THE WARDEN
CHAPTER VI
The Warden’s Tea Party
After much painful doubting, on one thing only could Mr Harding
resolve. He determined that at any rate he would take no offence,
and that he would make this question no cause of quarrel either
with Bold or with the bedesmen. In furtherance of this resolution,
he himself wrote a note to Mr Bold, the same afternoon, inviting
him to meet a few friends and hear some music on an evening named
in the next week. Had not this little party been promised to
Eleanor, in his present state of mind he would probably have
avoided such gaiety; but the promise had been given, the
invitations were to be written, and when Eleanor consulted her
father on the subject, she was not ill pleased to hear him say,
‘Oh, I was thinking of Bold, so I took it into my head to
write to him myself, but you must write to his sister.’
Mary Bold was older than her brother, and, at the time of our
story, was just over thirty. She was not an unattractive young
woman, though by no means beautiful. Her great merit was the
kindliness of her disposition. She was not very clever, nor very
animated, nor had she apparently the energy of her brother; but she
was guided by a high principle of right and wrong; her temper was
sweet, and her faults were fewer in number than her virtues. Those
who casually met Mary Bold thought little of her; but those who
knew her well loved her well, and the longer they knew her the more
they loved her. Among those who were fondest of her was Eleanor
Harding; and though Eleanor had never openly talked to her of her
brother, each understood the other’s feelings about him. The
brother and sister were sitting together when the two notes were
brought in.
‘How odd,’ said Mary, ‘that they should send
two notes. Well, if Mr Harding becomes fashionable, the world is
going to change.’
Her brother understood immediately the nature and intention of
the peace-offering; but it was not so easy for him to behave well
in the matter, as it was for Mr Harding. It is much less difficult
for the sufferer to be generous than for the oppressor. John Bold
felt that he could not go to the warden’s party: he never
loved Eleanor better than he did now; he had never so strongly felt
how anxious he was to make her his wife as now, when so many
obstacles to his doing so appeared in view. Yet here was her father
himself, as it were, clearing away those very obstacles, and still
he felt that he could not go to the house any more as an open
friend.
As he sat thinking of these things with the note in his hand,
his sister was waiting for his decision.
‘Well,’ said she, ‘I suppose we must write
separate answers, and both say we shall be very happy.’
‘You’ll go, of course, Mary,’ said he; to
which she readily assented. ‘I cannot,’ he continued,
looking serious and gloomy. ‘I wish I could, with all my
heart.’
‘And why not, John?’ said she. She had as yet heard
nothing of the new-found abuse which her brother was about to
reform—at least nothing which connected it with her
brother’s name.
He sat thinking for a while till he determined that it would be
best to tell her at once what it was that he was about: it must be
done sooner or later.
‘I fear I cannot go to Mr Harding’s house any more
as a friend, just at present.’
‘Oh, John! Why not? Ah, you’ve quarrelled with
Eleanor!’
‘No, indeed,’ said he; ‘I’ve no quarrel
with her as yet.’
‘What is it, John?’ said she, looking at him with an
anxious, loving face, for she knew well how much of his heart was
there in that house which he said he could no longer enter.
‘Why,’ said he at last, ‘I’ve taken up
the case of these twelve old men of Hiram’s Hospital, and of
course that brings me into contact with Mr Harding. I may have to
oppose him, interfere with him, perhaps injure him.’
Mary looked at him steadily for some time before she committed
herself to reply, and then merely asked him what he meant to do for
the old men. ‘Why, it’s a long story, and I don’t
know that I can make you understand it. John Hiram made a will, and
left his property in charity for certain poor old men, and the
proceeds, instead of going to the benefit of these men, goes
chiefly into the pocket of the warden and the bishop’s
steward.’
‘And you mean to take away from Mr Harding his share of
it?’
‘I don’t know what I mean yet. I mean to inquire
about it. I mean to see who is entitled to this property. I mean to
see, if I can, that justice be done to the poor of the city of
Barchester generally, who are, in fact, the legatees under the
will. I mean, in short, to put the matter right, if I
can.’
