I had always thought Jack Gisburn rather a cheap genius -- though a good
fellow enough -- so it was no great surprise to me to hear that, in the
height of his glory, he had dropped his painting, married a rich widow,
and established himself in a villa on the Riviera. (Though I rather
thought it would have been Rome or Florence.)
"The height of his glory" -- that was what the women called it. I
can hear Mrs. Gideon Thwing -- his last Chicago sitter -- deploring his
unaccountable abdication. "Of course it's going to send the value of my
picture 'way up; but I don't think of that, Mr. Rickham -- the loss to
Arrt is all I think of." The word, on Mrs. Thwing's lips, multiplied its
rs as though they were reflected in an endless vista of mirrors. And
it was not only the Mrs. Thwings who mourned. Had not the exquisite
Hermia Croft, at the last Grafton Gallery show, stopped me before
Gisburn's "Moon-dancers" to say, with tears in her eyes: "We shall not
look upon its like again"?
Well! -- even through the prism of Hermia's tears I felt able to
face the fact with equanimity. Poor Jack Gisburn! The women had made him
-- it was fitting that they should mourn him. Among his own sex fewer
regrets were heard, and in his own trade hardly a murmur. Professional
jealousy? Perhaps. If it were, the honour of the craft was vindicated by
little Claude Nutley, who, in all good faith, brought out in the
Burlington a very handsome "obituary" on Jack -- one of those showy
articles stocked with random technicalities that I have heard (I won't
say by whom) compared to Gisburn's painting. And so -- his resolve being
apparently irrevocable -- the discussion gradually died out, and, as
Mrs. Thwing had predicted, the price of "Gisburns" went up.
It was not till three years later that, in the course of a few
weeks' idling on the Riviera, it suddenly occurred to me to wonder why
Gisburn had given up his painting. On reflection, it really was a
tempting problem. To accuse his wife would have been too easy -- his
fair sitters had been denied the solace of saying that Mrs. Gisburn had
"dragged him down." For Mrs. Gisburn -- as such -- had not existed till
nearly a year after Jack's resolve had been taken. It might be that he
had married her -- since he liked his ease -- because he didn't want to
go on painting; but it would have been hard to prove that he had given
up his painting because he had married her.
Of course, if she had not dragged him down, she had equally, as
Miss Croft contended, failed to "lift him up" -- she had not led him
back to the easel. To put the brush into his hand again-what a vocation
for a wife! But Mrs. Gisburn appeared to have disdained it -- and I felt
it might be interesting to find out why.
The desultory life of the Riviera lends itself to such purely
academic speculations; and having, on my way to Monte Carlo, caught a
glimpse of Jack's balustraded terraces between the pines, I had myself
borne thither the next day.
I found the couple at tea beneath their palm-trees; and Mrs.
Gisburn's welcome was so genial that, in the ensuing weeks, I claimed it
frequently. It was not that my hostess was "interesting": on that point
I could have given Miss Croft the fullest reassurance. It was just
because she was not interesting -- if I may be pardoned the bull --
that I found her so. For Jack, all his life, had been surrounded by
interesting women: they had fostered his art, it had been reared in the
hot-house of their adulation. And it was therefore instructive to note
what effect the "deadening atmosphere of mediocrity" (I quote Miss
Croft) was having on him.
I have mentioned that Mrs. Gisburn was rich; and it was immediately
perceptible that her husband was extracting from this circumstance a
delicate but substantial satisfaction. It is, as a rule, the people who
scorn money who get most out of it; and Jack's elegant disdain of his
wife's big balance enabled him, with an appearance of perfect
good-breeding, to transmute it into objects of art and luxury. To the
latter, I must add, he remained relatively indifferent; but he was
buying Renaissance bronzes and eighteenth-century pictures with a
discrimination that bespoke the amplest resources.
"Money's only excuse is to put beauty into circulation," was one of
the axioms he laid down across the Sevres and silver of an exquisitely
appointed luncheon-table, when, on a later day, I had again run over
from Monte Carlo; and Mrs. Gisburn, beaming on him, added for my
enlightenment: "Jack is so morbidly sensitive to every form of beauty."
Poor Jack! It had always been his fate to have women say such
things of him: the fact should be set down in extenuation. What struck
me now was that, for the first time, he resented the tone. I had seen
him, so often, basking under similar tributes -- was it the conjugal
note that robbed them of their savour? No -- for, oddly enough, it
became apparent that he was fond of Mrs. Gisburn -- fond enough not to
see her absurdity. It was his own absurdity he seemed to be wincing
under -- his own attitude as an object for garlands and incense.
