had seen and to
lay before him, for his enucleation, the problem of Blake's being the
leader of it. But Wilding thought little of Blake, and cared little of
what he might be the leader.
“We'll stay here,” said he, “until they have passed the crest of the
hill.”
This, Trenchard told him, was his own purpose; for to leave their
concealment earlier would be to reveal themselves to any of the troopers
who might happen to glance over his shoulder.
And so they waited some ten minutes or so, and then walked their horses
slowly and carefully forward through the trees towards the road. Wilding
was alongside and slightly ahead of Trenchard; Vallancey followed close
upon their tails. Suddenly, as Wilding was about to put his mare at the
low stone wall, Trenchard leaned forward and caught his bridle.
“Ss!” he hissed. “Horses!”
And now that they halted they heard the hoofbeats clear and close at hand;
the crackling of undergrowth and the rustle of the leaves through which
they had thrust their passage had deafened their ears to other sounds
until this moment. They checked and waited where they stood, barely
screened by the few boughs that still might intervene between them and the
open, not daring to advance, and not daring to retreat lest their
movements should draw attention to themselves. They remained absolutely
still, scarcely breathing, their only hope being that if these who came
should chance to be enemies they might ride on without looking to right or
left. It was so slender a hope that Wilding looked to the priming of his
pistols, whilst Trenchard, who had none, loosened his sword in its
scabbard. Nearer came the riders.
“There are not more than three,” whispered Trenchard, who had been
listening intently, and Mr. Wilding nodded, but said nothing.
Another moment and the little party was abreast of those watchers; a dark
brown riding-habit flashed into their line of vision, and a blue one laced
with gold. At sight of the first Mr. Wilding's eyelids flickered; he had
recognized it for Ruth's, with whom rode Diana, whilst some twenty paces
or so behind came Jerry, the groom. They were returning to Bridgwater.
They came along, looking neither to right nor to left, as the three men
had hoped they would, and they were all but past, when suddenly Wilding
gave his roan a touch of the spur and bounded forward. Diana's horse
swerved so that it nearly threw her. Ruth, slightly ahead, reined in at
once; so, too, did the groom in the rear, and so violently in his sudden
fear of highwaymen that he brought his horse on to its hind legs and had
it prancing and rearing madly about the road, so that he was hard put to
it to keep his seat.
Ruth looked round as Mr. Wilding's voice greeted her.
“Mistress Wilding,” he called to her. “A moment, if I may detain you.”
“You have eluded them!” she cried, entirely off her guard in her surprise
at seeing him, and there echoed through her words a note of genuine
gladness that almost disconcerted her husband for a moment. The next
instant a crimson flush overspread her pale face, and her eyes were veiled
from him, vexation in her heart at having betrayed the lively satisfaction
it afforded her to see him safe when she feared him captured already or at
least upon the point of capture.
She had admired him almost unconsciously for his daring at the town hall
that day, when his strong calm had stood out in such sharp contrast to the
fluster and excitement of the men about him; of them all, indeed, it had
seemed to her in those stressful moments that he was the only man, and she
was—although she did not realize it—in danger of being proud
of him. Then again the thing he had done. He had come deliberately to
thrust his head into the lion's maw that he might save her brother. It was
possible that he had done it in answer to the entreaties which she had
earlier feared she had poured into deaf ears; or it was possible that he
had done it spurred by his sense of right and justice, which would not
permit him to allow another to suffer in his stead—however much that
other might be caught in the very toils that he had prepared for Mr.
Wilding himself. Her admiration, then, was swelled by gratitude, and it
was a compound of these that had urged her to hinder the tything-men from
winning past her until he and Trenchard should have got well away.
Afterwards, when with Diana and her groom—on a horse which Sir
Edward Phelips insisted upon lending them—she rode homeward from
Taunton, there was Diana to keep alive the spark of kindness that glowed
at last for Wilding in Ruth's breast. Miss Horton extolled his bravery,
his chivalry, his nobility, and ended by expressing her envy of Ruth that
she should have won such a man amongst men for her husband, and wondered
what it might be that kept Ruth from claiming him for her own as was her
right. Ruth had answered little, but she had ridden very thoughtful; there
was that in the past she found it hard to forgive Wilding. And yet she
would now have welcomed an opportunity of thanking him for what he had
done, of expressing to him something of the respect he had won in her eyes
by his act of self-denunciation to save her brother. This chance, it
seemed, was given her, for there he stood, with head bared before her; and
already she thought no longer of seizing the chance, vexed as she was at
having been surprised into a betrayal of feelings whose warmth she had
until that moment scarce estimated.
