HOWARDS END
Chapter 22
Margaret greeted her lord with peculiar tenderness on the morrow.
Mature as he was, she might yet be able to help him to the building of the
rainbow bridge that should connect the prose in us with the passion.
Without it we are meaningless fragments, half monks, half beasts, unconnected
arches that have never joined into a man. With it love is born, and
alights on the highest curve, glowing against the grey, sober against the
fire. Happy the man who sees from either aspect the glory of these
outspread wings. The roads of his soul lie clear, and he and his friends
shall find easy-going.
It was hard-going in the roads
of Mr. Wilcox's soul. From boyhood he had neglected them. "I am not
a fellow who bothers about my own inside." Outwardly he was cheerful,
reliable, and brave; but within, all had reverted to chaos, ruled, so far as it
was ruled at all, by an incomplete asceticism. Whether as boy, husband, or
widower, he had always the sneaking belief that bodily passion is bad, a belief
that is desirable only when held passionately. Religion had confirmed
him. The words that were read aloud on Sunday to him and to other
respectable men were the words that had once kindled the souls of St. Catharine
and St. Francis into a white-hot hatred of the carnal. He could-not be as
the saints and love the Infinite with a seraphic ardour, but he could be a
little ashamed of loving a wife. "Amabat, amare timebat." And it was
here that Margaret hoped to help him.
It did not seem
so difficult. She need trouble him with no gift of her own. She
would only point out the salvation that was latent in his own soul, and in the
soul of every man. Only connect! That was the whole of her
sermon. Only connect the prose and the passion, and both will be exalted,
and human love will be seen at its height. Live in fragments no
longer. Only connect, and the beast and the monk, robbed of the isolation
that is life to either, will die.
Nor was the message
difficult to give. It need not take the form of a good "talking." By quiet
indications the bridge would be built and span their lives with
beauty.
But she failed. For there was one
quality in Henry for which she was never prepared, however much she reminded
herself of it: his obtuseness. He simply did not notice things, and there
was no more to be said. He never noticed that Helen and Frieda were
hostile, or that Tibby was not interested in currant plantations; he never
noticed the lights and shades that exist in the grayest conversation, the
finger-posts, the milestones, the collisions, the illimitable views.
Once--on another occasion--she scolded him about it. He was puzzled, but
replied with a laugh: "My motto is Concentrate. I've no intention of
frittering away my strength on that sort of thing." "It isn't frittering away
the strength," she protested. "It's enlarging the space in which you may
be strong." He answered: "You're a clever little woman, but my motto's
Concentrate." And this morning he concentrated with a
vengeance.
They met in the rhododendrons of
yesterday. In the daylight the bushes were inconsiderable and the path was
bright in the morning sun. She was with Helen, who had been ominously
quiet since the affair was settled. "Here we all are!" she cried, and took
him by one hand, retaining her sister's in the
other.
"Here we are. Good-morning,
Helen."
Helen replied, "Good-morning, Mr.
Wilcox."
"Henry, she has had such a nice letter from
the queer, cross boy--Do you remember him? He had a sad moustache, but the
back of his head was young."
"I have had a letter
too. Not a nice one--I want to talk it over with you:" for Leonard Bast
was nothing to him now that she had given him her word; the triangle of sex was
broken for ever.
"Thanks to your hint, he's clearing
out of the Porphyrion."
"Not a bad business that
Porphyrion," he said absently, as he took his own letter out of his
pocket.
"Not a bad--" she exclaimed,
dropping his hand. "Surely, on Chelsea
Embankment--"
"Here's our hostess.
Good-morning, Mrs. Munt. Fine rhododendrons. Good morning, Frau
Liesecke; we manage to grow flowers in England, don't
we?"
"Not a bad
business?"
"No. My letter's about Howards
End. Bryce has been ordered abroad, and wants to sublet it. I am far
from sure that I shall give him permission. There was no clause in the
agreement. In my opinion, subletting is a mistake. If he can find me
another tenant, whom I consider suitable, I may cancel the agreement.
Morning, Schlegel. Don't you think that's better than
subletting?"