"My dear, since I've chucked painting people don't say that stuff
about me -- they say it about Victor Grindle," was his only protest, as
he rose from the table and strolled out onto the sunlit terrace.
I glanced after him, struck by his last word. Victor Grindle was,
in fact, becoming the man of the moment -- as Jack himself, one might
put it, had been the man of the hour. The younger artist was said to
have formed himself at my friend's feet, and I wondered if a tinge of
jealousy underlay the latter's mysterious abdication. But no -- for it
was not till after that event that the rose Dubarry drawing-rooms had
begun to display their "Grindles."
I turned to Mrs. Gisburn, who had lingered to give a lump of sugar
to her spaniel in the dining-room.
"Why has he chucked painting?" I asked abruptly.
She raised her eyebrows with a hint of good-humoured surprise.
"Oh, he doesn't have to now, you know; and I want him to enjoy
himself," she said quite simply.
I looked about the spacious white-panelled room, with its
famille-verte vases repeating the tones of the pale damask curtains, and
its eighteenth-century pastels in delicate faded frames.
"Has he chucked his pictures too? I haven't seen a single one in
the house."
A slight shade of constraint crossed Mrs. Gisburn's open
countenance. "It's his ridiculous modesty, you know. He says they're not
fit to have about; he's sent them all away except one -- my portrait --
and that I have to keep upstairs."
His ridiculous modesty -- Jack's modesty about his pictures? My
curiosity was growing like the bean-stalk. I said persuasively to my
hostess: "I must really see your portrait, you know."
She glanced out almost timorously at the terrace where her husband,
lounging in a hooded chair, had lit a cigar and drawn the Russian
deerhound's head between his knees.
"Well, come while he's not looking," she said, with a laugh that
tried to hide her nervousness; and I followed her between the marble
Emperors of the hall, and up the wide stairs with terracotta nymphs
poised among flowers at each landing.
In the dimmest corner of her boudoir, amid a profusion of delicate
and distinguished objects, hung one of the familiar oval canvases, in
the inevitable garlanded frame. The mere outline of the frame called up
all Gisburn's past!
Mrs. Gisburn drew back the window-curtains, moved aside a
jardiniere full of pink azaleas, pushed an arm-chair away, and said: "If
you stand here you can just manage to see it. I had it over the
mantel-piece, but he wouldn't let it stay."
Yes -- I could just manage to see it -- the first portrait of
Jack's I had ever had to strain my eyes over! Usually they had the place
of honour -- say the central panel in a pale yellow or rose Dubarry
drawing-room, or a monumental easel placed so that it took the light
through curtains of old Venetian point. The more modest place became the
picture better; yet, as my eyes grew accustomed to the half-light, all
the characteristic qualities came out -- all the hesitations disguised
as audacities, the tricks of prestidigitation by which, with such
consummate skill, he managed to divert attention from the real business
of the picture to some pretty irrelevance of detail. Mrs. Gisburn,
presenting a neutral surface to work on -- forming, as it were, so
inevitably the background of her own picture -- had lent herself in an
unusual degree to the display of this false virtuosity. The picture was
one of Jack's "strongest," as his admirers would have put it -- it
represented, on his part, a swelling of muscles, a congesting of veins,
a balancing, straddling and straining, that reminded one of the
circus-clown's ironic efforts to lift a feather. It met, in short, at
every point the demand of lovely woman to be painted "strongly" because
she was tired of being painted "sweetly" -- and yet not to lose an atom
of the sweetness.
"It's the last he painted, you know," Mrs. Gisburn said with
pardonable pride. "The last but one," she corrected herself-"but the
other doesn't count, because he destroyed it."
"Destroyed it?" I was about to follow up this clue when I heard a
footstep and saw Jack himself on the threshold.
As he stood there, his hands in the pockets of his velveteen coat,
the thin brown waves of hair pushed back from his white forehead, his
lean sunburnt cheeks furrowed by a smile that lifted the tips of a
self-confident moustache, I felt to what a degree he had the same
quality as his pictures -- the quality of looking cleverer than he was.
His wife glanced at him deprecatingly, but his eyes travelled past
her to the portrait.
"Mr. Rickham wanted to see it," she began, as if excusing herself.
He shrugged his shoulders, still smiling.
"Oh, Rickham found me out long ago," he said lightly; then, passing
his arm through mine: "Come and see the rest of the house."
He showed it to me with a kind of naive suburban pride: the
bath-rooms, the speaking-tubes, the dress-closets, the trouserpresses --
all the complex simplifications of the millionaire's domestic economy.