In answer to her cry of “You have eluded them!” he waved a hand towards
the rising ground and the road to Bridgwater.
“They passed that way but a few moments since,” said he, “and by the rate
at which they were travelling they should be nearing Newton by now. In
their great haste to catch me they could not pause to look for me so close
at hand,” he added with a smile, “and for that I am thankful.”
She sat her horse and answered nothing, which threw her cousin out of all
patience with her. “Come, Jerry,” Diana called to the groom. “We will walk
our horses up the hill.”
“You are very good, madam,” said Mr. Wilding, and he bowed to the withers
of his roan.
Ruth said nothing; expressed neither approval nor disapproval of Diana's
withdrawal, and the latter, with a word of greeting to Wilding, went ahead
followed by Jerry, who had regained control by now of the beast he
bestrode. Wilding watched them until they turned the corner, then he
walked his mare slowly forward until he was alongside Ruth.
“Before I go,” said he, “there is something I should like to say.” His
dark eyes were sombre, his manner betrayed some hesitation.
The diffidence of his tone proved startling to her by virtue of its
unusualness. What might it portend, she wondered, and sought with grave
eyes to read his baffling countenance; and then a wild alarm swept into
her and shook her spirit in its grip; there was something of which until
this moment she had not thought—something connected with the fateful
matter of that letter. It had stood as a barrier between them, her
buckler, her sole defence against him. It had been to her what its sting
is to the bee—a thing which if once used in self-defence is
self-destructive. Not, indeed, that she had used it as her sting; it had
been forced from her by the machinations of Trenchard; but used it had
been, and was done with; she had it no longer that with it she might hold
him in defiance, and it did not occur to her that he was no longer in case
to invoke the law.
Her face grew stony, a dry glitter came to her blue eyes; she cast a
glance over her shoulder at Diana and her servant. Wilding observed it and
read what was passing in her mind; indeed, it was not to be mistaken, no
more than what is passing in the mind of the recruit who looks behind him
in the act of charging. His lips half smiled.
“Of what are you afraid?” he asked her.
“I am not afraid,” she answered in husky accents that belied her.
Perhaps to reassure her, perhaps because he thought of his companions
lurking in the thicket and cared not to have them for his audience, he
suggested they should go a little way in the direction her cousin had
taken. She wheeled her horse, and, side by side, they ambled up the dusty
road.
“The thing I have to tell you,” said he presently, “concerns myself.”
“Does it concern me?” she asked him coldly, and her coolness was urged
partly by her newborn fears, partly to counterbalance such impression as
her illjudged show of gladness at his safety might have made upon his
mind. He flashed her a sidelong glance, the long white fingers of his
right hand toying thoughtfully with a ringlet of the dark brown hair that
fell upon the shoulders of his scarlet coat.
“Surely, madam,” he answered dryly, “what concerns a man may well concern
his wife.”
She bowed her head, her eyes upon the road before her. “True,” said she,
her voice expressionless. “I had forgot.”
He reined in and turned to look at her; her horse moved on a pace or two,
then came to a halt, apparently of its own accord.
“I do protest,” said he, “you treat me less kindly than I deserve.” He
urged his mare forward until he had come up with her again, and then drew
rein once more. “I think that I may lay some claim to—at least—your
gratitude for what I did to-day.”
“It is my inclination to be grateful,” said she. She was very wary of him.
“Forgive me, if I am still mistrustful.”
“But of what?” he cried, a thought impatiently.
“Of you. What ends did you seek to serve? Was it to save Richard that you
came?”
“Unless you think that it was to save Blake,” he said ironically. “What
other ends do you conceive I could have served?” She made him no answer,
and so he resumed after a pause. “I rode to Taunton to serve you for two
reasons; because you asked me, and because I would have no innocent men
suffer in my stead—not even though, as these men, they were but
caught in their own toils, hoist with the petard they had charged for me.