‘And why are you to do this, John?’
‘You might ask the same question of anybody else,’
said he; ‘and according to that the duty of righting these
poor men would belong to nobody. If we are to act on that
principle, the weak are never to be protected, injustice is never
to be opposed, and no one is to struggle for the poor!’ And
Bold began to comfort himself in the warmth of his own virtue.
‘But is there no one to do this but you, who have known Mr
Harding so long? Surely, John, as a friend, as a young friend, so
much younger than Mr Harding—’
‘That’s woman’s logic, all over, Mary. What
has age to do with it? Another man might plead that he was too old;
and as to his friendship, if the thing itself be right, private
motives should never be allowed to interfere. Because I esteem Mr
Harding, is that a reason that I should neglect a duty which I owe
to these old men? or should I give up a work which my conscience
tells me is a good one, because I regret the loss of his
society?’
‘And Eleanor, John?’ said the sister, looking
timidly into her brother’s face.
‘Eleanor, that is, Miss Harding, if she thinks
fit—that is, if her father—or, rather, if she—or,
indeed, he—if they find it necessary—but there is no
necessity now to talk about Eleanor Harding; but this I will say,
that if she has the kind of spirit for which I give her credit, she
will not condemn me for doing what I think to be a duty.’ And
Bold consoled himself with the consolation of a Roman.
Mary sat silent for a while, till at last her brother reminded
her that the notes must be answered, and she got up, and placed her
desk before her, took out her pen and paper, wrote on it
slowly:
‘PAKENHAM VILLAS
‘Tuesday morning
‘MY DEAR ELEANOR,
‘I—’
and then stopped, and looked at her brother.
‘Well, Mary, why don’t you write it?’
‘Oh, John,’ said she, ‘dear John, pray think
better of this.’
‘Think better of what?’ said he.
‘Of this about the hospital—of all this about Mr
Harding— of what you say about those old men. Nothing can
call upon you—no duty can require you to set yourself against
your oldest, your best friend. Oh, John, think of Eleanor.
You’ll break her heart, and your own.’
‘Nonsense, Mary; Miss Harding’s heart is as safe as
yours.’
‘Pray, pray, for my sake, John, give it up. You know how
dearly you love her.’ And she came and knelt before him on
the rug. ‘Pray give it up. You are going to make yourself,
and her, and her father miserable: you are going to make us all
miserable. And for what? For a dream of justice. You will never
make those twelve men happier than they now are.’
‘You don’t understand it, my dear girl,’ said
he, smoothing her hair with his hand.
‘I do understand it, John. I understand that this is a
chimera—a dream that you have got. I know well that no duty
can require you to do this mad—this suicidal thing. I know
you love Eleanor Harding with all your heart, and I tell you now
that she loves you as well. If there was a plain, a positive duty
before you, I would be the last to bid you neglect it for any
woman’s love; but this—oh, think again, before you do
anything to make it necessary that you and Mr Harding should be at
variance.’ He did not answer, as she knelt there, leaning on
his knees, but by his face she thought that he was inclined to
yield. ‘At any rate let me say that you will go to this
party. At any rate do not break with them while your mind is in
doubt.’ And she got up, hoping to conclude her note in the
way she desired.
‘My mind is not in doubt,’ at last he said, rising.
‘I could never respect myself again were I to give way now,
because Eleanor Harding is beautiful. I do love her: I would give a
hand to hear her tell me what you have said, speaking on her
behalf; but I cannot for her sake go back from the task which I
have commenced. I hope she may hereafter acknowledge and respect my
motives, but I cannot now go as a guest to her father’s
house.’ And the Barchester Brutus went out to fortify his own
resolution by meditations on his own virtue. Poor Mary Bold sat
down, and sadly finished her note, saying that she would herself
attend the party, but that her brother was unavoidably prevented
from doing so. I fear that she did not admire as she should have
done the self-devotion of his singular virtue.
