On the Face of the Waters
BOOK III
CHAPTER VI
DUSK.
"I entreat you to leave, sir. Believe me, there is nothing else to be
done now. It will be dark in half an hour, and we shall need every
minute of the night to reach Kurnal."
It was said openly now by many voices. It had been hinted first when,
the corona of red dust having just sprung to hide the swelling white
dome of the distant mosque, a dismal procession had come slowly up the
steep road to the tower with a ghastly addition to the little knot of
white faces there—slowly, slowly, the drivers of the oxen whacking
and jibing at them as if the cart held logs or refuse, as if the
driving of it were quite commonplace. Yet in a way the six bodies of
English gentlemen it held were welcome additions; since it was
something to see a dear face even when it is dead. But they were
fateful additions, making the disloyal 38th regiment, posted furthest
from the Tower—partly commanded by it and the guns, in case of
accident—shift restlessly. If others had done such work, ought not
they to be up and doing? And now another procession came filing up
from the city—the two guns returning from the Cashmere gate. They
came on sullenly, slowly, yet still they came on; another few minutes
and the refugees would have been the stronger, the chances of mutiny
weaker. The 38th saw this. Their advanced picket rushed out, drove off
the gunners and the officers, and, fixing bayonets, forced the drivers
to wheel and set off down the road again at a trot. And down the road,
commanded by other guns, they went unchecked; for the refugees did not
dare to give the order to fire, lest it should be disobeyed. The
effect, we read, would probably have been "that the guns would have
been swung round and fired on the orderers; and so not an European
would have escaped to tell the tale; this catastrophe, however, was
mercifully averted and the crisis passed over." It reads strangely,
but once more, there were women and children to think of. And few men
are strong enough to say, much less set it down in black and white as
John Nicholson did, that the protection "of women and children in some
crises is such a very minor consideration that it ceases to be a
consideration at all."
Still, it began to be patent to all that there was little good in
remaining in a place where they did not dare to defend themselves.
There were carriages and horses ready; the road to Karnal was still
fairly safe. Would it not be better to retreat? But the Brigadier held
out. He had, in deference partly to others, wholly for the sake of his
helpless charges, weakened the city post. Why should he have done that
if he meant to abandon his own? Then he was an old sepoy officer who
had served boy and man in one regiment, rising to its command at last,
and he was loath to believe that the 38th regiment, which had been
specially commended to him by his own, would turn against him, if only
he were free to handle it.
And this hope gained color from the fact, that to him personally and
to his direct orders, the regiment was still cheerfully obedient.
So the waiting went on, and there were no signs of the 74th returning.
What had happened? Fresh disaster? The voices urging retreat grew
louder.
"Have it your own way, gentlemen," said the Brigadier at last. "The
women and children had better go, at any rate, and they will need
protection; so let all retire who will, and in what way seems best to
them. I stay here."
So on foot, on horseback, in carriages, the exodus began forthwith;
hastening more rapidly when the first man to jump from the embrasure
at the Cashmere gate arrived with that tale of hopeless calamity.
But still the Brigadier refused to join the rout. He had been hanging
on the skirts of Hope all day, trying, wisely or unwisely, to shield
women and children behind that frail shelter. So he had been tied hand
and foot. Now he would be free. True! the mystery of oncoming dusk
made that red city in the distance loom larger, but a handful of
desperate men unhampered, with plenty of ammunition, might hold such a
post as the Flagstaff Tower till help arrived. He meant to try it, at
any rate. Then nearly half of the 74th had got away safely—they were
long in turning up certainly—but when they came they would form a
nucleus. The 54th were not all bad, or they would not have saved their
Major. Even the 38th, if they could once be got away from the sight of
weakness, from that ghastly cart with its mute witness to successful
murder, might respond to a familiar commonplace order. They were
creatures of habit, with drill born in the blood, bred in the bone.
"I stay here," he said shortly. Said it again, even when neither the
escaped officers nor men turned up. Said it again, when the guns
rolled off toward Meerut, leaving him face to face with a sprinkling
of the 74th and 54th, and the mass of the 38th, sullen, but still
obedient.