And whenever my wonder paid the expected tribute he said, throwing out
his chest a little: "Yes, I really don't see how people manage to live
without that."
Well -- it was just the end one might have foreseen for him. Only
he was, through it all and in spite of it all -- as he had been through,
and in spite of, his pictures -- so handsome, so charming, so disarming,
that one longed to cry out: "Be dissatisfied with your leisure!" as once
one had longed to say: "Be dissatisfied with your work!"
But, with the cry on my lips, my diagnosis suffered an unexpected
check.
"This is my own lair," he said, leading me into a dark plain room
at the end of the florid vista. It was square and brown and leathery: no
"effects"; no bric-a-brac, none of the air of posing for reproduction in
a picture weekly -- above all, no least sign of ever having been used as
a studio.
The fact brought home to me the absolute finality of Jack's break
with his old life.
"Don't you ever dabble with paint any more?" I asked, still looking
about for a trace of such activity.
"Never," he said briefly.
"Or water-colour -- or etching?"
His confident eyes grew dim, and his cheeks paled a little under
their handsome sunburn.
"Never think of it, my dear fellow -- any more than if I'd never
touched a brush."
And his tone told me in a flash that he never thought of anything
else.
I moved away, instinctively embarrassed by my unexpected discovery;
and as I turned, my eye fell on a small picture above the mantel-piece
-- the only object breaking the plain oak panelling of the room.
"Oh, by Jove!" I said.
It was a sketch of a donkey -- an old tired donkey, standing in the
rain under a wall.
"By Jove -- a Stroud!" I cried.
He was silent; but I felt him close behind me, breathing a little
quickly.
"What a wonder! Made with a dozen lines -- but on everlasting
foundations. You lucky chap, where did you get it?"
He answered slowly: "Mrs. Stroud gave it to me."
"Ah -- I didn't know you even knew the Strouds. He was such an
inflexible hermit."
"I didn't -- till after. . . . She sent for me to paint him when he
was dead."
"When he was dead? You?"
I must have let a little too much amazement escape through my
surprise, for he answered with a deprecating laugh: "Yes -- she's an
awful simpleton, you know, Mrs. Stroud. Her only idea was to have him
done by a fashionable painter -- ah, poor Stroud! She thought it the
surest way of proclaiming his greatness -- of forcing it on a purblind
public. And at the moment I was the fashionable painter."
"Ah, poor Stroud -- as you say. Was that his history?"
"That was his history. She believed in him, gloried in him -- or
thought she did. But she couldn't bear not to have all the drawing-rooms
with her. She couldn't bear the fact that, on varnishing days, one could
always get near enough to see his pictures. Poor woman! She's just a
fragment groping for other fragments. Stroud is the only whole I ever
knew."
"You ever knew? But you just said --"
Gisburn had a curious smile in his eyes.
"Oh, I knew him, and he knew me -- only it happened after he was
dead."
I dropped my voice instinctively. "When she sent for you?"
"Yes -- quite insensible to the irony. She wanted him
vindicated-and by me!"
He laughed again, and threw back his head to look up at the sketch
of the donkey. "There were days when I couldn't look at that thing --
couldn't face it. But I forced myself to put it here; and now it's cured
me -- cured me. That's the reason why I don't dabble any more, my dear
Rickham; or rather Stroud himself is the reason."
For the first time my idle curiosity about my companion turned into
a serious desire to understand him better.
"I wish you'd tell me how it happened," I said.
He stood looking up at the sketch, and twirling between his fingers
a cigarette he had forgotten to light. Suddenly he turned toward me.
"I'd rather like to tell you -- because I've always suspected you
of loathing my work."
I made a deprecating gesture, which he negatived with a
goodhumoured shrug.
"Oh, I didn't care a straw when I believed in myself -- and now
it's an added tie between us!"
He laughed slightly, without bitterness, and pushed one of the deep
arm-chairs forward. "There: make yourself comfortable -- and here are
the cigars you like."
He placed them at my elbow and continued to wander up and down the
room, stopping now and then beneath the picture.
"How it happened? I can tell you in five minutes -- and it didn't
take much longer to happen. . . . I can remember now how surprised and
pleased I was when I got Mrs. Stroud's note. Of course, deep down, I had
always felt there was no one like him-only I had gone with the stream,
echoed the usual platitudes about him, till I half got to think he was a
failure, one of the kind that are left behind. By Jove, and he was
left behind-because he had come to stay! The rest of us had to let
ourselves be swept along or go under, but he was high above the current
-- on everlasting foundations, as you say.