The party went off as such parties do. There were fat old
ladies, in fine silk dresses, and slim young ladies, in gauzy
muslin frocks; old gentlemen stood up with their backs to the empty
fire-place, looking by no means so comfortable as they would have
done in their own arm-chairs at home; and young gentlemen, rather
stiff about the neck, clustered near the door, not as yet
sufficiently in courage to attack the muslin frocks, who awaited
the battle, drawn up in a semicircular array. The warden
endeavoured to induce a charge, but failed signally, not having the
tact of a general; his daughter did what she could to comfort the
forces under her command, who took in refreshing rations of cake
and tea, and patiently looked for the coming engagement: but she
herself, Eleanor, had no spirit for the work ; the only enemy whose
lance she cared to encounter was not there, and she and others were
somewhat dull.
Loud above all voices was heard the clear sonorous tones of the
archdeacon as he dilated to brother parsons of the danger of the
church, of the fearful rumours of mad reforms even at Oxford, and
of the damnable heresies of Dr Whiston.
Soon, however, sweeter sounds began timidly to make themselves
audible. Little movements were made in a quarter notable for round
stools and music stands. Wax candles were arranged in sconces, big
books were brought from hidden recesses, and the work of the
evening commenced.
How often were those pegs twisted and re-twisted before our
friend found that he had twisted them enough; how many discordant
scrapes gave promise of the coming harmony. How much the muslin
fluttered and crumpled before Eleanor and another nymph were duly
seated at the piano; how closely did that tall Apollo pack himself
against the wall, with his flute, long as himself, extending high
over the heads of his pretty neighbours; into how small a corner
crept that round and florid little minor canon, and there with
skill amazing found room to tune his accustomed fiddle!
And now the crash begins: away they go in full flow of harmony
together—up hill and down dale—now louder and louder,
then lower and lower; now loud, as though stirring the battle; then
low, as though mourning the slain. In all, through all, and above
all, is heard the violoncello. Ah, not for nothing were those pegs
so twisted and re-twisted—listen, listen! Now alone that
saddest of instruments tells its touching tale. Silent, and in awe,
stand fiddle, flute, and piano, to hear the sorrows of their
wailing brother. ’Tis but for a moment: before the melancholy
of those low notes has been fully realised, again comes the full
force of all the band—down go the pedals, away rush twenty
fingers scouring over the bass notes with all the impetus of
passion. Apollo blows till his stiff neckcloth is no better than a
rope, and the minor canon works with both arms till he falls in a
syncope of exhaustion against the wall.
How comes it that now, when all should be silent, when courtesy,
if not taste, should make men listen—how is it at this moment
the black-coated corps leave their retreat and begin skirmishing?
One by one they creep forth, and fire off little guns timidly, and
without precision. Ah, my men, efforts such as these will take no
cities, even though the enemy should be never so open to assault.
At length a more deadly artillery is brought to bear; slowly, but
with effect, the advance is made; the muslin ranks are broken, and
fall into confusion; the formidable array of chairs gives way; the
battle is no longer between opposing regiments, but hand to hand,
and foot to foot with single combatants, as in the glorious days of
old, when fighting was really noble. In corners, and under the
shadow of curtains, behind sofas and half hidden by doors, in
retiring windows, and sheltered by hanging tapestry, are blows
given and returned, fatal, incurable, dealing death.
Apart from this another combat arises, more sober and more
serious. The archdeacon is engaged against two prebendaries, a
pursy full-blown rector assisting him, in all the perils and all
the enjoyments of short whist. With solemn energy do they watch the
shuffled pack, and, all-expectant, eye the coming trump. With what
anxious nicety do they arrange their cards, jealous of each
other’s eyes! Why is that lean doctor so slow—
cadaverous man with hollow jaw and sunken eye, ill beseeming the
richness of his mother church! Ah, why so slow, thou meagre doctor?
See how the archdeacon, speechless in his agony, deposits on the
board his cards, and looks to heaven or to the ceiling for support.