The sun, now some time set, had left a flaming pennant in the sky,
barring it low down on the horizon with a blood-red glow marking the
top of the dust-haze, and the quick chill of color which in India
comes with the lack of sunlight, even while its heat lingers to the
touch, had fallen upon all things—upon the red Ridge, upon the
distant line of trees marking the canal, upon the level plain between
them where all the familiar landmarks of cantonment life still showed
clearly, despite the darkening sky. Guard-rooms, lines, bells-of-arms,
wide parade-grounds—all the familiar surroundings of a sepoy's life,
and behind them that red flare of a day that was done.
"There is no use, sir, in stopping longer," said the Brigade-major,
almost compassionately, to the figure which sat its horse steadfastly,
but with a despondent droop of the shoulders.
"No possible use, sir," echoed the Staff Doctor kindly. The three were
facing westward, for that vain hope of help from the east had been
given up at last; and behind them, barely audible, was the faint hum
of the distant city. A shaft of cormorants flying jheel-ward with
barbed arrow head, trailed across the purpling sky; below them the red
pennant was fading steadily. The day was done. But to one pair of eyes
there seemed still a hope, still a last appeal to something beyond
east or west.
"Bugler! sound the assembly!"
The Brigadier's voice rang sharp over the plain, and was followed,
quick as an echo, quick from that habit of obedience on which so much
depended, by the cheerful notes.
"Come—to the co-lors! Come quick, come all—come quick, come
all—come quick! Quick! Come to the colors!"
Last appeal to honor and good faith, to memory and confidence. But
they had passed with the day. Yet not quite, for as the rocks and
stones, the distant lines, the familiar landmarks gave back the call,
a solitary figure, trim and smart in the uniform of the loyal 74th,
fell in and saluted.
In all that wide plain one man true to his salt, heroic utterly,
standing alone in the dusk. A nameless figure, like many another hero.
Yet better so, when we remember that but a few hours before his
regiment had volunteered to a man against their comrades and their
country! So sepoy——, of company——, can stand there, outlined
against the dying day upon the parade-ground at Delhi, as a type of
others who might have stood there also, but for the lack of that cloud
of dust upon the Meerut road.
Brigadier Graves wheeled his horse slowly northward; but at the sight
the sepoys of the 38th, still friendly to him personally, crowded
round him urging speed. It was no place for him, they said. No place
for the master.
Palpably not. It was time, indeed, for the thud of retreating hoofs to
end the incident, so far as the master was concerned; the actual
finale of the tragic mistake being a disciplined tramp, as the sepoy
who had fallen in at the last Assembly fell out again, at his own word
of command, and followed the master doggedly. He was killed fighting
for us soon afterward.
"God be praised!" said the 38th, as with curious deliberation they
took possession of the cantonments. "That is over! He has gone in
safety, and we have kept the promise given to our brothers of the 56th
not to harm him." So, joined by their comrades from the city, they set
guards and gave out rations, with double and treble doses of rum.
Played the master, in fact, perfectly; until, in the darkness, a
rumble arose upon the road, and one-half of the actors fled cityward
incontinently and the other half went to bed in their huts like good
boys. But it was not the troops from Meerut at last. It was only their
old friends the guns, once more brought back from the fugitives by
comrades who had finally decided to stand by the winning side.
So the question has once more to be asked, "What would have happened,
if, even at that eleventh hour, there really had been a cloud of
dust on the Meerut road?"
As it was, confidence and peace were restored. In the city they
had never been disturbed. It seemed weary, bewildered by the
topsy-turvydom of the day, desirous chiefly of sleep and dreams. So
that Kate Erlton, peering out through a chink in the wood-store, felt
that if she were ever to escape from the slow starvation which stared
her in the face, she could choose no better time than this, when
traffic had ceased, and the moon had not yet risen. She had settled
that her best chance lay in creeping along the wall at first, then,
taking advantage of the gardens, cutting across to that same
sally-port through which the heroes of the magazine had told her they
had made their escape. She did not know the exact situation, but she
could surely find it. Besides, the ruins would most likely be
deserted, and the other gates of the city, even if they were not
closed for the night, as the gate here was, would be guarded. Once out
of the city, she meant to make for the Flagstaff Tower; for, of
course, she knew nothing of its desertion.