Helen had dropped her hand now, and he
had steered her past the whole party to the seaward side of the house.
Beneath them was the bourgeois little bay, which must have yearned all through
the centuries for just such a watering-place as Swanage to be built on its
margin. The waves were colourless, and the Bournemouth steamer gave a
further touch of insipidity, drawn up against the pier and hooting wildly for
excursionists.
"When there is a sublet I find that
damage--"
"Do excuse me, but about the
Porphyrion. I don't feel easy--might I just bother you,
Henry?"
Her manner was so serious that he stopped,
and asked her a little sharply what she wanted.
"You
said on Chelsea Embankment, surely, that it was a bad concern, so we advised
this clerk to clear out. He writes this morning that he's taken our
advice, and now you say it's not a bad
concern. "
"A clerk who clears out of any
concern, good or bad, without securing a berth somewhere else first, is a fool,
and I've no pity for him."
"He has not done
that. He's going into a bank in Camden Town, he says. The salary's
much lower, but he hopes to manage--a branch of Dempster's Bank. Is that
all right?"
"Dempster! My goodness me,
yes."
"More right than the
Porphyrion?"
"Yes, yes, yes; safe as
houses--safer."
"Very many thanks. I'm
sorry--if you sublet--?"
"If he sublets, I shan't
have the same control. In theory there should be no more damage done at
Howards End; in practice there will be. Things may be done for which no
money can compensate. For instance, I shouldn't want that fine wych-elm
spoilt. It hangs--Margaret, we must go and see the old place some
time. It's pretty in its way. We'll motor down and have lunch with
Charles."
"I should enjoy that," said Margaret
bravely.
"What about next
Wednesday?"
"Wednesday? No, I couldn't well do
that. Aunt Juley expects us to stop here another week at
least."
"But you can give that up
now."
"Er--no," said Margaret, after a moment's
thought.
"Oh, that'll be all right. I'll speak
to her."
"This visit is a high solemnity. My
aunt counts on it year after year. She turns the house upside down for us;
she invites our special friends--she scarcely knows Frieda, and we can't leave
her on her hands. I missed one day, and she would be so hurt if I didn't
stay the full ten."
"But I'll say a word to
her. Don't you bother."
"Henry, I won't
go. Don't bully me."
"You want to see the
house, though?"
"Very much--I've heard so much about
it, one way or the other. Aren't there pigs' teeth in the
wych-elm?"
"Pigs'
teeth?"
"And you chew the bark for
toothache."
"What a rum notion! Of course
not!"
"Perhaps I have confused it with some other
tree. There are still a great number of sacred trees in England, it
seems."
But he left her to intercept Mrs. Munt, whose
voice could be heard in the distance: to be intercepted himself by
Helen.
"Oh, Mr. Wilcox, about the Porphyrion--" she
began, and went scarlet all over her face.
"It's all
right," called Margaret, catching them up. "Dempster's Bank's
better."
"But I think you told us the Porphyrion was
bad, and would smash before Christmas."
"Did I?
It was still outside the Tariff Ring, and had to take rotten policies.
Lately it came in--safe as houses now."
"In other
words, Mr. Bast need never have left it."
"No, the
fellow needn't."
"--and needn't have started life
elsewhere at a greatly reduced salary."
"He only says
'reduced,'" corrected Margaret, seeing trouble
ahead.
"With a man so poor, every reduction must be
great. I consider it a deplorable
misfortune."
Mr. Wilcox, intent on his business with
Mrs. Munt, was going steadily on, but the last remark made him say: "What?
What's that? Do you mean that I'm
responsible?"
"You're ridiculous,
Helen."
"You seem to think--" He looked at his
watch. "Let me explain the point to you. It is like this. You
seem to assume, when a business concern is conducting a delicate negotiation, it
ought to keep the public informed stage by stage. The Porphyrion,
according to you, was bound to say, 'I am trying all I can to get into the
Tariff Ring. I am not sure that I shall succeed, but it is the only thing
that will save me from insolvency, and I am trying.' My dear
Helen--"
"Is that your point? A man who had
little money has less--that's mine."
"I am grieved
for your clerk. But it is all in the day's work. It's part of the
battle of life."