Beyond these two motives, I had no other thought in ruining myself.”
“Ruining yourself?” she cried. Yes, it was true; but she had not thought
of it until this moment; there had been so much to think of.
“Is it not ruin to be outlawed, to have a price set upon your head, as
will no doubt a price be set on mine when Albemarle's messenger shall have
reached Whitehall? Is it not ruin to have my lands and all I own made
forfeit to the State, to find myself a beggar, hunted and proscribed?
Forgive me that I harass you with this catalogue of my misfortunes. You'll
say, no doubt, that I have brought them upon myself by compelling you
against your will to marry me.
“I'll not deny that it is in my mind,” said she, and of set purpose
stifled pity.
He sighed and looked at her again, but she would not meet his eye, else
its whimsical expression might have intrigued her. “Can you deny my
magnanimity, I wonder?” said he, and spoke almost as one amused. “All I
had I sacrificed to do your will, to save your brother from the snare of
his own contriving against me. I wonder do you yet realize how much I
sacrificed to-day at Taunton! I wonder!” And he paused, looking at her and
waiting for some word from her; but she had none for him.
“Clearly you do not, else I think you would show me if only a pretence of
kindness.” She was looking at him at last, her eyes less hard. They seemed
to ask him to explain. “When you came this morning with the tale of how
the tables had been turned upon your brother, of how he was caught in his
own springe, and the letter found in his keeping was before the King's
folk at Taunton with every appearance of having been addressed to him, and
not a tittle of evidence to show that it had been meant for me, do you
know what news it was you brought me?” He paused a second, looking at her
from narrowing eyes. Then he answered his own question. “You brought me
the news that you were mine to take whensoe'er I pleased. Whilst that
letter was in your hands it gave you the power to make me your obedient
slave. You might blow upon me as you listed whilst you held it, and I was
a vane that must turn to your blowing for my honour's sake and for the
sake of the cause in which I worked. Through no rashness of mine must that
letter come into the hands of the King's friends, else was I dishonoured.
It was an effective barrier between us. So long as you possessed that
letter you might pipe as you pleased, and I must dance to the tune you
set. And then this morning what you came to tell me was that things were
changed; that it was mine to call the tune. Had I had the strength to be a
villain, you had been mine now, and your brother and Sir Rowland might
have hanged on the rope of their own weaving.”
She looked at him in a startled, almost shamefaced manner. This was an
aspect of the case she had not considered.
“You realize it, I see,” he said, and smiled wistfully. “Then perhaps you
realize why you found me so unwilling to do the thing you craved. Having
treated me ungenerously, you came to cast yourself upon my generosity,
asking me—though I scarcely think you understood—to beggar
myself of life itself with all it held for me. God knows I make no
pretence to virtue, and yet I think I had been something more than human
had I not refused you and the bargain you offered—a bargain that you
would never be called upon to fulfil if I did the thing you asked.”
At last she interrupted him; she could bear it no longer.
“I had not thought of it!” she cried. It was a piteous wail that broke
from her. “I swear I had not thought of that. I was all distraught for
poor Richard's sake. Oh, Mr. Wilding,” she turned to him, holding out a
hand; her eyes shone, filmed with moisture, “I shall have a kindness for
you... all my days for your... generosity to-day.” It was lamentably weak,
far from the hot expressions which she forced it to replace.
“Yes, I was generous,” he admitted. “We will move on as far as the
cross-roads.” Again they ambled gently forward. Up the slope from the ford
Diana and Jerry were slowly climbing; not another human being was in sight
ahead or behind them. “After you left me,” he continued, “your memory and
your entreaties lingered with me. I gave the matter of our position
thought, and it seemed to me that all was monstrously ill-done. I loved
you, Ruth, I needed you, and you disdained me. My love was master of me.