So she set the door ajar softly, and crept out. And as she did so, the
whiteness of her own dress, even in the dense blackness, startled her,
and roused the trivial wish that she had put on her navy-blue cotton
instead, as she had meant to do that day. Strange! how a mere
chance—the word was like a spur always, and she crept along the wall,
hoping that the smoking, flaring fire of refuse in the opposite
corner, round which the guard were sitting, so as to be free of
mosquitoes, might dazzle their eyes. It was her only chance, however,
so she must risk it. Then suddenly, under her foot, she felt something
long, curved, snakelike. It was all she could do not to scream; but
she set her teeth, and trod down hard with all her strength, her heart
beating wildly in the awful suspense. But nothing struck her, there
was no movement. Had she killed it? Her hand went down in the dark
with a terror in it lest her touch should light on the head—perhaps
within reach of the fangs. But she forced herself to the touch,
telling herself she was a coward, a fool.
Thank Heaven! no snake after all, only a rope. A rope that must have
been used for tethering a horse, for here under her foot was straw,
rustling horribly. No! not now—that was something soft. A blanket; a
horse's double blanket, dark as the darkness itself. Here was a
chance, indeed. She caught it up and paused deliberately in the
darkest corner of the square, to slip off shoes and stockings,
petticoats and bodice; so, in the scantiest of costumes, winding the
long blanket round her, as a skirt and veil in ayah's fashion. Her
face could be hidden by a modest down-drop over it, her white hands
hidden away by the modest drawing of a fold across her mouth. Her
feet, then, were the only danger, and the dust would darken them. She
must risk that anyhow. So, boldly, she slipped out of the corner, and
made for the gate, remembering to her comfort that it was not England
where a lonely woman might be challenged all the more for her
loneliness. In this heathen land, that down-dropped veil hedged even a
poor grass-cutter's wife about with respect. What is more, even if she
were challenged, her proper course would be to be silent and hurry on.
But no one challenged her, and she passed on into the denser shadows
of the church garden to regain her breath; for it had gone somehow.
Why, she knew not; she had not felt frightened. Then the question
came, what next? Get to the magazine, somehow; but the strain of
looking forward seemed far worse than the actual doing, so she went on
without settling anything, save that she would avoid roads, and give
the still smoking roofless bungalows as wide a birth as possible,
lest, in the dark, she should come on some dead thing—a friend
perhaps. And with the thought came that of Alice Gissing. The house
lay right on her path to the magazine. Surely she must be near it now.
Was that the long sweep of its roof against the sky? If she could see
so much, the moon must be rising, and she could have no time to lose.
As she crept along through the garden, she wondered why the bungalow
had not been burned like the others. Perhaps the ayah's friends had
saved it, or, perhaps, there had not been much to attract them in the
little hired house. Or, perhaps——
Hark! She crouched back, from voices close beside her, and doubled a
bit; but they seemed to follow her. And straight ahead the trees
ended, and she must brave the open space by the house itself; unless,
indeed, she slipped by the row of servant's houses to the veranda, and
so—through the rooms—gain the further side. Or she might hide in the
house till these voices passed, There they were again! She made a
breathless dash for the shadow, ran on till she found the veranda, and
deciding to hide for a time, passed in at the first door—the door of
the room where she had left Alice Gissing lying dead a few hours
before. But it was too dark, as yet, to see if she lay there still,
too dark to see even if the house had been plundered. It must have
been, however, for the very floor-cloths were gone; the concrete
struck cold to her feet. And a sudden terror at the darkness, the
emptiness, coming over her, she passed on rapidly to the faintly
glimmering square of the further door, seen through the intervening
rooms. There were three of them; bedroom, drawing room, dining room,
set in a row in Indian fashion, all leading into each other, all
opening on to the veranda; the two end ones opening also into the side
veranda. She could get out again, therefore, by this further door. But
it was bolted. She undid the bolts, only to find it hasped on the
outside. A feeling of being trapped seized upon her. She ran to the
other door. Hasped also. The drawing-room door? Firmer even than the
others. But what a fool she was to feel so frightened, when she could
always go out as she had come in when the voices had passed. She stole
back softly, knowing they must be just outside, and almost fancying,
in her alarm, that she heard a step in the veranda. But there was the
glimmering square of escape, open. No! shut too! shut from the
outside.