"A man who had little money," she
repeated, "has less, owing to us. Under these circumstances I do not
consider 'the battle of life' a happy
expression."
"Oh come, come!" he protested
pleasantly. "You're not to blame. No one's to
blame."
"Is no one to blame for
anything?"
"I wouldn't say that, but you're taking it
far too seriously. Who is this fellow?"
"We
have told you about the fellow twice already," said Helen. "You have even
met the fellow. He is very poor and his wife is an extravagant
imbecile. He is capable of better things. We--we, the upper
classes--thought we would help him from the height of our superior
knowledge--and here's the result!"
He raised his
finger. "Now, a word of advice."
"I require no
more advice."
"A word of advice. Don't take up
that sentimental attitude over the poor. See that she doesn't,
Margaret. The poor are poor, and one's sorry for them, but there it
is. As civilization moves forward, the shoe is bound to pinch in places,
and it's absurd to pretend that anyone is responsible personally. Neither
you, nor I, nor my informant, nor the man who informed him, nor the directors of
the Porphyrion, are to blame for this clerk's loss of salary. It's just
the shoe pinching--no one can help it; and it might easily have been
worse."
Helen quivered with
indignation.
"By all means subscribe to
charities--subscribe to them largely--but don't get carried away by absurd
schemes of Social Reform. I see a good deal behind the scenes, and you can
take it from me that there is no Social Question--except for a few journalists
who try to get a living out of the phrase. There are just rich and poor,
as there always have been and always will be. Point me out a time when men
have been equal--"
"I didn't
say--"
"Point me out a time when desire for equality
has made them happier. No, no. You can't. There always have
been rich and poor. I'm no fatalist. Heaven forbid! But our
civilization is moulded by great impersonal forces" (his voice grew complacent;
it always did when he eliminated the personal), "and there always will be rich
and poor. You can't deny it" (and now it was a respectful voice)--"and you
can't deny that, in spite of all, the tendency of civilization has on the whole
been upward."
"Owing to God, I suppose," flashed
Helen.
He stared at
her.
"You grab the dollars. God does the
rest."
It was no good instructing the girl if she was
going to talk about God in that neurotic modern way. Fraternal to the
last, he left her for the quieter company of Mrs. Munt. He thought, "She
rather reminds me of Dolly."
Helen looked out at the
sea.
"Don't even discuss political economy with
Henry," advised her sister. "It'll only end in a
cry."
"But he must be one of those men who have
reconciled science with religion," said Helen slowly. "I don't like those
men. They are scientific themselves, and talk of the survival of the
fittest, and cut down the salaries of their clerks, and stunt the independence
of all who may menace their comfort, but yet they believe that somehow good--and
it is always that sloppy 'somehow'--will be the outcome, and that in some
mystical way the Mr. Basts of the future will benefit because the Mr. Basts of
today are in pain."
"He is such a man in
theory. But oh, Helen, in theory!"
"But oh,
Meg, what a theory!"
"Why should you put things so
bitterly, dearie?"
"Because I'm an old maid," said
Helen, biting her lip. "I can't think why I go on like this myself." She
shook off her sister's hand and went into the house. Margaret, distressed
at the day's beginning, followed the Bournemouth steamer with her eyes.
She saw that Helen's nerves were exasperated by the unlucky Bast business beyond
the bounds of politeness. There might at any minute be a real explosion,
which even Henry would notice. Henry must be
removed.
"Margaret!" her aunt called.
"Magsy! It isn't true, surely, what Mr. Wilcox says, that you want to go
away early next week?"
"Not 'want,'" was Margaret's
prompt reply; "but there is so much to be settled, and I do want to see the
Charles'."
"But going away without taking the
Weymouth trip, or even the Lulworth?" said Mrs. Munt, coming nearer.
"Without going once more up Nine Barrows Down?"
"I'm
afraid so."
Mr. Wilcox rejoined her with,
"Good! I did the breaking of the ice."
A wave
of tenderness came over her. She put a hand on either shoulder, and looked
deeply into the black, bright eyes. What was behind their competent
stare? She knew, but was not disquieted.