But 'neath your disdain it was transmuted oddly.” He checked the passion
that was vibrating in his voice and resumed after a pause, in the calm,
slow tones, soft and musical, that were his own. “There is scarce the need
for so much recapitulation. When the power was mine I bent you unfairly to
my will; you did as much by me when the power suddenly became yours. It
was a strange war between us, and I accepted its conditions. To-day, when
the power was mine again, mine to bring you at last to subjection, behold,
I have capitulated at your bidding, and all that I held—including
your own self—have I relinquished. It is perhaps fitting. Haply I am
punished for having wed you before I had wooed you.” Again his tone
changed, it grew more cold, more matter-of-fact. “I rode this way a little
while ago a hunted man, my only hope to reach home and collect what moneys
and valuables I could carry, and make for the coast to find a vessel bound
for Holland. I have been engaged, as you know, in stirring up rebellion to
check the iniquities and persecutions that are toward in a land I love.
I'll not weary you with details. Time was needed for this as for all
things, and by next spring, perhaps, had matters gone well, this vineyard
that so carefully and secretly I have been tending, would have been,
maybe, in condition to bear fruit. Even now, in the hour of my flight, I
learn that others have come to force this delicate growth into sudden
maturity. There! Soon ripe, soon rotten. The Duke of Monmouth has landed
at Lyme this morning. I am riding to him.”
“To what end?” she cried, and he saw in her face a dismay that amounted
almost to fear, and he wondered was it for him.
“To place my sword at his service. Were I not encompassed by this ruin, I
should not have stirred a foot in that direction—so rash, so
foredoomed to failure is this invasion. As it is,”—he shrugged and
laughed—“it is the only hope—all forlorn though it may be—for
me.”
The trammels she had imposed upon her soul fell away at that like bonds of
cobweb. She laid her hand upon his wrists, tears stood in her eyes; her
lips quivered.
“Anthony, forgive me,” she besought him. He trembled under her touch,
under the caress of her voice, and at the sound of his name for the first
time upon her lips.
“What have I to forgive?” he asked.
“The thing that I did in the matter of that letter.”
“You poor child,” said he, smiling gently upon her, “you did it in
self-defence.”
“Yet say that you forgive me—say it before you go!” she begged him.
He considered her gravely a moment. “To what end,” he asked, “do you
imagine that I have talked so much? To the end that I might show you that
however I may have wronged you I have at the last made some amends; and
that for the sake of this, the truest proof of penitence, I may have your
forgiveness ere I go.”
She was weeping softly. “It was an ill day on which we met,” she sighed.
“For you—aye.”
“Nay—for you.
“We'll say for both of us, then,” he compromised. “See, Ruth, your cousin
grows weary, and I have a couple of comrades who are no doubt impatient to
be gone. It may not be good for us to tarry in these parts. Some amends I
have made; but there is one crowning wrong which I have done you for which
there is but one amend to make.” He paused. He steadied himself before
continuing. In his attempt to render his voice cold and commonplace he
went near to achieving harshness. “It may be that this crackbrained
rebellion of which the torch is already alight will, if it does no other
good in England, at least make a widow of you. When that has come to pass,
when I have thus repaired the wrong I did you, I hope you'll bear me as
kindly as may be in your thought. Good-bye, my Ruth! I would you might
have loved me. I sought to force it.” He smiled ever so wanly. “Perhaps
that was my mistake. It is an ill thing to eat one's hay while it is
grass.” He raised to his lips the little gloved hand that still rested on
his wrist. “God keep you, Ruth!” he murmured.
She sought to answer him, but something choked her; a sob was all she
achieved. Had he caught her to him in that moment there is little doubt
but that she had yielded. Perhaps he knew it; and knowing it kept the
tighter rein upon desire. She was as metal molten in the crucible, to be
moulded by his craftsman's hands into any pattern that he chose. But the
crucible was the crucible of pity, not of love; that, too, he knew, and,
knowing it, forbore.
He dropped her hand, doffed his hat, and, wheeling his horse about,
touched it with the spur and rode back towards the thicket where his
friends awaited him. As he left her, she too wheeled about, as if to
follow him. She strove to command her voice that she might recall him; but
at that same moment Trenchard, hearing his returning hoofs, thrust out
into the road with Vallancey following at his heels. The old player's
harsh voice reached her where she stood, and it was querulous with
impatience.
“What a plague do you mean, dallying here at such a time, Anthony?” he
cried, to which Vallancey added: “In God's name, let us push on.”
At that she checked her impulse—it may even be that she mistrusted
it. She paused, lingering undecided for an instant; then, turning her
horse once more, she ambled up the slope to rejoin Diana.