Hark, how he sighs, as with thumbs in his waistcoat pocket he seems
to signify that the end of such torment is not yet even nigh at
hand! Vain is the hope, if hope there be, to disturb that meagre
doctor. With care precise he places every card, weighs well the
value of each mighty ace, each guarded king, and comfort-giving
queen; speculates on knave and ten, counts all his suits, and sets
his price upon the whole. At length a card is led, and quick three
others fall upon the board. The little doctor leads again, while
with lustrous eye his partner absorbs the trick. Now thrice has
this been done—thrice has constant fortune favoured the brace
of prebendaries, ere the archdeacon rouses himself to the battle;
but at the fourth assault he pins to the earth a prostrate king,
laying low his crown and sceptre, bushy beard, and lowering brow,
with a poor deuce.
‘As David did Goliath,’ says the archdeacon, pushing
over the four cards to his partner. And then a trump is led, then
another trump; then a king—and then an ace—and then a
long ten, which brings down from the meagre doctor his only
remaining tower of strength—his cherished queen of
trumps.
‘What, no second club?’ says the archdeacon to his
partner.
‘Only one club,’ mutters from his inmost stomach the
pursy rector, who sits there red-faced, silent, impervious,
careful, a safe but not a brilliant ally.
But the archdeacon cares not for many clubs, or for none. He
dashes out his remaining cards with a speed most annoying to his
antagonists, pushes over to them some four cards as their allotted
portion, shoves the remainder across the table to the red-faced
rector; calls out ‘two by cards and two by honours, and the
odd trick last time,’ marks a treble under the candle- stick,
and has dealt round the second pack before the meagre doctor has
calculated his losses.
And so went off the warden’s party, and men and women
arranging shawls and shoes declared how pleasant it had been; and
Mrs Goodenough, the red-faced rector’s wife, pressing the
warden’s hand, declared she had never enjoyed herself better;
which showed how little pleasure she allowed herself in this world,
as she had sat the whole evening through in the same chair without
occupation, not speaking, and unspoken to. And Matilda Johnson,
when she allowed young Dickson of the bank to fasten her cloak
round her neck, thought that two hundred pounds a year and a little
cottage would really do for happiness; besides, he was sure to be
manager some day. And Apollo, folding his flute into his pocket,
felt that he had acquitted himself with honour; and the archdeacon
pleasantly jingled his gains; but the meagre doctor went off
without much audible speech, muttering ever and anon as he went,
‘three and thirty points!’ ‘three and thirty
points!’
And so they all were gone, and Mr Harding was left alone with
his daughter.
What had passed between Eleanor Harding and Mary Bold need not
be told. It is indeed a matter of thankfulness that neither the
historian nor the novelist hears all that is said by their heroes
or heroines, or how would three volumes or twenty suffice! In the
present case so little of this sort have I overheard, that I live
in hopes of finishing my work within 300 pages, and of completing
that pleasant task—a novel in one volume; but something had
passed between them, and as the warden blew out the wax candles,
and put his instrument into its case, his daughter stood sad and
thoughtful by the empty fire-place, determined to speak to her
father, but irresolute as to what she would say.
‘Well, Eleanor,’ said he, ‘are you for
bed?’ ‘Yes,’ said she, moving, ‘I suppose
so; but papa—Mr Bold was not here tonight; do you know why
not?’
‘He was asked; I wrote to him myself,’ said the
warden.
‘But do you know why he did not come, papa?’
‘Well, Eleanor, I could guess; but it’s no use
guessing at such things, my dear. What makes you look so earnest
about it?’
‘Oh, papa, do tell me,’ she exclaimed, throwing her
arms round him, and looking into his face; ‘what is it he is
going to do? What is it all about? Is there
any—any—any—’ she didn’t well know
what word to use—‘any danger?’
‘Danger, my dear, what sort of danger?’
‘Danger to you, danger of trouble, and of loss, and
of— Oh, papa, why haven’t you told me of all this
before?’
Mr Harding was not the man to judge harshly of anyone, much less
of the daughter whom he now loved better than any living creature;
but still he did judge her wrongly at this moment. He knew that she
loved John Bold; he fully sympathised in her affection; day after
day he thought more of the matter, and, with the tender care of a
loving father, tried to arrange in his own mind how matters might
be so managed that his daughter’s heart should not be made
the sacrifice to the dispute which was likely to exist between him
and Bold. Now, when she spoke to him for the first time on the
subject, it was natural that he should think more of her than of
himself, and that he should imagine that her own cares, and not
his, were troubling her.