"Well, I went off to the house in my most egregious mood -- rather
moved, Lord forgive me, at the pathos of poor Stroud's career of failure
being crowned by the glory of my painting him! Of course I meant to do
the picture for nothing -- I told Mrs. Stroud so when she began to
stammer something about her poverty. I remember getting off a prodigious
phrase about the honour being mine -- oh, I was princely, my dear
Rickham! I was posing to myself like one of my own sitters.
"Then I was taken up and left alone with him. I had sent all my
traps in advance, and I had only to set up the easel and get to work. He
had been dead only twenty-four hours, and he died suddenly, of heart
disease, so that there had been no preliminary work of destruction --
his face was clear and untouched. I had met him once or twice, years
before, and thought him insignificant and dingy. Now I saw that he was
superb.
"I was glad at first, with a merely aesthetic satisfaction: glad to
have my hand on such a 'subject.' Then his strange lifelikeness began to
affect me queerly -- as I blocked the head in I felt as if he were
watching me do it. The sensation was followed by the thought: if he
were watching me, what would he say to my way of working? My strokes
began to go a little wild -- I felt nervous and uncertain.
"Once, when I looked up, I seemed to see a smile behind his close
grayish beard -- as if he had the secret, and were amusing himself by
holding it back from me. That exasperated me still more. The secret?
Why, I had a secret worth twenty of his! I dashed at the canvas
furiously, and tried some of my bravura tricks. But they failed me, they
crumbled. I saw that he wasn't watching the showy bits -- I couldn't
distract his attention; he just kept his eyes on the hard passages
between. Those were the ones I had always shirked, or covered up with
some lying paint. And how he saw through my lies!
"I looked up again, and caught sight of that sketch of the donkey
hanging on the wall near his bed. His wife told me afterward it was the
last thing he had done -- just a note taken with a shaking hand, when he
was down in Devonshire recovering from a previous heart attack. Just a
note! But it tells his whole history. There are years of patient
scornful persistence in every line. A man who had swum with the current
could never have learned that mighty up-stream stroke. . . .
"I turned back to my work, and went on groping and muddling; then I
looked at the donkey again. I saw that, when Stroud laid in the first
stroke, he knew just what the end would be. He had possessed his
subject, absorbed it, recreated it. When had I done that with any of my
things? They hadn't been born of me -- I had just adopted them. . . .
"Hang it, Rickham, with that face watching me I couldn't do another
stroke. The plain truth was, I didn't know where to put it -- I had
never known. Only, with my sitters and my public, a showy splash of
colour covered up the fact -- I just threw paint into their faces. . . .
Well, paint was the one medium those dead eyes could see through -- see
straight to the tottering foundations underneath. Don't you know how, in
talking a foreign language, even fluently, one says half the time not
what one wants to but what one can? Well -- that was the way I painted;
and as he lay there and watched me, the thing they called my 'technique'
collapsed like a house of cards. He didn't sneer, you understand, poor
Stroud -- he just lay there quietly watching, and on his lips, through
the gray beard, I seemed to hear the question: 'Are you sure you know
where you're coming out?'
"If I could have painted that face, with that question on it, I
should have done a great thing. The next greatest thing was to see that
I couldn't -- and that grace was given me. But, oh, at that minute,
Rickham, was there anything on earth I wouldn't have given to have
Stroud alive before me, and to hear him say: 'It's not too late -- I'll
show you how'?
"It was too late -- it would have been, even if he'd been alive.
I packed up my traps, and went down and told Mrs. Stroud. Of course I
didn't tell her that -- it would have been Greek to her. I simply said
I couldn't paint him, that I was too moved. She rather liked the idea --
she's so romantic! It was that that made her give me the donkey. But she
was terribly upset at not getting the portrait -- she did so want him
'done' by some one showy! At first I was afraid she wouldn't let me off
-- and at my wits' end I suggested Grindle. Yes, it was I who started
Grindle: I told Mrs. Stroud he was the 'coming' man, and she told
somebody else, and so it got to be true. . . . And he painted Stroud
without wincing; and she hung the picture among her husband's things. .
. ."
He flung himself down in the arm-chair near mine, laid back his
head, and clasping his arms beneath it, looked up at the picture above
the chimney-piece.
"I like to fancy that Stroud himself would have given it to me, if
he'd been able to say what he thought that day."
And, in answer to a question I put half-mechanically --"Begin
again?" he flashed out. "When the one thing that brings me anywhere near
him is that I knew enough to leave off?"
He stood up and laid his hand on my shoulder with a laugh. "Only
the irony of it is that I am still painting -- since Grindle's doing
it for me! The Strouds stand alone, and happen once -- but there's no
exterminating our kind of art."