Had they seen her and shut the door? And there, indeed, were
footsteps! Loud footsteps and voices coming up the long flight of
steps which led to the veranda from the road. Coming straight, and she
locked in, helpless.
She threw up her hands involuntarily at a bright flash in the veranda.
Was it lightning? No! a pistol shot, a quick curse, a fall. A yell of
rage, a rush of those feet upon the steps, and then another flash,
another, and another! More curses and a confused clashing! She stood
as if turned to stone, listening. Hark! down the steps, surely, this
time, another rush, a cry, a scuffle, a fall. Then, loud and
unmistakable, a laugh! Then silence.
Merciful Heavens! what was it? What had happened? She shook at the
door gently, but still there was silence. Then, gripping the woodwork,
she tried to peer out. But she could only see the bit of veranda in
front of her which, being latticed in and hung with creepers, was very
dark. The rest was invisible from within. She leaned her ear on the
glass and listened. Was that a faint breathing? "Who's there?" she
cried softly; but there was no answer. She sank down on the floor in
sheer bewilderment and tried to think what to do, and after a time, a
faint glimmer of the rising moon aiding her, she went round to every
door and tried it again. All locked inside and out. And now she could
see that the house had been pillaged to the uttermost. There was
literally nothing left in it. Nothing to aid her fingers if she tried
to open the doors. By breaking the upper panes of glass, of course,
she could undo the top bolt, but how was she to reach the bottom ones
behind the lower panels? And why? why had they been locked? Who had
locked the one by which she had come in? What was there that needed
protection in that empty house. Was there by chance someone else?
Then, suddenly, the remembrance of what she had left lying in the end
room hours before came back to her. She had forgotten it utterly in
her alarm and she crept back to see if Alice Gissing still kept her
company. The bed was gone, but by the steadily growing glimmer of the
moon she could see something lying on the floor in the very center of
the room. Something strangely orderly, with a look of care and
tidiness about it; but not white—and her dress had been white. Kate
knelt down beside it and touched the still figure gently. What had it
been covered with? Some sort of network, fine—silken—crimson. An
officer's sash surely! And now her eyes becoming accustomed to what
lay before them, and the light growing, she saw that the curly head
rested on an officer's scarlet coat. The gold epaulettes were arranged
neatly on either side the delicate ears so as not to touch them. Who
had done this? Then that step she had thought she heard in the veranda
must have been a real one. Someone must have been watching the dead
woman.
She was at the door in an instant rapping at a pane, "Herbert!
Herbert! are you there? Herbert! Herbert!" He might have done this
thing. He might have come over from Meerut, for he had loved the dead
woman, he had loved her dearly.
But there was no answer. Then wrapping the blanket round her hand she
dashed it through the pane, and removing the glass, managed to crane
out a little. She could see better so. Was that someone, or only a
heap of clothes in the shadow of the corner by the inner wall? By this
time the moonlight was shining white on the orange-trees on the
further side of the road. She could see beyond them to the garden, but
nothing of the road itself, nothing of the steep flight of steps
leading down to it; a balustrade set with pots filling up all but the
center arch prevented that.
"Herbert!" she cried again louder, "is that you?" But there was not a
sound.
God in heaven! who lay there? dying or dead? helplessness broke down
her self-control at last, and she crept back into the room, back to
the old companionship, crying miserably. Ah! she was so tired, so
weary of it all. So glad to rest! A sense of real physical relief came
to her body as, for the first time for long, long hours, she let her
muscles slacken, and to her mind as she let herself cry on, like a
child, forgetting the cause of grief in the grief itself. Forgetting
even that after a time in sheer rest; so that the moon, when it had
climbed high enough to peep in through the closed doors, found her
asleep, her arms spread out over the crimson network, her head resting
on what lay beneath it. But she slept dreamfully and once her voice
rose in the quick anxious tones of those who talk in their sleep.
"Freddy! Freddy!" she called. "Save Freddy, someone! Never mind, ayah!