He stood silent before her awhile, as she gazed up into his
face, and then kissing her forehead he placed her on the sofa.
‘Tell me, Nelly,’ he said (he only called her Nelly
in his kindest, softest, sweetest moods, and yet all his moods were
kind and sweet), ‘tell me, Nelly, do you like Mr
Bold—much?’
She was quite taken aback by the question. I will not say that
she had forgotten herself, and her own love in thinking about John
Bold, and while conversing with Mary: she certainly had not done
so. She had been sick at heart to think that a man of whom she
could not but own to herself that she loved him, of whose regard
she had been so proud, that such a man should turn against her
father to ruin him. She had felt her vanity hurt, that his
affection for her had not kept him from such a course; had he
really cared for her, he would not have risked her love by such an
outrage. But her main fear had been for her father, and when she
spoke of danger, it was of danger to him and not to herself.
She was taken aback by the question altogether: ‘Do I like
him, papa?’
‘Yes, Nelly, do you like him? Why shouldn’t you like
him? but that’s a poor word—do you love him?’ She
sat still in his arms without answering him. She certainly had not
prepared herself for an avowal of affection, intending, as she had
done, to abuse John Bold herself, and to hear her father do so
also. ‘Come, my love,’ said he, ‘let us make a
clean breast of it: do you tell me what concerns yourself, and I
will tell you what concerns me and the hospital.’
And then, without waiting for an answer, he described to her, as
he best could, the accusation that was made about Hiram’s
will; the claims which the old men put forward; what he considered
the strength and what the weakness of his own position; the course
which Bold had taken, and that which he presumed he was about to
take; and then by degrees, without further question, he presumed on
the fact of Eleanor’s love, and spoke of that love as a
feeling which he could in no way disapprove: he apologised for
Bold, excused what he was doing; nay, praised him for his energy
and intentions; made much of his good qualities, and harped on none
of his foibles; then, reminding his daughter how late it was, and
comforting her with much assurance which he hardly felt himself, he
sent her to her room, with flowing eyes and a full heart.
When Mr Harding met his daughter at breakfast the next morning,
there was no further discussion on the matter, nor was the subject
mentioned between them for some days. Soon after the party Mary
Bold called at the hospital, but there were various persons in the
drawing-room at the time, and she therefore said nothing about her
brother. On the day following, John Bold met Miss Harding in one of
the quiet, sombre, shaded walks of the close. He was most anxious
to see her, but unwilling to call at the warden’s house, and
had in truth waylaid her in her private haunts.
‘My sister tells me,’ said he, abruptly hurrying on
with his premeditated speech, ‘my sister tells me that you
had a delightful party the other evening. I was so sorry I could
not be there.’
‘We were all sorry,’ said Eleanor, with dignified
composure.
‘I believe, Miss Harding, you understand why, at this
moment—’ And Bold hesitated, muttered, stopped,
commenced his explanation again, and again broke down.
Eleanor would not help him in the least.
‘I think my sister explained to you, Miss
Harding?’
‘Pray don’t apologise, Mr Bold; my father will, I am
sure, always be glad to see you, if you like to come to the house
now as formerly; nothing has occurred to alter his feelings: of
your own views you are, of course, the best judge.’
‘Your father is all that is kind and generous; he always
was so; but you, Miss Harding, yourself—I hope you will not
judge me harshly, because—’
‘Mr Bold,’ said she, ‘you may be sure of one
thing; I shall always judge my father to be right, and those who
oppose him I shall judge to be wrong. If those who do not know him
oppose him, I shall have charity enough to believe that they are
wrong, through error of judgment; but should I see him attacked by
those who ought to know him, and to love him, and revere him, of
such I shall be constrained to form a different opinion.’ And
then curtseying low she sailed on, leaving her lover in anything
but a happy state of mind.