He is only a boy, and the other, the other may——" Then her words
merged into each other uncertainly, after the manner of dreamers, and
she slept sounder.
Soundest of all, however, in the cool before the dawn; so that she did
not wake with a stealthy foot in the side veranda, a stealthy hand on
the hasp outside; did not wake even when Jim Douglas stood beside her,
looking down vexedly on the blanket-shrouded figure pillowed on the
body he came to seek. For he had been delayed by a thousand
difficulties, and though the shallow grave was ready dug in the
garden, the presence of this native—even though a woman,
apparently—must make his task longer. Was it a woman? One hand on his
revolver, he laid the other on the sleeper's shoulder. His touch
brought Kate to her feet blindly, without a cry, to meet Fate.
"My God! Mrs. Erlton!" he cried, and she recognized his voice at once.
Fate indeed! His chance and hers. His chance and hers!
She stood half stupefied by her dreams, her waking; but he, after his
nature, was ready in a second for action, and broke in on his own
wondering questions impatiently. "But we are losing time. Quick!
you must get to some safer place before dawn. Twist that blanket
right—let me, please. That will do. Now, if you will follow close, I
must get you hidden somewhere for to-day. It is too near dawn for
anything else. Come!"
She put out her hand vaguely, as if to stave his swift decision away,
and, looking in her face, he recognized that she must have time, that
he must curb his own energy.
"Then it was you who fired," she said in a dull voice. "You who shut
me in here? You who killed those voices. Why didn't you answer when I
called, when I thought it was Herbert? It was very unkind—very
unkind."
He stared at her for a second, and then his hand went out and closed
on hers firmly. "Mrs. Erlton! I'm going to save you if I can. Come. I
don't know what you're talking about, and there is no time for talk.
Come."
So, hand in hand, they passed into the side veranda, through which he
had entered, and so, since the nearest way to the city lay down that
flight of steps, to the front one.
"Take care," he cried, half-stumbling himself, and forcing her to
avoid something that lay huddled up against the wall. It was a dead
man. And there, upon the steps which showed white as marble in the
moonlight, were two others in a heap. A third lower down, ghastlier
still, lying amid dark stains marring the whiteness, and with a gaping
cut clearly visible on the shoulder.
But that still further down! Jim Douglas gave a quick cry,
dropped Kate's hand, and was on his knees beside the tall young
figure—coatless, its white shirt stiff with blood, which lay head
downward on the last steps as if it had pitched forward in some mad
pursuit. As he turned it over on its back gently, the young face
showed in the moonlight stern, yet still exultant, and the sword,
still clenched in the stiff right hand, rattled on the steps.
"Mainwaring! I don't understand," he said, looking up bewildered into
Kate's face. The puzzle had gone from it; she seemed roused to life
again.
"I understand now," she said softly, and as she spoke she stooped
and raised the boy's head tenderly in her hands. "Don't let us
leave him here," she went on eagerly, hastily. "Leave him there,
beside—beside—her."
Jim Douglas made no reply. He understood also dimly, and he only
signed to her to take the feet instead. So together they managed to
place that dead weight within the threshold and close the door.
Then Jim Douglas held out his hand again, but there was a new
friendliness in its grip. "Come!" he said, and there was a new ring in
his voice, "the night is far spent, the day is at hand."
It was true. As they stepped from the now waning moonlight into the
shadow of the trees, the birds, beginning to dream of dawn, shifted
and twittered faintly among the branches. And once, startling them
both, there was a louder rustling from a taller tree, a flutter of
broad white wings to a perch nearer the city, a half-sleepy cry of:
"Deen! Deen! Futteh Mohammed!"
"If I had time," muttered Jim Douglas fiercely, "I would go and wring
that cursed bird's neck! But for it——" Kate's tighter clasp on his
hand seemed like an appeal, and he went on in silence.
So, as they slipped from the gardens into the silent streets, the
muezzin's monotonous chant began from the shadowy minaret of the big
mosque.
"Prayer is more than sleep!—than sleep!—than sleep!"
The night was far spent; the day was indeed at hand—and what would it
bring forth? Jim Douglas, with a sinking at his heart, told himself he
could at least be thankful that one day was done.